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Shallowstream streaming Shallowstream streaming Shallowstream streaming
&mylife caughtindreaming. towardthefall &mist &splash overstones thatnevermove.
Then thestill &fall. pooling still&deep. Worn till wornaway.
The doe unhurried Housecat in nightwoods
crossing in higheadlight's glow huntingfor his instinctlost
knowing car at rest. totheneutering.
From openstove warmth Thewarmth of empty Stratus&cirrus
to openheaven's starlight isin embers of other eachcloud white&windriven
&anemptychill. &theash of I. at theiraltitude.
Sun frostdew sparkling Seeingonlywhite
distracting foramoment boundingdown our sidedeckstairs
thenback tomydreams. into chill blacknight.
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NounKing
ChristJesus King buildingwalls
the HolyThing with billiardballs
LordofLords countingtime with
ona powerfling. clockface arrows
skewering momentslost&found
Nounofnouns to angelsflattened until lifeisround
Lordof frowns
headofheads &cause wouldcry withouteffect
with head bowed down &lifewould swirl in transform'sgyre
with GodFather&Son lacking a choir
inanger over a humanrace becoming statues ina windyport
who ignorsthework becoming statutes ina celestialcourt.
yet joinsthechase
asif notraining necessary Beyondthefreedom of belief
fleeingEden at franticpace. beyond meaningpurpose as relief
...................... the humanrace usingverbs todefend
Sir Isaac King the unlikelyhood that theycanascend
the AugustThing with Jesus&Isaac faithstarved &dead
markingtime asif yet Spirit sodesired yet tobe shed.
EternalSpring
ConstantChange
(Thanks G.Washington.)
Letus livetogether Origina ink
in peace&mutualwelfare. seeping&spreading throughtime.
Originalspirt intact but
Tothatend we'llneed originaletter becomingblurry
to wriedown somerules. freshink freshpens freshinsights
beingimplicit or more
Inkdrying to allay suffication by
uniondying inherentconstrictions
by stricturesoflanguage of language.
&everchangingconditions.
Perhaps withan openheaded
Butwithout a firmfoundation &openhearted attitude
what edifice could longsurvive? letterosword ayprove
sufficientlybouyant
With constantvigilance to continuallyright
repairsbeingmade our shipofwrongs
newtechnologies throughstorms of
beingembraced. Imemine.
Swans Lock&Key
Swans don'think muchless thinktwice Flower isn't tobe cut&vased
of shitting underwillows its beauty&fragrance becoming
turningrass splotchbrown&stinking an instant'sdelight.
whilewaddling towardwater.
Flower attractingpollinators
Glidingthrough tendrils mirrortouching to begingrowth of fruit&seed
neckingthename of chastity with grace as end to lifedeath'snight.
ofall ellipses heavensent earthbound ...........................
to sun&stars&allbetween iftherbe Fruit isn'tsimply tobe eaten
an inbetween &seed discarded
to shittygrasswillowswanswim wheneeded as nutrition
astheir singlebeing tomywill forthewild&free.
my doubleseeing. ..................
Seedislock within soilashome.
Me sittingunderwillow closedtent Water iskey to germinating rootedtree.
to fowlwandering
watchingwhiterainbow of fountainflow Soilwaterseed as transform'sneed
knowingthey areonewith willowarchfall withflower morethan desire'spleasure
plungingcurve &each reckless swerve withfruit becoming body'smeasure
of mybeing's nascentunknowing. &germination as termination
ofneed for sapienwant.
Facade
My facelessface DigitalTao
a symbolicfacade Downsize&minimize.
a billboard ofsorts
advertisingmypersonality Chose a simplefont.
forallothters toignor.
Forgo italics
Thatbillboard &bold.
myhedgeagainst
degradationbynature Nevereveruse
desperationbynurture. emoticons.
Likethesaying OnWater
hungonthe pearlygates Leavesonwater
yellowtipped&green
"In symbol'sfacade wetrust redplush&yellow
allothers payash." orange&red floating
floatingstill yet movingwith
Grow deepriverhush
Don'tfollowme towardam&falling
growfrom me. into foamingwhite
chaos.
I'm dead&death
decomposing. Leavesonwater
Atbest fertilesoil oraretheypetals
foryour whitepink blushwink
originalseed. floatingtochaos
down foamdamstream
Aces in&outof
When two reds dealtatrandom mysight
become myprivateroyalty mydream.
then eachace takesonpride'sface
adding entitlement to meerbrotherhood. Numbers
Whataboutnumbers?
If a coalblackconspiracy shouldflop Theycan note whatself can'tknow.
will I bewilling to yieldtothatdark? Andtherearen't enoughofthem.
If bloodline of heirs shouldrop Butfruit rots
will I challenge thatsanguinepower? because itadmits no abstraction.
Then it'salwaysrotten?
If threeblacks grow as onecrop Andwithout a placeto lineup.
can I fold myroyaltent &run? Even as seed?
Even as flower.
Goproudlytogether uncrowned unfound And countlessgrains of sand?
into muckswamp of couldhavebeen. And soil.
Selfcansurvive this losstochance Holding howmuchwater?
countingthehand a phyrric win. Ifonly wecouldcount.
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Bepatient be reborn as mere knaveten Then I'd countonyou
redorblacktwins of flop&pray. and I'd swim onyour emptystomach.
Usetheboard to drawyoursword And I in youremptyself.
&challenge anytwo royalrogues. So now we're inseparable?
