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Poplar pines snapped peeled Yelloweyed woodland
yellowtongues lappnghighway wounded pines&poplars gaze
crownsclipped at shoulder. morningafter haze.
Streaming beneath ice Beginning a sit Pines brushingsky gray
like amoeba digestion withoutasking "Whysitting?" stilling against peltingice
vacuoles darklight. Then I'll beawake? above snowspot grass.
Windshield softfrosted MidJan Christmastree Depitemyscraping Despite twentysix
driveway a wintermix mess some forgottenicicles driverside windshiled icey there'sthawing by blueskysun.
or snow ice &slush. shimmering onhigh. obscuringthetruth. Defrostingcar done.
Dreams temptingagain
&withthem allof thenwhen.
Oh tobe thisnow.
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LilacLove
(FinalEdit)
Lilacbushes blossoming Entwined younglove in swoonlightshadow
on birthdaybeyondbud of fairyqueen outlawed ineach sunbright moralityscene.
so daringlydifferent at sweetsixteen. Obscene in swansong of passion'smortality
nolaw obtaining intheiract soclean.
And he of constantsocialstir .................................
hard&heart a constantblur Bloodrush tohead &headtoher
of embracebyflower &flowbydream. no headofthought or calmconcern
but headofsteam&semen's squeem
Mixing softJunerain with softballsweat engorgedbypassion's hopelesstrust
herswing lessthedelicate swingoflover intheir younglove &eachdeepthrust
than tomboyswing making airball hover knowing headless&heartless the holywell
over asphaltfield blackstar of midday of ohso ungodly unholybaptism
then circlingbases in tomcatplay bysharing his surging burningessence
playinginwind of swing&run with roughraverush of allworldsbeyond
prayingwitheach heavensentsoaring ofall light&color through infiniteprism
nevercooling to touch of teenagelove of freedom tolet&love atlast
in highfive homerun caress. beyond sanesanctity of fleshorcell.
Aftergamekiss as a tease for tag&chase Lyingbeneath&farwithin
&handholding holyswing circlingofbase tangledbanches of bud&bloom
betweenpassion&play holdingpassion atbay beyond sapienstrife &lifeofgods
withpassion tosay whatcannotyet besaid living in purestresurrection
inthis asphaltfragrance of hotafternoon. as heavenbursts &burnsinhell
............................................ leaving a strangefamiliar smell
But as surely asJune yieldingto steamingJuly of asphaltflower&pieceoflesh power
dayielding todusk &sun to moonsky both headslost in sweetdeepwomb
with dewlessgrass of sweetlad&lass &brutalreign of secondcoming
yielding rainofpores throughclearest starlight beyond hershe
in sensualsoaking of febrileheat beyond hishe
saying atlast whatcannot besaid. lostforever
in preternatural sea.
No buddingbush or buttontippedbreast ............................
but fullflower of flesh lippedformouth. Summerending tono fallfromgrace
buthegrace of a fall of greatharvest
No floweringlush of lilacblush with younglove sex&sexlesslove
but burningbaste of deflowering rush committing tolife of everlastinglove
in scentofthighs &herpower tocrush. beginning inthe beginning&alwaysbeing
in hopelesstrust of passion'sthrust
No asphaltoder&swingofsport lavenderfragrance&moonlit sextrance
but piecesofher &allofhim &mutedmotion of transform's dervishdance
in portsofsailors&stenchofsin &
under deepgreen scentless lilacbush dewgraced
after noonlightwaning &sunlightlost selfeffaced
totheir moonfightgaming&lover'sgain. lilaclove.
Yelp Deficits
Wordgyre Desire rootedin deficits of then
languagefire a pleasure unsated
dousing brain'sflame barbedwired&gated
with darkyellow pee becoming mydreams of when.
forming soakenash
into voodoo doll. Thenthewhen waitedfor&more
manifest as self'squest
Stickingpins as memory's welcomedguest
until somebody yelps becomingmydream of a dream
helping heshe of a then.
burstout of wordgyre
languagefire SighingDay
into lesself'sreality. Redorangesun fallingthrough bluesky
suckingeach redorange fallenleaf dry
Impermanence of flame&claim to Autumnsplendor
BeginningEnding isto transform with eachdrying dyingray.
as
loss isto change Leavingonly mottledsplay
as in randomscattered disarray.
fearofdeath isto loveoflifedeath Darkroomcolor leaving markofdull
as defying anyall sun's noonplay.
dammed river isto flowingstream.
................................ Shadedshading woods&way
Openning floodgates of memory. dark&darker spreadofdeath
Draining lakeofself. of leafoflight &colorbright
Becoming streamingnow. with barelyheard sighing ofthisday.
CrystalBlue
Walk fivemeterSouth then fivemeteresEast Lifebeyondbear sapienslivingthere
then fivemetersNorth &be whereyoubegan whosehome's likehulks of sleepingking
&in thisplace of collapsingspace icelight curvedwhite bumpsofnight
seethe bearofallcolors blendingpure. beingofsnow &lifeof innerglow.
Blendingbarren with horizon'send Presapiens predators of first blownstorm
being mobile icefleshmountain. wrapped in life'skins eatingflesh of dead
Snowdriftlump risingtolumber over borrowed sun'sheat in homemadecave
across treelessterrain through rootlesslife. being stuffofground of their polarbeing.
Suninsky sunincoat In wholly snowblinded pristineseeing
sunasornament in worldofwhite. meant at extreme tobe puredreaming
Snow dimmingsun in bitingblow of peaceonearth &heaven'schill
until nothingleft but crystalglow. to children'sfaith in parent's skill.
Emptinessfullness eachatonce Holding wholeofstorm in singleflake
sightfailing withall becomingsame. meltingontip of legend'stongue
Where evenbest of form&fit of perfection'sfear &reward'sretribution
canonlywait the primalforce. talesof thenwhen spun fortheyoung
Untilsun becoming bear'seye onceagain knowing biteofbear is pain'spurefeeling
stalkingholes whereseals comeforair. that silentnumbingofreeze isreal with
Bloodtrailingsun freezingseal'swounds hungerstalking both sapien&bear
carcass crytallizing becoming coldwomb polarnature neitherjust norfair.
forbear tobearcub in frigidperfection Justhis of birth&life&death
being proudproduct of polarpair. of ice&bear&sapien too.
Snowballbundle of justweanedappetite Justhat beatingheart &sostillife
fillingwithfat from fecundsea. &crystalbreath of skyofblue.
..........................
Dare
Howdare yellowmoon upstage burningsun forlovers&muggers this KFO hovers
glowingwest atdawn east afterdusk? hiding whenitcan on darksideofearth
Lingering untilnoon on somedaysinJune content tellingtides to rise&recede
giving nightsweeping poets their chancetospoon. lappingbeach fillingbay.