Andthe thirteenthbanana
Playout theflop turn &river isasrotten asthethird.
still straightfaced or flushed youget yourway. Then letme countheways.
Bets complete myhand replete Howdareyou!
with improbablebeing rightlyprideless.
Nature'sNurture
Bill carriedhimself withpride &hiself withgrace Andanyway hewasonhisway to givebirth
being baggyinthejowls with a slightlyjaundicedface. havingfarted emptybottles duringhis barstoolmirth.
Hisbelly was hisbirthright hisbelt his moralsupport Thoughhewasn't 'effiminet' a delivery wasimminent
&suspenders also ifneeded lest his childoflabor abort. hisbeltbuckling atlast understrain ofhisgirth.
Laborhedid in brightbleachers&darkenedbars Whenhiswater finallyhbroke thesots suckeditup
quaffingthenation'selixer whilespinning throughweavingcars noneed for bucketormop justacup.
onhiswayhome tohisfamily of sleepingkids&wife Hewashurried tothe OR or wasit the EITHER
to wakeher with drunkepiphanies ofhischildhood hisluck hislife. orether to knockout this foulmouthed mouthbreeder.
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Thecar thatcrashed wasnot hisfault But hisfoodtube wasclogged so no birthingurethral
thelight wasred but hiscar couldn'thalt. theresult mostcertainly wouldhavebeen funereal
His momentumachine hadamind ofitsown so delivery itseemed hadtobe a C-section
Bill'sonlyrequest onedate withaphone. a Coor's-arian comingclose tohisheart's affection.
Lawyersprevailed as lawyers will Andout theycame fizzing&bubbling
whenjudge&defendant sharethesame swill. an entiresixpack whichseemed abitpuzzling
Barelyblowing 0.08 theysealed hisfate whentheperpsaid withaburp "I wasdrinking draft"
with notguilty byreason of nutrientsate. & requested allsix besaved ina graft.
(Beer ofcourse beingfood notadrug Surgeonsagreed tohis bizarredecree
[yousip from a stein notsnort a line] Bill'swaist wastingaway since clearedofdebris
sothere canbe noassignment of shameorguilt sohespent hislife sprouting MillerLight&Budweiser
justcuz the defendant was filledtothehilt.) untilexploding ona barstool ina frothingeiser.
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Hispals learned a lesson &livedoninfear
nursingBill's babybottles astheynursed theirownbeer.
Take&Give Right(Wrong)Left
Whenyouknow thatin yourdarkestday I usedtolive in a leftbrainedworld
you couldtake a life rounding 9:27 to ninethirty.
as surely as inyour verybestmoment
youcouldgive thelife youhave Nowmyworld hasbecome
rightbrained
then&onlythen areyou freetoact where ninethirty is 9:27.
in perfect unwillingcause
&effortless emptyeffect. Will I also letgo poetry
............................ &neverdanceagain?
Ready&Willing
Until you'reready torape an angel AssistedLiving
you'll neverenter the kingdomofheaven. In assistedliving wing
those of failingbody
Until your'ewilling to sodomize eachsavior helpingthose of flailingspirit
youhavelittlechance toachieve lesself. knowthepeace oftheunwilling
tobeother thantheyare.
**RunFrom** **FirePit**
Does squirrel thinkhecan Ourneighbors built a stonefirepit
runfromraindrops &invited nearlyall the brotherhood
by scamperinghigher to a confligration &relaxingsit.
inour hickorytree?
We didn'tget aninvite atfirst
Nodoubt agile untilthreatening to dropadime totheHMO
I hopeitspride notfragile knowing those retiredlawyers wouldotheirworst.
while shakingoffwater
whilesitting atop crown. Readywithanaccusation of animalsacrifice
or perhaps druidism or someother paganrite
I'msure it doesn't fullyrealize wemade Alex&Annabelle paytheprice.
though I'm notsure ....................................
itwouldbe a totalsurprise Reconciled&invited sparking firstfire of June
thatby climbinghigher aroundwhich weindulged inan alcoholfueledcroon
wouldnotdeter the fervor whiledancingbeneath an almostfullmoon.
of its aqueousaggressor.
SettingDownCup SecondGuess
Therewasnocontact ReadingTheBook alone godamnit.
seenorheard Lostamongletters &thewords
&absolutelyno &theworld I'mfeeling&seeing
inbetween mysenses&tenses notagreeing.
Zeno beingat witlessend
where evenhe couldnotpretend My secondguess
hislogic morethan tragic after a firstcertain yes
in thisact of reality'smagic. becominglost in speechofslur
............................ tobefound again in stillnesspure.
Nocontact
inhisworldofpieces? Dull
I drinkbooze becauseofall I lose
Nodistance nevergetting an honorsclass jewel.
inourworldoflove? I'mnot the best teacher atmysmall highschool.
TakeComfort I drinkcoffee inorderto betterserve
"Takecomfort youwho wouldnotseek me parentlesstudents who donotcare.
ifyou hadnot foundme." I serve theones theothers won'tbear.
But havingfoundyou Dullingmysenses or heighteningsame
wouldtherebe a need there's noescaping the whiningame.
forseeking?
FeatheredFlight
Featheredflight reflectingsun Unfetteredflight rejectingravity
asone as star asgalaxy wind sky lake spray
each a sprite of wind'sdelight featheredfish of schoolingsky
dancingaslake as ripplingsight free withinperimeter random as radii
onethousandasone fortyasnone amorphouspart to amorphouswhole
untiltheshaping gentlywaifting needlesstosay that we'llneverknow
plumingbreeze of earthwaterairfire needingonlylove &lovetoletgo.
cloudlakeshape in weepingsky
lakeshapecloud as buoyantsigh Featheringflight's rapturousight
earth'pull setfree fromsun's mystery of earthwaterfireair
fusion'sheat harnessed as fusedquilldown eachall asone beingwithoutreach
ineach crestroughtcloud of distance&memory. flutteringplume &whatit canteach
with shiftingshape beingtransform'sdrape
Featheringflight's reflectedall &covenant that I shallescape.
a sun a star a galaxy ....................................
a borrowedstay notneeding topray Breezeblessed lover'scaress
inits flutteringflashingway. withmybeing becoming less&less.
Where? Magician'sArt
Whenfish&fowl fallinlove Magician'sart is justonetrick
whereintheworld willtheylive? distractingrube whilecreating illusion.
A process wellknown toeach bonafidemystic
In oceansky with boulderclouds whilerationalists searchfor somekind of collusion
&seaweedswaying inthebreeze?
while thinkingmagician's&mystics too
With anemonegardens the stuffofdeception ina world of order
&coralconstellations reasoningrainbows asall of onehue
wheredepths arebright &truth ascenter &never a border.
&surface night to moonfishlight
from unfathomedheight? Using sixsensesonly countingeachpart
countingonself tobetrue totheirwill
In skyofblue blue sea&saw butblind totenses oftheir black&whiteheart
where starfishcast their flyingrays missingallmotion while bettingonstill.
on abyssalvalleys hight&dry
as limpidwisps on airbornebays What theysee as magic is simplymore
where fishfoul in love thancanbecaught in lightspeedbeing.
mayfinally live? Rubeseeing a wall themystics a door
wideopen noillusion lesself's finalfreeing.
Yesterday
Yesterday theypromised today Celebrate
wouldbe sunny&warm We'llcelebrate our separation
so I didn'tgofishing with selfishness today
yesterday. for tomorrow they'll be
plentyofsin topay.
Tomorrow willbe
sunny&warm Then we'llmend
if I amtobelieve from endtoend
then ourfears
so I'll planonfishing ourtears
when. ourtriumph.
InCharge LovelyLight
Lest I think God isincharge That lovelylight
or reasonprevails or my vaunted freewill between piedmountains.
I needto sitstill &watchmymemories That lonelymile
laughing atmy presumption. of unforeseentime.
FistFull Then notime of eachnow's
One fistfullofmoss imminence
homefor unthought&hopeless
280,000 lives. beingall by seekingnone.
Eco as oikos toGreeks Pity eachsapien
ashome tothem &all tryingtobe smart.
eightbillion of us Pity eachself
& living apart.
each 280,000.
Mr.Whitman
Whosaid sharing wouldbe easy "I believe in you my soul,
especially whenwedont'know the other I am must not
all of what'sout there. abase itself to you,
and you must not be abased
NoPill to the other."
Pills forsleep.
Pills forawake. Self
Pills fornutrition. ofbody &creatorof
Pills forheaven'sake. Defense'sfort&Desire'scastle
acknowledgethe illusionofreality
But JesusChrist wasnever apill youare
nopanacea for lackof nowill asyourparent's &yourown memories
whenonly I couldpossiblyspill trapped inyour onehundredbillioncell
fromdefense&desire's swill. prison.
Unwillingtowill what I doesnotwant I canbelieve
butwanting morethan I thinks itcouldknow inself&beyondself
whereknowing is pride's toowillingassistant but inbelief ambound
inthemagic of willingonly what I wants todreams of immortality
inthemayhem of wantingonly what I wills &thesorrow thusentwined
while mylesself goes unwillingunwanting. asif myself as self as soul
&thus at one &whole
Self won'twill whatitwould inmy mortalseparation
ifnotfor insidiousdesiring. thatcan'tbe sutured
Self won'twill whatitshould by faithope or meaningpurpose
becauseof invidiousaspiring asif the Iam is otherthan
to nevever wantowork the I itmustface transform'sgyre
totrain itself tostill &traintostill.
unknowingclearly is pitifulme
being myown lovelesschill. Asif the other I am as self
beingof&beyond my shortcircuitedbrain
There'simply nopill &cerainlynopromise couldeverbereal
for couldeverappeal
absolution ina sentientworld
redemption of touch&feel.
or
salvation.
Lift
Whenfeelingthelift of yourefforts rewarded
liveoff that energy as willmasterswant.
Holdthatmoment in memoryatleast
feedingdesire with a winner'sfeast.
Liftingmy self bymyown bootstraps
beingunbound by massormeasure.
I am at thepeak of what I am
allwill eachwas a finalexam.
Giveway&way &faraway
tothewill ofthe woodthrush thewisp ofthewind
notbeingdeaf tothe whisperingwillow
notbeinglifted by self'sensualsway.
Alone
Tobealone untouchedbylove.
Tobe athome yet senseless&lost.
Clingingtight tobelief holdingfaith closeatheart.
Better lifeinadream than deathfarapart.
Tobe athome &yet alone
in senselessensual incestuouslove.
Distancebeing thepriceof purebreath
&I themaster of myowndeath.
Homeisnot here self becomingunclear
asthelove of two I's is always twolies.
Faithlessbefore foreverthefall
fromlonely to only thenonly toall.
Climbing
Climbing Mt.Sinai insearchof one's soul.
Tryingtoearn what can'tbedeserved.
Theascent is slow butyou cannotfail
tobecome the distance &thefall.