Then mooneffaced givingup light
What looneytune lunar soulessystem letting mightysun holdsway?
with dawndusktwin in mockglory&stay
of twentyfourhour daylightday? Both willmove &each willplay
through celestialnight &heavenlyday
Isitmoon darkshadowed when brandnew in auraofpeace in realmofbliss
hating its unbidden secondhand use in emptyawareness whereall's simplythis.
Fire - 2
Cleaningloft of oneChristmas toomany. Filing hotlungs in chilling inhalation
Discardingboxes already savedthrice. before exhalation of halitoxic hell.
Addingstuff of basementclutter.
Springcleaning forwife homewrecking formice. Breeze cominginclean lifting redash clean
towardcanopy ofgreen beforedropping coolgray.
Deciding on ashes instead of dumpster Breeze&flame playingtheir coolhotgame
after twodays of rain &hardlyabreeze. withfat ofallriches reducing thatday.
Carryingcardboardcartons pilingon ballcourt
becoming a pyre of illheld memories. Someboxes hadwrapping reminders of then.
Somelumber was earmarked for projects nextwhen.
Watchingcorrugation burstinginto blueflame Butflame knowingnow ¬ our doubledreams
infernaltongues igniting instantsofpanic. alltime becomingone in fusionofseams.
Seeingbranches spreading to topof courtkey
swaying&snorting in updrafts nowmanic. Evenflames mysticknowing of their unknowingmaster
burn rainsoaked rug &sodden feltblanket
Leaninginclose spreadingout febrilefuel suffocating thenwhen coolingdeath to thisnow
heat sendingmemory back fullforty years as muffledminion of smolderingSatan.
to oldtestament knees inthosedays of blindfaith .................................
thosedays of GodFathear &devilishfears. Soitgoes halfwaythrough thisonly allnight
a pileofash somesmoke &somelight
Slightbreeze of feed directing fire'sflame until atlast coldrain&finalflame
creating a siphon as bonedry heatwell. death of allpast beginningeach ashen same.
**Language** **SteamRoller**
Utilize?! What'snext? At roadside constructionsight
I makalize a BM then flushilize the toilet? a scene of nearlypatheticplight
I drivilize after drinkilizing then crashilizemycar? as a cop with hisvehicle's redlight on
I sayilize it's absurdilize to syllabilize excessively. havingspotted excess stopped torespond.
(Unless you'reselling an inferiorlproduct.)
................................................... Wecanonlyinfer hethought hesaw ablurr
Trackmeets have interestinglanguage. as hestood as cruisecontroller
They "put" theshot. Butwhere? Dotheythink they're inabar? jawing withthedriver to positivelyinsure
What didthehorsedo todeserve tobe pummeled? hewasn't racing his barelycrawling steamroller.
What's withthe unevenbars? Couldn't theyafford a level?
SitStill
Sit verystill whocouldsteal allmemory
& bestowing thoughtrelief.
you'll hearhim
inyourhead. Damnit justsit
long&quiet
Sit evenmorestill thensit somemore
& &more
you'llthink youknow &more
what hesaid. until theDevil'story
becomes a repetitivebore.
Sit evenlonger
& Then sit somemore
be filledwithdread &more
ifyouthought &more
he'd helpyoubecome until reflectingsurfaces
onewiththedead. fadetoclear
&youcansee
So sit whatcan neverbe
damnedsoul without pureblindness
asif thegoal to insight.
wastosubmit
totheDevi's sirensong Thenatlast rejoice
whoselyrics arefired havingheard thevoice
in right&wrong. disentangled from
all will&want
Siton asthe Devil disappears
damnedsoul within memory'stears
asif thegoal & thisimplenow
wasto befriend becomes yourfinal vow
the MasterThief to neverever showyourface.
Blending IfLove
Dawndew If lovebe whatheythought itwas
settled. then let ideas warmtheirhearts.
Lakefog Or let theirlove be whatlovedoes
still. withwords nowcupids deadlydart.
Me inmy yellowkayak If lovecouldbe just thoughtalone
breezedrifting withoutwill then dearlove couldbe cheaplybought
settled &sold wherehearts are tightlysewn
still oras desire mostfiercely sought.
above&within both fin&gill.
If sexlesslove be Plato'sdream
My self damped withinthis blindingfog thendream allday of being'sbliss
blending memory'sdreams with thisnow's fill until facingdark of daylightbeam
as dawnlake sends finallyfeeling a carnal&moist truekiss.
vapor's vagrantbeing
into Iflove benot thought word or deed
transform's eternalseeing. thenlose your self be finallyfreed.
VisceralField ThreeLogs
If thisnow be all&only Threelogs in woodstove
then on bed of warmcoals.
this cloudform Threepets of onelove
isthis fieldofcorn positionedincomfort
& twodogs in ourkennel
this sunbright onecat onourcouch.
isboth day&night.
Three wiselives livedasone
Sun&stars unknown inan oh so livingroom
dawn&dusk unsown sharing TVshows snacks &games of fun
inthis visualfield of gloom. inour cozy midwinter domehome
........................... in midlifembrace &eternalface
Desire'sdreams fading of chimneysmoke swirling
inthefog of no when. &sweetlove's lingering
Self'schemes sinking
inthebog of no then. Slicing
Skimmingthesea beforetheshore
Lifedeath ceasing low to firstfroth pelicansfour
in eachmoment causingthechurning causingtheroar
of eternalpeace stillbreath of life'socean nevermore.
within a visceralfield
with neither Foamretreating in rhythmic fate
womb nor tomb. from stacattolegs of sandpipers eight
Recedingsurf becoming refillingplate
Concentration birds stabbing eachbubble asif itwasbait.
Startingtolose my concentration
unknowing ifmybrain is wanderingorempty. Above birdsofskim&birdsofscamper flew
Startingtofeel a liberation a kiteofmanycolors over sisterstwo
freedatlast from selfishbind. trailing twistingrainbows from blueintoblue
along saltedsunrun a whollysecular pew.
Allowed foronce tosee&hear
nolooking&listening to starthefear This playacted Sundaynoon costumed for noone
that allouthere is notmykind being nowasforever the lovethatisone.
that what thereis iswhat I find No doer apartfrom thatwhichis notdone
unstructured by self'shrillwill allowingtheall tobenothing &fun.
unyielding tomyeach deepdesire
dynamic yet a perfectstill Reminder
impassionedby allother's fire. Moon beggingborrowing then stealingitsbright
............................ remindingall of alwaysalways light
Then startingtoregain my concentration &that mybedtime softlitnight
self'stourniquet tightening around mymemories. is noontime to manyotherme.