Climbingthetower of Babel
earplugs makingme able
to shutout allother
eachsister &brother
&proceed atmyown privatepace.
Nogiving noup.
Noclimbing noheight.
Justhis here&now
intransform's softlight.
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Meaning&purpose Time'sarrow in gyre Christmaslights moving
making ghosts ofall living transforming ineachmoment. aswe approach our driveway.
bymocking thisnow. No target insight. Christmaslights atrest.
Self's churchfromwithout Winterdawn churchyard.
preparing Sundayservice Headstone embalmed by boxwood
longbeforesunrise. beneath leaflessbranch.
More shakes&chinmeys No Tigerlilies Noneed for broadleaves
nowthat summerleaves aregone spearingfromdense ivygreen they'd onlyslow faintfalling
&sunset later. inthis winterscene. of this first softsnow.
Weathervane unseen Sittingonstonestoop
inthefruit oftheseason. insteadof frostedbenches.
Wroughtiron&frost. Freezing justhesame.
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NoDrama LordOfDeath
Thereis nodrama inlove. The LordOfDeath is
Forthat I makenoapologies. LordOfLife
lifedeath being a lingering
My lifeofself isindeed not tobetaken seriously.
a rollercoaster
a soapopera The LawOfConservation obtains
an overtimeballgame even inthefaceof my greasepaintsmile.
exhausting inits intensity
preoccupying inits noise&fury. I am biogradable.
Eveninmy mostselfishmoment
But that isnot love. the sheen from mysequinedcostume
......... notfooling transform
Fearing still being deafmuteblind&unfeeling
sparrow seeinghawk ineach cloud untasting my acridactions
mouse seeingcat ineach shadow. indifferent tomy dreamories.
Instead be hawk glidingonupdrafts. Neurons
Instead be cat lyinginsunlight. being particularlytenacious
binding the icefloes I'm tryingtoskate
Face lifedeath instillness creating foramoment
untilyourface neveragainreflects a shininglandscape for whitebears&walruses.
in smokedmirror of symbolicseeing
neveragain glimpsingyourselfishness facetoface Thenthewarming
as memory&mine from my veryownbreath
& memory as mine meltingbecoming my specialdeath
whilebeing love in transform's elementalbeing. as earthairfirewater
favors aqueousbeing
GreenGold of soddenearth
Gold yetgreen of vaporousair
a singular fallscene of coolmistflame.
diversityofsome And here I was allthewhile
durabilityofone. hording lifedeath'sblood.
Fall&fail flash&frail Mirror
whatcurrency of mindormatter Consciousness of self
couldsymbolize changingseasons seen bright&constant
of matter&mine inmirror of everyother.
of count or kind
insapien's ficklejudgment Infact both mirror&other
of value. are createdbyself inits
awfulattempt
Stilling toknow.
The windlesstill ofpond iswaking.
The wakingripples ofpond arestilling. History
Thefact of death
Thecause ofwaking causestilling todance thelies of pride
until rippling&stilling arelost inthetrance knitapast shaped by
of transform's subtlelove. good&evil.
Greater Now
Do noharm. ineachistorian's presentmemory
The greatgood. is as forgetful as a dream
&discounted as such.
Do nogood.
The greatergood. Through bloodshoteyes thatmemory
sees atadistance
Harm&good whatonce wasclose
&indeed doing tooclose for judgment
rottingseedless toodear for detachment
inthegarden recalling in retrospect
of will. what cannotbeknown
in introspect
Train whileyes are bloodred
Howmuch doyoutrain? with tears&fury
Never. No I mean forever. of those in thatnow
I keepconfusing thosewords. followingtheirwayofwill
Areyou trainingnow?
Ofcourse. Andnever thenwhen. just asthehistorian wills his say
I mean I was until youaskedme. through factsofthepast
Then I wasn't. Untilnow discord murder war bombast.
whoops now ..........................
whoops now. Willess wantingless
So youtrain now&again? now isall&history
Andagain&again tothose few who
&never thenwhen. cannotread withoutwondering
Aren'tyou payingattention? why thatfiction is written
Isthis a trick? or atall revered.
No. I mean yes.
I keepconfusing thosewords. Expense
So I'm goingtoget nowhere withthis interview? Can youeven imagine
If we'relucky. the expense of socks&shoes
If we're verylucky. for a familyofmillipedes?
Author Worse yet fittingfootwear
Author'sname added afterplay hasbeenplayed onsnakes with imaginary
withoutactors or acting withoutcast withoutcause. legs.
Justhis undirected &that uncorrected
flowing unrehearsed withouteffect or pause. Gravity?
Ourcat thatdeer thosesquirrels
Author'sname added afterplay hasbeenplayed eachall treatingravity
withoutscript or scripture noheaven nohell withawink.
withthis offthecuff &that justenough
circling uncoerced on transform'scarousel. Leaping bounding climbing
asif MotherEarth
Eddy havingivenbirth
Caught in froth&whirl of ourtimes lettingo maternalinstinct.
accustomedtoviolence in thought word deed.
Suckedtoward bank from streamofallbeing. LifeDeath
Flounderinginflotsom twirling in need. Stardust &
.................................. kindle quicken flash
Free yourlesself fromallresistance. flicker flare flame torch
Float inforever a flow withoutwill. burn blaze rage scorch
Become both froth&whirloftime. singe sear embers ash.
Become eacheddy river &still.
Howbest to express my seventyorso?
NotHappy Howbest to compress myragingshow?
Nothappy with thisnow
&entitledtohappiness AsMe
creating meaningpurpose Lifedeath the tree
to guideme toward lifeternal eachleaf asme
oratleast perfection greenova to briskwind
inmy briefstay. havingserved as finalsin.
SteelTines Rootstembranchtwig
Steeltined rake bud blossom flower
lying fingerstoclouds no ephemeralbeauty
on brownleafneedle butproof of nature'spower
latefall litter. asif workerbee
being sun'sfactory
Paintlesstines worntoshine & foramoment all.
transformingthus as oak&pine ....................
notindecay butby the grind Finally lifeasmemory
or caring for lifedeath after ages as vividplea
of a florakind. maintaining forest'sfealty
as eachall leaf &immortaltree
Weartowhere &whenagain livingdying forgotten
to sapiens a cycle aslife asdeath asme.
to transform an emptyfull
of eitheror Letter
or then&there Grammar as letter of law.
as selfsplits each veinlikehair Semantics as grammar'sflaw.
thendeigns todare reality
todisplay theblend Nouns announcing thisasthat.
of torn&worn &bornetomourn Verbs movingmorethan an armybrat.
as earthlyfashion fedby oursun
to alwaysnever speakmute of love. Adjectives&adverbs
confusingreason withrainbows.
Stem
Sun'shadow as stem Rainbowsbeing love's hellos.
from barebranch
to fallenleaf Nerves
where She's getting onmynerves.
rationalselfonly
could failtofind Luckyforher those nerves
or everfeel these nerves
the clear uncut are oneinthesame
connection. because that'stheway
the nervousystemworks
Asif failingreen&falling in Elementalbeing.
earth isnot the stemofall
&transform lessthan OfSex
a stacattocall Of sex&war&love&more
within forestchoir euthanasia via euphemism.
of earthwaterairfire. Betterdead thanread.
**Miracle** **PoorBee**
Neuroscientists haveisolated a chemical Poorbee searchingdutifully
that weakens sapienattachment to stickingface intoeach floret
defense&desire. findingout the hardway
itsfriends hadalready harvested.
Usedcautiously aspartof a rigorousregimen
of sittingquietly whileallowing eachmemory **Help**
to floatfree Should a prominent
thisdug can enhance eachsubject'schance colorectal surgeon
toachieve enlightenment. seekhelpfrom
an equallyprominent
In chemicalnomenclature it's knownformally as PhD in fluid dynamics?
BearerOfOblivion in ZombielikeEnchantment. Orcall a plumber?
CruelGame Clump
Cognitivestream dammed&damned At road'sedge&slopetolake
gravity replacedby gravitas a clumpoflife for goodnessake
instinct lostoself's cruelgame clover&daisy from canine's fertileflourish
trainingneeded tofree ourbrain claisydovers inviolate indawn'sleisurely dervish.
from learning'scurse of knowingright
&willing beingworse within self's surfeit A sensualbliss beyond self'sknowing
where nothing looms as dawn'spurelight to divide&abstract&think asif wise.
wherenature thrivesonly sans selfishsight. A tenselesskisss beyond self'sflowing
being withintime's welldefined ties.
Cognitivestream dammed&harnessed
for meaningfullplan &purposefullaction Across gravelroad bothflowers spreadingrandom
our neuralnet harvesting fromthesea of me down ballkick slope to woodland'sgreenwall.
electronsrouted to reinforcemydream Lavender&lemon liminalpointillism one
a lightinthetunnel of myself's esteem undefined&superfluous in reason'sprawl.
all beinglost as memory's cruelgain
if I failtotrain if I failtotrain Dusksun imbuing purpletint to azuremoon
tolive inthestill of thisnow. time's febriletense knownbright as clock'svow
while dawnsun foreshadows wombtotomb
Birthing with time's futileflight beingforgot thisnow.
Brain birthingmemory.
Memory birthingself. November
Self birthingods Cold is neither badnorgood
toinsure lifeternal noteven if &never should
againstallodds. norbleak norbare
nor resplendencefair
Duringbody'sdecay but alwaysboth &both asmore.
selfcanplay
withfaith's finalfruit Laughter
being a waytoescape Laughter of selfsatisfied
our frail cellsuit. is a stallion takenfor a ride
atspeed beyond the poorsteed'sheart
Belief creatingperfection through rockyhills that tearapart
as self'spredilection tendons&muscles breakingbones
of usingreason as treason duringwhich its fiercerider failsto atone
against transform's imperfection for punishmentrendered tothebeast
withinthewomb of elementalbeing. as master'sdefenses disguisedasleast.
BackSwing Laughter of lesself lessatisfied
Backswing being from twoholes before. isthe freecolt frolicking in unknownpride
Downswing a piece of holenumberfour. unsaddled riderless yetneveralone
Myfollowthrough hopingdreams cometrue windacross flowingrass meadowide
with headpeeking asmyball flew wisping to distantnear mountainside.
onmy holeinone once real nowlongpast Circumstance
but partof eachshot selfmakingitlast. Thankyou dearcircumstance
Mixedwithdream of a subpar round forcrushing allhope
hearing onehandclapping its soundlessound. thus helpingmeup the slipperyslope
as releasefromycross
Soitgoes &comestostay to becomemycross
nevertolet the playerplay beyondmycross.
the shotathand notin hishead
whilelivingnow not withthedead. Reward
The reward for desireachieved
Notfeelingfatigue in dreamsofendurance is regret
allfact becomingfancy inaworld of personality. as I feedingon I becomingbayonet
Self wearingkevlar speakingtongues of teflon skeweringallother tosate appetite
whensought to respond ghostingreality. of avarice
then cookingkebab duringdullsunset
Nevermistake a poem fortruth tofeed selfalone as love'semptydebt.
butknow thepoet as real.