Startingagain tobe all then&when
a part but neverthewhole. A reminder of vastcurved spacetimecontinuum
our wetsphere being all&mine
Fearing of stars dancingspry while loversdine
Penitentchild fearing allasnothing in moonshine forall undone.
fearingevenmore his timeinpassing
fillingtremblingself whiletaking alltherest A reminderthat each&I&all
whilefilling feetingnow with childhood'sbest mustneverfocus but ontheball
bats from uncut ash of onegreatlife&plaintiffcall
balls from unwound thread in photonfall foreach tosee.
gloves from untanned hide
spikes from unrefined ore. ThirdNote
Spareme the thirdnote of everyotherbar
Let fearprevail makingeachsong short&sweet.
emptying meaningfromeditation
untilthe bottomoftheninth Whybother witheach inbetween
threebehind inalife of beginnings&endings?
basesloaded
& Letstart be staccato
a fullcount finale elegaic
inan emptystadium. &thirdnote of everyotherbar
sheerperfection.
Ultimate
Basketball myultimate Embrace
distractionfromself. If breezebebreath
Music of shoesqueek &beingboth
grunts&groans the space excitedby
warnings&pleadings nebularembrace
trashtalk. be breezebreath
Geometry of court space&all
D&O eternaluniversal
player&ball. unknowingspraw.
Poetry of motion
inform Where ifthen am I
inface. amidst emptycry
Visualbeing in staticfluid of movingmatter
immediacy. butnotmattering tome
Sentience of muscle&sweat lostalone simplyenergy
legs&lungs. encapsulated neverfree
to movemountains
Communication without separation. by my self alone.
Communication within separation.
Separation withinout separation.
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Tobecome thisfog Watchingwaterfalls Secondpair of socks.
neither&both lake&sky With headsteady. Singlestream. Hat hood jacket&mittens.
eitherboth you I. Movinghead, Eachdrop. Dog waitingatdoor.
Yardlightsnow roadshow Between iced tireruts Howcan geesehonking
twinkling as I walkthrough glow. twinkling yardlight snowcover. get tome through iceyair
Starrysky below. Ourlake springrippling. teasingmydreaming?
Crow'stoes&pine'swoes Snow hidingsheerice This icestorm'sburden
patterned in melting icesnow. a causeforcaution once twice withoutelectricity
And birdbootpaw show. before slip&fall. withoutinternet.
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ThoseWho
Forthose whothink creating persuasiveillusion
anocean's larger of separation.
than a raindrop Maturing as GodFather
&raindrops providing an impregnabledefense
makeanocean. against therealityof
ocean asraindrop asall¬hing.
Forthose whothink
matter is madeof Continuing withacompulsion
&energy isnot touse languagethought to enhanceself
&is different. wehave GodSon
goingtothecross an innocent
Forthose whothink returningfromthecross a sinner
food is somethingeaten havingbeenseparation foran
&wheneaten eternalinstant.
becomesentient. ...................
Mythought myself myseparation mysin
Forthose whothink sendingme tomycross in absoluteguilt
a singlebreath absolution unimaginable
isn't allwind whereonly GodHolySpirit
&inhaling as noGod nothingHoly Spiritless
is differenthan canallow aninstant perhapsofgrace
exhaling. toblurr my dearestdesperate separation
beforemyreturn toillusion delusion
Forthose whothink &mycomfortable sefishsensuality.
&thinkingthoughts ........................
that thought can There the nonriddlends
clotreality with nogod nothingholy lackingspirit
scabastruth reality havinglittle todowith
healaslsove. language thought &memory's dawnfog
realitybeing my unleashedog
Forthose whothink needingtraining tobegin
loveisunion to unknow
&union possible oceanasinhalation
inaworld of perceived truthasenergy
separation. foodasraindrop
realityasexhalation
Forthose I offer thoughtasbreath
an old&wellknown matteraslove
nonriddle: sentienceaseparation.
GodasFather
GodasSon Then father&son are unremembered
GodasHolyspirit. as moonshadows atdawn tothe villiageidiot
.................. with memory'sdawnfog becoming dew&disappearance
Startingwith self bornas withthe nondesire tounbe lesseparate
survivalcircuitry in sapienbrain more asyou less asme.
raisedby sophisticatedlanguage
SecondTransform JustInTime
Light the nightsky Justintime
with angelstarcandles. my mortalbeing
dressingup
Letpassion'spridepush firewoodburning
beyondallgravitas then&when
tofail toburn selfish&yearning.
inourstar's inferno
becoming a secondtransform Outoftime
of my mothlikeself. immortalreality
threadcloth
Archeologists heatlight
We'reall archeologists thisnow
digging into ourpast lesself'sight.
tryingtopiecetogether
a storyofourlife. Sermon
Asif Planning his sermon
there's anylife in whilewashingdishes.
stonecoldmemory.
A plate slippingfromhishands
Throwaway your diggingtools. falling shattering.
Leaveyourexpedition.
Returntothisnow The collectionplate
to reaptherewards of beingpassed intact.
starlightflesh
& Countingthemoney
moonglowbone. with cleanhands.
Stars
Newton's billiardballs. Darkdeath as willfulbeing
Droppingcoins into with a billfold of Iam
a junkfoodmachine. causingmyeffects
Cause&effect. responding to mystimuli
Pretty straightforward. usingmy discreditcard
wheretheonlycurrency
Casserole without ovenmitts is lesself.
or firstplunge into coldlake. ....................
Stimulus&response. Life&death
Noconfusionhere. areto
memory&body
Bell. Drool. (don'tforget self
Or classchange at school. is memory)
Conditionedresponse. as
Ezpz. lifedeath
isto
Doorsflinging studentsinging lesself
praises of fourminutes ((don'tforget you
of perceivedfreedom were neverfree)
tojostle eachother hiptoeye where lifedeath obtains
inthecrowdedhallway of withnecessary heat tofuse
give&take failbut try. theseat of Aristotelian bivalentbeing
EachStumulus wherethemaster oughtorecuse his tooGreekhead
thirtyseven Responses. fromthe furthersearchfor
EachCause unreasonableremainders whilefleeing
twentythree Effects. that lostworld of perfect
shortdivision.
Billiard's feltable becoming furryfable ..............................
as chainsofevents crushingbrain's clearseeing Fusingasone noGod Father Son
intosoles ofthe hobnailboots of defeat&despair but theheat from thelight ofthe
asif beginningof blindsight fromaworld of
a pair doesn'tspawn a quad twoeyes
then an octave asthe musicblares twoears
sixteenthnotes&thirtysecond boats twinsins already
sinking ina themonuclearholocaust of inthe mostsimple
allparts no wholes "I love you"
allbodies no souls where sinis separation
spinning as gravitrons asif
of subatomic superclonic partwhole were moreorlessthan
logiclanguage seizures. one or two
.......................... many or few
Heat pressure personalattraction inthe lifedeath world
sparking a newstar bornfrom lost&found in eachinstant
C&E barking of all.
& ....................................
S&R marking But starsareborn burn&burst
the endofanera with monsterself collapsingtoblack
of doingjustonething fromwhich no other canever return
nearing fearing whilethose of lessmass ofme
stellarblackness. subnova&spread lettingselfree
............. lost inthestorm ofeach thisnow
inthestream of eternaltransform.
**SurfaceTension** **VacuumCleaner**
Water surfacetension a tenuouslove Dogs. Whatfoolish subcreatures.
alwaystempted but resistingravity'stug. What'sup withtheirfear of
cleaning withthevacuum?
Up under&in our thoughtight house
as insidious anentrance asany wintermouse. Vacuums haveno clawsorfangs.
Themouse being tooslight tofeel gravity'smight
crawlingupwalls inthemiddle of night There's nodanger intheir
bluster&posturing.
where waterwillwait but neverabate
unknowingtime butknowing itsfate Yetdogs large&small gonuts
todamage ourceiling wall &floor whatwith growling&barking
to simplybecome a nusiance&eyesore. &or slinkingaway.
Surface to subsurface untenabletension "Wolverine" yousay not
nolovelost in a necessaryintevention. "vacuumeclean" ?
Both water&mouse each willing&able
to begin the end ofthis domesticfable. OK. Now I see whytheycower.
MincingWords AgeRolled
Mincingwords into a tossedsalad Mymother agerolled into a
of verbiage questionmark
whilethe chef tothestars adds a shouldhave signaledme atbirth
MilkyWay tothesnacktray that theirmarriage was a problem.
duringthe cryostaticflight
through earthling's imaginedgalaxy In untero&out shewas a stiff
of fact&fancy. peculiarlyGerman upperlip
&intotal an exclamationpoint
During his thirdtrip downtheaisle toheroffspring ifnot herspouse.
he servesliquor tohis bride'sfamily
hoping tolubricate the lawsofsocialbearing With a warning perhaps I wouldhave
sufficiently toinsurethat thelong attended tomy math homework
honeymoonvoyage lesseriously
wouldnotbe miscontrued &beenable to doubleover my self
if construed atall in a rolickingbellylaugh
as anythingotherthan straighteningback
thestars hehad as lessmyself
promisedher. as lessherself
&muchmuch lessthan
Logic dad's sadself.
Even themostdetailed
topographicmap tells Sun'sTongue
nothing oftheweather Sapienbeing as sun'stongue
ormy waderingattention singingsound
during that longforgottenhike to deafbrain
or tomorrow'sfolly. singinglanguage
to blindunknowing
Whytry to iron mothernature'sbra singingreason
asif to randomness
flatchested shecouldnurture singing cacophony
ourworld? to deepstillness.
MatchingPairsTreys Sapienbeing as sun'sentience
1) bright cold dark heat humidity wind seeing itsdawn
____cold___ ____________ ___________ hearing itsbreeze
____heat_ __________ __________ feelingitseasons
2) amI? self Father HolySpirit lesself Son touchingitsoftness
__________ __________ __________ tasting its bettersweet tease.
___________ _________ __________
3) Deed desire doing doing fruit idea OfAllLies
poison root seed Of all lies
__________ __________ __________ sold toself as self byself
__________ ___________ ___________ illusionofillusion
__________ ___________ ____________ inaworld of starkreality.
Collecting Ofall sighs
Collectingmythoughts slipping fromself as self forself
visitingcapitals of lesself being ofmemory
from limbictolanguage inaworld starkmad with now.
from muscletomoral
from sensualtosexual Ofall sights
from recognitiontoreason. seen byself ofself inself
.................... eachfalse selfofselfs
Creatingmyway asif inaworld of selfalone.
by memorizingmyway
sothat Leaves
I shantstray Fallingferomtree.
whenmyenemy Blowinginbreeze.
attacks. Rakedbyme.
OceanBowl Will I pilethem farfrom
Objectivity wherethey'refalling?
asreal asvictory ordefeat
asprofound asone two three. Will I burnthem?
Reality Will I scatterthem
oceanbowl unshapedbydoubt in a madfight with
holding seasonlessmoon upsideout. myson &ourdog?
BarberShop
Cruel truthteller I'vebeenmeaning toblanch
timemachine of timelesstransform my kaliedoscopicdesire
thin snow beingmorethat fortherealrainbow of refraction
dandruffglow substituting vapor for my vapidselfishness
counting whileavalanching &finally substitutinglesself for my self.
or justcooling
unjust tothatwhich judgesbyweight So the snow ofmy
waiting for no darkfuture. pitchwhitecrow
glidesdown my barbershop bib
Camouflage theysay foreach winterday asif snipping&shedding memories
as cruelreward for my struttingblackyouth. tobe sweptaway withthe
sea of notme
But alliscolorless in nonsentientbeing tobecome perhaps
beingas adoringself a braidedtoupee
whose mardigras days were onthe coldestwhitest
resplendent&meaningful. mountaintop.
I Feel Occasionally
I feelfright. Occasionally I remember
Sodoyou. that I'm becomingforgetful.
Ormaybe youdon't.
Thenthefunstarts.
I feelmight.
Sodoyou. Trying
Ormaybe youdon't. Tryingtolove
am oxymoron?
I pitythefool
&somightyou Beinginlove
knowingdepths a redundancy?
of self.
Loving thisnow IfYou
as transform'sguest Ifyoubelieved
only lessyou canguess therest. &believedtruly
that I wasthat
Judgment pitifulbody
Hesheit judging then rememberme
simplycan'tlose as havinglived&died
b/c while passingthrough yournow
judgers are you&I toyour neverwhen
indiguise whenyoubelived
& &died withme.
nonjudgers don'tjudge.
Dishes
Needingadish of bellysize soapsudstreaming during lukewarmrinse
thatwillnestle inmylap justright dishes gleamingbright ineach dusksunray.
holding myburger &myfries
feeding myevery appetite. Filing eachdish for finaldrying
by spring's greenair breathingin eachdrop
Remote to nearworld within arm'sreach breathingout floweredfragrance ofits gardentour
learning allthings TV canteach. blending indoors&out from bottomtotop.
Fed by a dish fed bysatellites
feedingmydesire for sounds&sights. Silentlyhandling eachdish oncemore
now clean&dry with squeakyfeel.
Needing a dish of philosphicdepth Stacking in cupboardquietly
stretchingthrough theologictime readyfor tomorrow's simplemeal.
feeding myinsatiable monsterself
asifknowing life'srhythm &itsrhyme. Then hunting through sudsyfroth
for knife&fork spatula spoon
No beggingbowl for dailyrounds silentdishes yieldingto silverwaresinging
of root&rice&ridicule. makingmykitchen a chimingroom.