CellularSorrow
If lifebeonly yetsuuffering penitent'slobotomy
cellularsorrow silencingself's longrunning talkshow
then eachsun's flame&out enteringhell asthe waytogo
from brightestspark to blackesthole to logic's heatedinsistence in reason'sanctity
wouldtake a membrane tocontain a soul an implicitprayer that God&nature eachboth befair
whollyimagined within sapienbrains untilno winlose until finaldin
while ourhotrockcools with searing rains forcing wordlessmedicine by simplysitting
beginning in emptyeyed skull'sremains mutingpain of beingsane.
tobe ourillusion beginningourpains
radiating myneeds as blackestmatter Life as memory'self alone
whereall encompasseed doesn'tmatter soakingincellularsorrow
nomatter howcertain mydesire canbe risingwith thisnow reigningover
fortheheat ofmy lifedeath tobe eternity. eachtomorrow&allyesterday
heatlight becoming memory'sprice
If lifebeonly becoming lessthan ash
cellularsorrow where lesself'sbreath
thenmylife'sbreath is scatteringsoot to feedtheroot
withinthewithin of eachmembrane's sin of eachcell sansorrow
wouldsinge onlythose closest tomy self as transform's eternalgyre
tillwe atlast refusingtobe withinwithout no tomorrow.
&in nonbeing fusing ......................
becomingnearly inexhaustablenergy Being as self as cell'silllusion
tobe in nonbeing eachstar's lifedeath &membrane'sdelusion
withintheperfection of transform's lesserself. a faintlyflickering ficklecandle
breathingthebreath that fluttersmyflame
If lifebeonly turning lightdark into the cellularhorror
cellularsorrow of believinginbelief whileseeing
my self soneeding toknow through myself's jaundicedeye.
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Let self&sorrow bemuted bycell
lettingo allangels forgiving eachhell
whiletrainingtolive ineach thisnow
as song&dance as cat'smeow.
SurelyGod Child'sLaugh
Earthworm eatingmycorpse is surelyGod Child laughing free&light
mydecomp bestunderstood as ressurection. till desireunmet then dirge&night
turning mouth from northtosouth
Only self wouldthink &thinkthatodd laughter into dismay'sdisplay
while tryingtocomprehend allasone mirth only as self's privateprey.
earthworm makingme a clod aswillbedone
with lesselfeeling allasnone. For bright is self'smile
when allothers acquiesce
Earthworm eatingmycorpse cannotbe God but ruethespite
memory inconsumption being faithless in fullfunction towardalltherest.
while lesself unknowingdefectation
trailingfrom transform's digestivetract InFact
is earthfromearth in celebration. Infact self is self
&alwaysalone.
Lesself neverbeing self'sfacade
becomingsun as goldenrod. Intruth bytruth
we are separated
Pools &separate.
Springpools
becomingsummerleaves Inreality
flowers then fallseeds. me&you&we
are eachother
Howendless lifedeath as each&all
in transform's silentbreath as eachall.
howperfect in nonjudgment.
MyGerbil MySentries
Mygerbil lovinghiscage Mysentries beingvigilant
runningfordays onhistiny won'tallow tresspass
exercisewheel. of anythingharmful.
Askinglittle of me Sky alwaysblue
somefood&water sunsetsvivid
an occasional cagecleaning. gardenias neverwilting.
I beingcontent watchinghim Whatmore could
runningnowhere. anyone askfor?
ThisMorning PleaseDon't
Thismorning therewas a woods. Pleasedon't remember.
Now a clearing. Don'tholdme toheart.
Tomorrow footings Livedie in lifedeath
thenfoundation aspassing transform.
finally framing.
Youme neverhavingbeen
Soonenough woodsreturning separate as selves
astrees milledsmooth beingone as eternal&empty
joinedby sharpened ironore perfection.
each asitsown
both aswar. NoNeed
Noneed tobe ontheride anymore.
Toosoon roof&roofing Don't havetobe onthesand at theshore.
blackfelt to shingles Morethanmemory morthanreality
then raingutters those thisnows being
tosiphon tocistern transform'sbanality.
collecting moistskies
rehydratingall that bymyhand died Beyondthisense beyond thathought
whenwill aswant becamedesire nothingtodefend nothingbeingsought.
makingdemands thatoften backfire Floatinginsky highabove thedove
destroying what I wouldbuild. timelost fornever in selflesslove.
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After first roughtcut After first finecut After finalcut
stippingbark slicingtoboard removing the maskingtape sanding beyondallnature
stacking forthebuy. preventingsplinters. staining dark&true.
Huddledagainstfrost Stripped bythiseason Oakbrown &ivy Butterflitting
field moreforlorn for softbreeze. each CrepeMyrtle trunk&branch &inbetween evergreen fromthisflower to thatone.
Graysky through baretrees. doing Christmasdance. decoratingdoors. Meadow stayingstill.
Privets&boxwoods Oak&CrepeMyrtle Cobblestone roadway
&allother evergreens &allother life of warmth bricksidewalk&clapboardhomes
trueto eachseason. trueto its'seasons. trueto allseasons.
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TooClose FirstAct
"Heaven gives its glimpses only to those "My first act of free will
Not in position to look too close." shall be to believe in free will."