Myself shallown both house&grounds
neverbeing the localfool. A charmingroom a womblike room
silent untiltransform singing
Mounting metaphoricdish songs withoutwords songs withoutwant
scanningbeing inmy I's songs risinghigh on lesself's winging.
hearing life'secrets allbut the end
as whisper islost &messagedies. Empty cleandishes clear emptymemory
..................... appetiteslost in softsong silent ray
Washingdishes silently of settingsun through kitchenwindow
aftersupper near endofday ineach hushedbreath ofeach silentsong day.
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Owl&woodpecker Even oldogs romp Brightnoon. Latergray. After alltheseyears
whoneeds morefriends than thosetwo at the neighborhoodmeeting Dayafterdayafterday. seeingyou in a swimsuit.
onmy predawnwalk? withthe newpuppy. Beyond equinox. Awakening what?
In totaldarkness Whyare the smallbirds Waiting at thevet.
straightening a kleenex. often chasingthe bigbirds Puppy stillnotsensitized
Always overlapped. highabove midlake? to horrors within.
Puppy lovingvet Checking shoppinglist.
where shemeets othervictims Notsure of what I forgot.
of communalcare. Wandering Walmart.
Kayak at dockside
bobbing in southwest springwind.
Whereisthefisher?
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Toes
Only theirtoes weretouching thatnight agingbodies in agelessembace
intheirbed of twentyfouryears ofsame. undreaming sharedream of now&here.
Just theirtoestouching clearthrough to purebeing
ofthefamily theytwere intheir silent nofame. In theirpassing leavingnotrace
of havingshaken their snowbowl scene.
Unknown fortheirlove &children theygrew Snowfallingently laying sostill
forthierjobs donegently eachday. toes touchingall intheir willesswill.
Unrich inclatter of catalogues.
Unpoor inrichness oftheir stillway. Childrenweeping grandchildren seeking
................................ toknow whatwas so granderous.
Only theirtoes weretouching thatnight Learning unknowing a wisdom mostdeep
feetofshadow of calmunfear lovingtoestouching intheir final stillsleep.
SelfConfidence OneStep
Selfconfidence takingme to mycross Onestep forward twosteps back
hammeringeach carnalnail sodeep. wondering at my wonderousgain
Only lesself canbleed yetsurvive theloss whileonestep awayfrom what I lack.
wakingme from my dreamysleep. Twosteps back tobeing toosane
toleave my past&future pain.
Keenfocusedself living initsownlight
sharpeningstream of style&wit. Forgettingfaintly foramoment
Narrowedbeam becoming toobright that myself's keeping finalscore.
its edge cuttingquick to inhumanfit. Remembering with a feelingsaintly
what hadmade mybeing fullsore
Unfocused fuzzylight becoming unblinding thenagain thepain &more &more.
bluntedbeam weaving mylife with mydeath ........................
beyond mycross of selfishbinding Eitheror & neithernor
beyondmymemories allife eachbreath. each a candyapple whore
struttingdown ill lit lane
Self&confidence eachboth forgot dissolving in heaven's acidrain.
lesself livingon in lovingknot.
Onestepforward twostepsback
EmptyAquarium preppingfor righteousattack
An aquarium is interesting
so welldefined Play
somuch a pieceof Runningdog streamingsaliva
myowncreation. while chasingball on piedmontclay.
But streamingocean Tigerlily lappingdust
is toomuch for interest with tigercat watchingusplay.
undefined
withoutcharacter Forgave
or characteristics She neverforgave &that botheredme
too toomuch inits infinitetransform. throughout my selfishlife
until deepindebt to time&grief
Pleasempty my aquariumofme I knew atlast whyshe neverbudged.
let whatwasme be again streamingocean
amorphous&free. She neverforgave because
she neverjudged.
Eden
Gardenofthistle gardenofthorn Gardenofthistle gardenofthorn Gardenofthistle gardenofthorn
this bymyactions &Hisdecree. this bymyactions &willingacceptance. this theway itis rightnow.
Painofmother ontheday I wasborn Pain viaSon &allsons asnorm. Pain whenpricked blood ifpicked
pain asmy birthright theonlything free. Pain asmy birthwrong notgiven a chance with noquestion ofwhy orhow.
Sans knowledge condemningme to servitude tothink beyond my lonelyself Gardeningaround thornyplants
without thought condemningme tosin&die touchingwith thought&words alone lovingall that's green&grows.
battlingearth for eachcrumb of food touse bitterherbicide leftonshelf Judgingnot this naturaldance
paindeepening bythe singleword "Why?" to suicide into stillunknown. bowingslowly smelling eachrose.
Quietude
Rainfall badcall muscleache for Christ'sake Winorlose throughyellows&blues Unplaying unplayed quitedeaf tofate
someone hastohowl throughthefight. beingthrilled or beingkilled. a silence does exude.
Unluckydraw holdingme inawe Gamefallingapart or playingsmart Game goingon unseeing unseen
lovelove&out packingbags withapout. quietude mustbewilled. imbued with unwilled quietude.
Someone hastocry throughthenight.
Fuedingwith whatis chasing whatain't Winrolose nothingtochoose Unplaying unplayed quitedeaf tofate
seeingall withglasses rosehued. appearances beingfulfilled. a silence does exude.
Angered withwhat'sHis railingateachSaint So with stoicheart from finishtostart Game goingon unseeing unseen
leavingnoroom for quietude. quietude mustbewilled. imbued with willess quietude.
FallingFlow
Riverflowing half full thisfall Staringinto clouds sohigh
giving an early Thanksgivingthanks ceilingdotted ceilingdark
for sky's sospacious gentleyield withgeese onwing fulfillingsky's
joining stillrock slowstream boldfield willingpromise of lifesostark.
in crystalcoat of angelwhite Hark eacherald's angelwinging
welcomingday from starlessnight heaventoearth in silentsinging
when floatingflakes fallingfaintly bindingwounds of season'sclinging
arelost to sinner'sleep toosaintly. letting thisnow with love'sall ringing.
Welcomingback its wanderingkin Blanksnowfalling into streambelow
stream onhigh joining streambelow melting asif transform's seam.
becomingagain its liquidtwin Fallingsky to flowingtransform
rejoining rejoicing in riverflow. floating as elementalbeam.
Godel
Godel demonstrated quiteclearly wreak harshjudgment on we carbonbasedunits
that wecan'tjudge consistency ofourown consciousness (poetic pitiful artworksofpassion).
for consciousness is replete&quitecomplete
while we requiredistance tojudge our self. Letmachines judge whoqualifies
Butdistant we're outoftheloop of love by dintofimminence
thus can neverever really know degreeofsuffering
ifyou areasreal asme. persistence in duty&obligation
for ultimatereprieve
Who shallwetrust fromuncertainty judgement punishment
fromwithout the clanofourconsciousness for physicianassisted patricide (die GodFather)
tobe our unselfconsciousGod for logicianassisted suicide (die GoeSon)
creatingmandates thatcould bindourwounds? for gonefishin'unresisted kayakride
(livingdying as eternaltransform)
Let thinkings coldcircuit machines foregoing disance&judgment
(poetless pitiless artifactsofargument) immersing in lesself as love.
Catalyst
My cellsuit is a pot each necessarybutinsufficient
tohold my stardust tocause each thisinstant's
through eachthis BigBang.
eternalnow.
Yet theuniversexplodes
My streamingblood into&outof existence again&again
&blinkingnerves starsblinking planetscooling
areneededforbeing flowers blossoming&whithering.
butcertainly
arenot being. Eachtransformation
entirelyunique but
My beaker&solvent of a singletouch
stillneed a catalyst the catalyst being
tocontrive the alchemy lesself's
of allbeing. empty
............... perfect
Allbeing is beaker¬beaker love.
solvent¬solvent
OnThelakeAlone Hide&Seek - 1
Onthelake alone. Whatalaugh. Whatalie. Death seeks self
I'm embedded in fourdimensions atleast in our assorted cellsuits
depthofwater while life hidesbeing
lengthofbass for cellsuits to find.
breathofbreeze
secondsofmysigh. What a grandgame!
Greentintedmouth of lifebeforeland Schizophrenic lifedeath
frenchkissing my plastic kayakhull. chasing itsowntale
Ripplesasnipples tomy sucklingneed of breath&breathlessness
tobe largerthanlife morethaneachdeed while lesselfasbutterfly
donefor money fame family floatsthrough apparent
while alwaysalone floatingon a reflectedofsurface. until jarredby a sapienseeker
&thegame comestoanend
Let dimensionsblur in delirioustorm. transform havingexposed
Let my lesself socalm disappear withinthenorm. lifedeathless elementalbeing.
**PigPen**
Withalldeference to PigPen Cleaned the nightbefore
myfavorite Peanuts character wakingtobreakfast newspaper
neverwishing tothreaten & a morning of
his hegonomy withrespect to substituteteaching
totalbodydirt bynoon mynails have
myfocus isondirt undermy fingernails accumulatedgrim.
only fingernaildirt if I may.
Wasthenews thatbad?
Inthisregard I submit thatmy Dothekids possess some
hightlyspecific dirtattraction blackerthanusual cruelmagic?
is moredifficult toexplain
than PP's totalbodydirtifying So I scrape&wait
a phenomenon so sudden butwatched nosoil appears
astobe an almostalien. Mysoutions seemtobe either
the encumberance&ostentation
My incumberance asitwere is sospecific of gloves in inappropriate contexts
&subtleyincremental that or vigilant intermittamt appraisal
nolaw of physics or edict of of the offendinganatomy.
personalyhygiene seemto obtain.
Andsoitgoes.
LongCasts Approaching
I usedtomake longcast Neighbor'sdog approachingingthetee onour rockyroad
&reelquickly topull mylure deep. spots me&mydog walkingup the dirtroadstem.
Then I tried shortercasts Thedogs racepast eachother tobeloved by sapiens
&sloweretrieves. then before speedingback totheirmasters
stoppingbriefly tosniff a greeting witheachother
Finally I just puton a bobber beforereturning tailswaggingmadly
&aworm &waited for an earscratch orperhaps the HolyGrail
without movingtheboat much. a stomachrub
fromtheir sapien pleasuretools.
Mybobber wouldbob.
Mybobber wouldsink. Then they race back&forth untilexhausted
but I wouldn'teven set thehook. &lieflat panting &listen astheirmasters
havingclosedistance at leisure
Now I simply sitonthepier wag theirtongues wildly.
withjust a rootbeer
sans rod reel orbait Grebe
&let thefishjump The pied-eyed grebe
squareinto mylap. is new to ourlake
................. mylake.
Was I tryingtohard
allthewhile? He'sfishing now
on a brutallylow barometer
EasterLilacs postcoldfrontday.
The lilacs at the inlaws house
camehome withus. I hopehecatches
someofmyfish
Weburned the egghunts &eatswell.
&the cardplay.
I'llwait forwarmth
Weburned the BBQed chickendinner blueskies &calm
&more cardplay. before I trymyluck.
We carriedhome only somelilacs. Then I'll beouthere with him
if hestays allsummer fishing.
Theirfragrance is now &ourkitchen. ................................
I catch&release.
Nomemory of Easter He stopswhenfull.
orof thegirl acrossthealley
when I was twelve&tender Resurrection
&heryard was lilacs&tenderlove Noresurrection butfor
all burned intoutof evilgood & youme.
my burgeoningshrinking self.
Nothingever dead&buried
WellDefined though bellowsheat may
Beginningending become horseshoe cold.
a welldefined interval.
Myhorse wasnevershod
Therein lieslogic nor bellowfiresdiminished
spillingover in excess butby myremembrance
asreason enmeshed intruth handmaiden to resurrection
sofarfarfar fromreality. a thoughtidea wordsymbol
forthose wholiveby
Life is thoughtlived thoughtidea wordsymbol.
between birth&death
asif onecounts his everybreath Forthefew restofus
&countingon continuity neverknowing livingdying
createsthecreed of eternity myhorse willbe unridden
asif fromthen towhen. bareback&shoeless
in mountainmeadows of
Indoors unbridlesjoy.
After indoorair&indoorsounds
stalewithtime &echoesonly Only I
outdoorworld being endlesswhole Only I candie &does
of farawayhere&longagonow. incessation of sentientcellsuit
&allemptiness of eachthisnow
With nopossibilities of askingorknowing where sensing was dependent on
just thisbreath &warmthofspring. thenwhen &memory'smercy
Allearth allsky being indooroutdoor conjuring fauxlife
the one&only no onething. within transform'still.
NeverOne
Neverone to fallfor dramaticgesture Istherelife beyondmy skullfull
orto romance romanticfallacy of metereadings&metricertitude
this springeve I mustbetwo lifebeyond death of faith
feelingsodeeply dramaofbreeze life largerthanlogic &as sure as sweetlove?
caress of its limpid waftingfragrance.
Neverone to fallfor idolatry
Whocouldthis secondself possiblybe haveNewton Einstein &Aristotle
inthisworld of reason'scruel isolation? becomegods tome?
In a universeofcurvedspace &curvingtime This springeve I willbeone
whatcouldcause thisperturbation? with allunsacred with nowill beingdone.