R.Frost Wm.James
Lookingtooclose isnot allowed Choosing freewill asif I'm chlorophyll
intheHolyDoctrineofDieties sustaining my self within memory'snil
lest I learn waytoomuch whileplaying in a minefield of language.
&
gods becomedispleased. Thecleverness of self alone
............................ leavingmycellsuit to atone
Unnamed as each languagelacking for mydefense's firstdesire.
apparition is:
Distant - a "rose" WithoutThought
Closer - a "perfumedflower If I can'tsee
of genusRosa" withouthought
Muchcloser - shapecolorscenthorn then atleast letme reason
Closest - withoutwords.
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I oftenseeflowers fromwithin my passingcar If I cannothear
that aregone before I can name whatheyare. buthroughmusic
then let thatmusic be
Mess thesounds of children'sglee.
Racket club ballorteam
if team enough tohave onedream If I cannotfeel
whenfeeling the singularseed of desire. withoutlanguage
then let thatlanguage be I beg
Naivememory wandering &bodyamess purepoetry.
when selfconsciouself is put tothetest
mystallion firstfeeling bridle&saddle If I cannot taste
with stingingwhip's snap spurringme from idle without proudjudgment
thenthe backbreakingweight of expectations then letmytongue'self breakfree
knowingslowing tobeself's ruination unknowing both chalice&plea.
with speeding in herd beinglesself's elation.
If I cannot smell
ElementsOfLove buthrough thisearth
Elements of love then letmylungs inhale
are the periodictable myownheart's finalbeat
of personality springblossoming full&frail.
of eachself.
Give&Go
No alchemy occuring Sex or give&go layup?
just thechemistry of transform
self surrendered to other: Eachcanbe
copper+zinc = brass but tooften isnot
composer+performer = concert lesself
salt+water = ocean thus
passer+cutter = layup love.
training+patience = lesself
lesself = love. Peace
Canpeace bemade
Guppies oris "making" a separation
Myriadguppies &willfull thus selfish?
in muddypuddle
ofour dirtrock road. Laws
The physic's of
Perhaps if somebodybuilds pulling one's self up by one's bootstraps
onthat alreadyboughtlot themetaphysics of
thewould crush&run thisroad earning enlightenment
preventing anymore neither rightnorwrong
unknowingfrogs sinful nor sinless
from feedingbirds. each
quitesimply
It'sLogic impossible.
I cheated onthetest.
I'm likeveryonelse. Mistaking
Therefore everyonecheats. Mistaking approval
Therefore I mustnotrust. for connection
Therefore I mustdefend. seekingaffirmation
Therefore I livealone onlytobe disappointed
having goneallin on selfishness thatmyinformation
&self's logic. waswrong
-QED- & I amstill alone.
BlackHole
I hope I never burnsobright lest I rekindle what I worked toextinguish
asto attractattention withmylight let going&gone bemylast selfishwish
whiletraining todim myselfishbeing letmyunbeing decrythedecree
tobecome lostdeeper in etherealunseeing. that I mustlive eternally
I doused my I asbest I could as a blackhole inyour memory
with tearsofshame &sweatofshould suckingoutlife that shouldbefree
so I could die in lifedeath'shadow tosweep the ash I left ofme
paling proudpeacock becomingascrow. inmy incomplete immolation.
Now that mycellsuit's selfistill Let my someone'sun fadepale
itmay seemstrange I leave nowill with mourner'stears as self's sadfail.
whenall mystrength was spent onwon't Embertoash to breeze&gone
&now I long for onedeardon't becomingagain eachmuted dawn.
OtherSide PianoPlaying
We're already Through my immenselonging
onthe otherside for authenticity via illumination
&theotherother an infusedcontemplation leadme
&theotherotherother. to purification in annihilation
allowing my lumpofsin toachieve
Nothatsides are nonexistent absolutepeace by differentiation
nor thathey're allthesame causing divinelight tobecome divinedarkness
theyexist through heroiconcentration resulting in
theydiffer unconditionalove by gracealone.
butitdoesn'gmatter
withintransform's Thus perfectfulfillment becoming purenothing
constantspatter experentialknowledge as ineffableblazing
inwhich I am wind&rain becoming an indwelling of fingering&phrasing
as eternalerosion&depostion within an unearned repertoire.
while sediment incompaction
regaining mygranitic resolve Or perhaps I trained viarepetition
to revolve&evolve untilable to unplay intuitively.
around mygreaterself
whilecaught inthegyre SomeTimes
ofmy firstlastdesire Sometimes I just want tobe
tobe tobe what I usedtobe
tobe tobe selfish but free
always on an otherside. or soitseemed tome sometimes.
..................
But thereare nosides inlove But toreturn towhat I was
&no other &no otherother wouldbe toslidedown
each nonexistent inlove the slipperyslope
asif you'rehiding inan otheroom of beliefaithope.
asif you'refrom a differentwomb.
Pedestal
OurSpace Puttingher onapedestal
Moonlight yardlight thenlearning she'sreally nothatall
childrenplaying orme soshort that I mustsort
inthis fireflynight. mychaff fromher proverbialwheat.
Each onoff offon Whileswinging sharpasrazor scythe
at itsown leisurleypace in mybroad fieldofdreaming
asif allbright from the verysameplace planningsome lecherous personalscheming
coalescing inthier&youreyes toturn ambergrain into orchardsweet.
&in our innerspace.