Hide&Seek - 2
Playing Hide&Seek with Truth FindingTruth orso I thought
in librarystacks. my I beingfond of beingright
beingblastedby being'slight
Levelafterlevel librarylooming asmausoleum
aisleafteraisle museum of mysteriesofself
rowafterow buriedeep with penitents praying
bookafterbook that Truth shallsethemfree
pageafterpage while I train my self tonotbestirred
paragraphafterparacraph by artifice in a worldbeyondword
wordafterword toallow my lesseself
letterafterletter tobecomelost to allbutnow
blackink whitepaper disappearing in this simplevow
gallsoot pinetree tobestill&still &love&love.
reality lostome.
SincePhysics
Sincephysics hastolen our thirdeyesight thatsees thatwhich cannotbeseen
replacing it with electonicbright
sincephysics hastolen our drumless ears thathear nature's hushedharmonys
fillingthatsilence with stacattoreality
sincephysics hastolen our naturalnose thatsmells theperfume of growth&decay
fillingtheair with metallichill
sincephysics hastolen our buddingtongue thatastes all bittersweetlife
fillingourmouths with soursolace of certainty
sincephysics hastolen our feelforlife that unknows the touchofbeing
cauterizing ourfingertips each I a drone eachme a clone
sincephysics hastolen our languageoflove thatcelebrates eachreunion
givingus systems for manipulatingselves &the certitudeofnumbers
sincephysics hastolen our beingintransform whichcelebrates each eternalnow
givingus a mechanicalheart beating to ticktocktime
sincephysics hastolen our lesself thatsenses the ephemeral withoutquestion
substituting a coldbrain of computeraccuracy&lightspeed
then
physics shoudteachus toplay itsgame.
Teachthebounce of billiardballs
withluck God'sWill willallow a win
atleast enough tohave ourfun
butnot somuch itmay besin.
Playthebounce ofthe billiardballs
winthegame of causeffect.
Cues inastack balls intherack
with velvetgreen a fieldofdream.
Or
Let'sall justsing asong ofnonsense
&skipalong theway
being's hushstroking
on stonestrewnfield of slate&felt
disturbing no thing.
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Pointing at herball Moonshadow? Puddle? Justanotherdawn.
pup staringatmyfinger. There'sonly oneway toknow. Supermoon settinginwest
Ah theinnocence. Sendin the puppy. Sun risingineast.
Usedtobe clover. Reeling onelastime
Tall usedtobe QueenAnne'slace. justbeyond my thumbinghand.
Drybrown&waiting. Spawnbass freeagain.
Bowlofpurewater Now causingnothing. Dogwoodblossom bass. Ringribbed drainagemole
captive yetfilling allspace Oceanwave movingtowardshore. Dogwood turningredgreen bass. crossingbeneath our dirtroad
creating curve depth. Water justbobbing. Inbetween deepshade. exposed by springrain.
Hearingforkscraping
knowing we'refinished eating
dog comingtolick.
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WordsOfLove
The word love &loveitself beingperfect whenmeaning
whatconfusion tonguescause isregarded properly as meaningless
coursingamongteeth both sound&decayed. unless a self needsubstance
&substitutes
(Thumb ontheotherhand the breezeofme
speakingsilently in presentense for
a purity unknown in mentalcavities.) the breathofthee.
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The useoflanguage the limitsoflove Therewehaveit inwords
the limitsoflanguage the useoflove butnot ofwords
the limits&useoflogic wordly butnotcarnal
in&outof both language&love arguedimprecisely &sungoffkey
where analysis usesymbols easilydistracting &justaseasily discarded.
as handmaidenstosense
(which is sanctified by selfishness Burn thenwhen love&self&signs&sin
or alltongues become brayingmules) becomingnothing withnow forgotten.
Govenor'sPalace
Williamsburg Va.
Climbing colonialstyle ivywitherwall Twotiers forplanting &two forplaying
entering the eon ofa government'sfall. with gazebo at pondside invitingastaying.
No ticketadmitting this predawnchill guest.
No governor'summons yetat hisbehest. Mansion's brickbeing over windowseatseeing
seat of revolution's powerful prefreeing.
This timetraveller in a timehonored test Pomp&circumstance posturing&bowing
no pencilorpaper likemost oftherest. incontrast toneighbors clearing&plowing.
Aftertime forclimb takingtime to standtall
seeing fullmoonshadow castingapall. Simple&plenty beside surfeitgalore
justpart of whatAmericans begantoabhor.
Stayingcrouched behindshrubbery a fugitivemade Beforetaxes within&without fairlaw
moving whensky becomes cloudmoonlight fade. became thierburden's finalstraw.
Thensoftly downslope toward frill&still basspond ..............................
near archedbridged draped with springfresh fernfond. Some buyaticket&takethetour
beingmet athegate by a redcoated boor.
Then gazingacross tothe fourtiered lawn But I breachthewall inthe spiritofreedom
beginningtoshadow with beginningofdawn. tohonor myancestors forajob welldone.
Meditation Feral
King onhisthrone with diamondcladcrown Feralcat inourbedroom
continuallyunsettled byhis jester&clown freedom itsonlydream
distractinghim with magic music &play but dreamingnot inher
keepinghis piecofmind atbay. fierceawareness
thathis isnot herplace
Knave beyondmoat kneelingonbareground thatnow isnot hertime.
calmedbyeachbreeze each woodlandsound
notbothered bybee blownleaf or bentlimb Entangled in net
his peaceofmind greesepainted witha permanentgrin. then thickgloved intocage
tobe released
Now I intoherwild?
Nojustice ineach lawlessworld. tobe murdered
Justhis eternalnow. for trespassing?
Noprying ineach godlessworld. Howharsh our feraljudgment?
Justhis eternalnow.
Hand
Nodreaming ineach sleeplessworld. Hand wasn'tmade tobe a fist
Justhis eternalnow knucklestodigits
providingdexterity
Nohoping ineach indifferentworld. if&onlyif lesself atease.
Justhis etherealvow
justhis Tongue wasn'tdesigned tobe a lance
eternalnow. for lashing
for thrashing
Patience while uneeded whenlaughing.
"Patience" saysAutumn
tothe tinyDogwood Bitterdefense demandingweapons at hand
surrounded&shaded bysages. with helpfrom a wellchosenword
whenworlds collide
"Theirwisdom willfail whenworlds collapse
theirfall willcome. whenworlds runhopelesslyred.
Bear mybitterwinds. Bestdefensebeing bestoffense
Wear the greatones asacloak. attackingwith fist&lance
Theninvite master'smile givingmyenemy littlechance
burningbright throughbarebranching unknowing atmy expense.
becoming minion to absolutely noone."
Meaning
Tourist There's greatsorrow in meaning
Memory always the selfservingtourist notsomuch in -aning
buying a postcard a bauble a trinket a-thing a-this a-that
a teeshirt an infoguide. butin strippednaked -me
beingthmeaning ofallthat's not-is
Touringwiththegroup the meaning of me-myself.
toall the wellchosenspots
neverwandeirngalone For whereis my self without my me
where fainthearts canbecome &-aning &a-thing
blanchedbeings. &a-this &/or a-that?
Then tothebus&backhome MoreWords
justintime forthe Usingmorewords
Sabbathservice. makingme moretrue.
Morepages fromeach
Reading sacrificialtree.
Readingapoem twodraftsfromperfection.
Wonderingshy theauthor stopped. Unable to digestpulp
unable to breathepromise
Isthat asdeep as he couldfeel leavesfalling witheachseason
asfar as he couldsee blind tomy preciouself's reason
in his emptinessfilling of needingtoberight
&thefullness of me? when wantingtobeloved.
WhyWould?
Whywould any honeybee Honeybee withoutwish tobefree
everever wantobe fromcertainty within hexagonalhome
goose glidinglakesurface pollenbrushing for honeycomb
neckarching to proudhead nonwilling anywaybeyond nature'say
chasingsettingsun across ripplelesslake from queen&hive to neverstray
then losinghead whileseeking subsurfaceflora beyond oneofall being one asthrall
then springdancemating until furfists bobbing protectedforever from self'savagesquall
then migrating V to XYZ of similarseason of desirebeyond anonymity'spall.
without weightofreason holdingflock
to calendar Asif tochoose asif choiceatall toany butsapiens
orclock . eagertofall from graceofbee topace of geese
................................ inour peculiar stateofpiece.
WildBird
Whenthewildbird fliesthrough mydoor canthatnonbeliever ever regain hiscourage
doesmyhome becomehiscage? tofly theopenfields without trustortruth?
Is he lessfree thanthecagedbird
cagedooropen tothewhole ofmyhome? Cagedsolong canthetamedbird survive
without the sustenance of home&hearth?
Ifthe cagedbird fliesout mydoor Canthechurch entomb beforedeath
doesmyhouse retroactively becomehiscage? theheart oftheflight of eachself?
Is he morefree than sparroworlark ..................................
each havinghadforever theall asthierhome? Burntheholyhouse asa righteousact.
....................................... Burnthebook of lullabies
When churchdoorsopen that helpedyousleep topass thenight
tothewhole ofthelife of faith whenthelight must comefromwithin.
isthepenitent freetoflyfrom
pulpit&pews doctrine&dogma Trust nofaith &flyaway
to whoknowswhere orwhen orhow.
tradingfear ofthegod of temptation Viewthehouse from treetophigh
sustainer&protector ofall thatislife knowthelife of opensky
forthefear of a universe unboundedbywords where lesselfmoves withoutaword
withsuccor scattered sofar&toowide? where worldsallwhirl in constantspin
where willislost to bouyantwind
When wildself resamples thewarmth in whosegentlebeing
ofthehome ofthefamily he left inhisyouth lifedeath islived.
**MindFullness** **SeaLions**
I don'tunderstand allthefuss It's the sealion not theseal
over "mindfullness". whodoes tricks thathave the appeal
&trained bymy Hispanicfriend
Thefuss shouldbeover learnstoclap withtheirflippers.
"mindfullest"
a competition I'vebeen So when I heard the familiarsound
trainingfor since myenlightenment. I figured myfriend'seal mustbearound
butwhen I got tothe trainingpool
I think by twentyfive mymind I discovered itwas thesound of Juan
was nearlyfull &I'vebeen handclapping.
emptying it eversince
inorderto allow moremine **PhoneCall**
whoops I mean moremind There's a phonecall for Mr. Itagin.
to rushin.
Isthere a Mr. Itabin inthebar?
Yes. Thatmustbeit
what emptiness is allabout Firstname Ufelfur.
&mind &fullness
&mindfullness. Is Mr.Ufelfur Itagin inthebar?
FirstWeb
-1- -2-
Walkingthrough this firstspringweb each unhooded senseseekingskull
suspendingtensile a lifedeathbed each opennedhand ungloved&waving
notmeant tosnare my wanderinghead waving throughgaseous seagreengreeting
beneath this moonless overcast. onthe endof reachingbudding arms
holdingthegrace of dryhardseed
This firstspringweb my birthdaysurprise until mercyspilling from Aprilcloud
with reflexshutting of trustingeyes while wellthawed lips singlife aloud.
when feelingdark with silentsighs
thatearth hadchanged herseason. Each opennedhand &upraisedhead
eachall awedjaw &burgeoninglesself
Reminded of connectionwith each opennedagainst dessication'sdefense
all evanescent irridescent against time'sbrowning of all bornbright
ephermeral earthly&eternal beforewinter's numb&dumbing fauxdeath.
moistsoilsmell&honeysucklesweetness.
................. Allife arising ringingaloud
Life lesscoat of winter'slayer eachself becoming this springstringing web
exposing remnant leafallfallen loomspunsilk from bodyofbeing
ash nowadded to nakedgarden spiderlegs sprungfrom lifedeathchill
as reparation &aprayer beingknell of churchlessbell
todeath transforming into pulsingrebirth. &touch ofother aftertime of I.
...............
Allatoms spreading in spring'sexpansion Walkingthrough this firstspringweb
universe nowfresh to thisnow's breath. reminded of connectionwith
remandedto correctionof
-3- -4-
thesin ofwinter's astringentresponse GoodEarth did I once loseunknowing
to polardemands by becomingsterile in winter'sdarkened lightlessface
nowdamned by cockedhead planetearth that its feralfeel frozensolid&bright
toshow goodcause forits constriction wouldnot emergefrom sunskim plight?
ofall that shouldbe splayedwithsucculence.
................................. Is mybeing within mybody
Sobegins the germination moretenuous thanspider's angelhair
of lastyear's finaltermination a hair'sbreath from myworstdespair
of that gangrened witheredwinter of winterstretching intoMay?
white recoveringreen oflife.
Forgive mydoubt when facingdistance
Andthetenured ivyvine created byselfish willfullinsistence
tedious inits goodgreentime that blackonwhite couldbe salvation
tenseless inits tendriledclimb whengreen is allbeing unspeakable.
stillbrightening thisnow's longday'slight.
Forgivemydoubt when facingdistance
Andourfeast by decomposers creating a judge from myclingingself altered
composing olfactorysymphoneis with wholeness having finallyfaltered
in&of this sweetspringbreeze beneath somemirrored abyss of me
whilecarrying theblessing &thetease while this nightouch is settingfree
of transform'simmortality. faceless faithless fornonetosee
............................. transform'sall as nevertobe
openned forever foronce sorare
within the without of perfect noprayer.
END OF MORE RIPPLING STILL - 35
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