But somewherebetween expanse&dense
Desire I wanderinto presentense
Desire beingself's nature feeling anurgency grounded in horsense
manifesting inall I lookinginhereyes losingalldefense.
think say do.
Then undefended judgmentsuspended
Therefore don't lesself behaving asif befriended
think say do. knowingwithoutknowing that inher stillflowing
I wouldspendmylife inher softglowing.
Or easier
train train train. Bludgeon
Self
Fallen usinglanguage
We haveallsinned &fallenshort to bludgeon reality
of allglory&blessedness. with truth justice
&the sapienway
We haveall beenseparated byspinning thisnow
by nature&nurture allowing thenwhen
&falleninto the horroroflonelyness. to lordover
asif a sacredcow.
We muststandtall &shredthepall
thatbears theweight of self Self
evenasif sacrificing all. usinglanguage
to knitreality into a
Frame tapestry
Lily'sleaves smooth yetwild usedtosmother the fire of
free beyondboundaries ofanyframe. creativity
Lilies unscented unpollinated then hangit onthewall
as painting inour barelylivingroom
gilded by straightlines&rightangles nexto the precious scrawl
anglesonlyright for self's churlishtangles warning allothers of me.
beingcombed by fingersofdesire
cuttingwood&miteringcorners Self
with hands being smoothwildfree Usinglanguage
butfor rigidframed memory. to reorder reality
to fit themold
Artisan's&artist'scoffins growingbetween the toes
willbe mitered sanded sealed. of eachall wiseones
whothink &thinking theyknow
But their epitaph (thankgodforwords) within the perfectlymeaningless
willgrow beyondgrammar chaosoflove.
forthose adept at decoding
becoming meaningfulless It'sReal
onlywhenwandering from headstones It's real
backintolife of smoothwildfree when freeofgods
ifonly withinself's famedmemory reason'slanguage
butbest in transform'smystery defenseofself
&lesself's oblivouslove. &mydesiring.
**Omelete** **PhoneCall**
Omelete or tomatopie Electric fireplace's miraculousignition
breakingeggs or squashingskins suffering midwinter contrition
&ultimately failingtoflame becomingtame
why? when supplementalheat wasneeded.
Chicken'sfertility sacrificed Pecking at phonenumbers tocall a technician
or youcould almosthear the fireplace yelp
gardengem seed&all tothefall fearing an intrutional inquistion
for clevernutrition? into its privateparts asif to help.
for obliquecontrition?
inaworld where cellsarecells Totallywithout admission or commission of
too thinskinned forheaven flamesflaming in dancingexhibition
too protected for hell causingthecall tobe terminated
asif self trapped ina shell? &the place of fire exonerated.
MyBeing
Oursun willshine Could beingbe
longafter I pass completely thoughtfree
&whenitpasses simplydancing
nightskys willstilltwinkle massinmotion
with myriadother without an inkling
coalescedmasses. or foggyest notion of anyother otherthanall?
Mybeing coalfired
by longsince deadlife Thenlet lessme
ourstar in transform approach lessthee
myfaith as brainstorm without alterior motive
nolonger socertain of simply in love
immortality. as purestglee.
WatchDog Sullied
Whenmy watchdog dies Love sulliedbysex
how will I besafe? a separationimplicit
but unbidden
Andsafe fromwhat? by eachsinner
though stealthilyhidden.
Unchainthebeast
lovingit RippleStill
until itbe still. Theripple nears still
butnever by sapienwill.
Then invite
allthemongrels. Sunlitsurface alwaysreflecting
asif starswinking
MoonLess during ripplebreeze or incalm
Nofaith. Nohope. as sol's nonchalance
Darenot charity. while spendingitsbreath
fluttering breathless leaves
Silenceisgolden of unknowingtrees.
but thesun haset.
FitfullHeart
Canyou forego howling Hummingbirdheart
&be stillness fitfullyfilling itsneed for nectar
&this moonlessnight? visiting flowerbyflowerbyflower
hoping to break betterthaneven
SpringFloods inbreaking fragranthearts of others.
Latefrost dullingbuds.
Springfloods delaying sowing. Fitfulheart
Drought stunting summergrowth. pollinating or polluting
Autumnharvest spare atbest. highhopes by visitation
evenwithout consummation
Andyet perfection inits flitting flyby.
if&onlyif my calculatingself
permitsmydesires tobecome dead&blind BeStill
tothesun alltoowell defined Inthename of nouning
within my brutaldictionary bestill my Babelingbrain.
of rushingwater
of crystalsparkling Intheface of frowning
of short&dry bestill mydesiringself.
as crispreply
withwant definedby my self'selection Indousedflame of self'sdrowning
acting reasonably withoutconnection. bestill within transmorm'sgyre.
Flowage
Splayed hydroman from airplaneheight then thinningmore becomingray
dancingwithsunbright's sparklinglight. a shallowstone spawningsight riversource ray.
Bulgingbelt a black highway
eachwrist&hand a coolbluebay. Then elbowcove of pier&cabin
wheresummer'spent with bestofkin.
Creekfedfingers of icybite Shouldersbearing whitesandbeach
lostinshaded forestnight near tavern'sear&senselesspeech
with tinypools as manicureday
alivewithblue of sky&jay. of fishingstories but emptycreel
thiseve again a fishlessmeal.
Narrowinghead greenhat tootight Then communalcards &offtobed
with streaminghairs turning rapidswhite with flowage dreams leavingall wellfed.
Simple You&Me
Simple searchingself Tolaugh withlanguage
playingeachgame alonetogether. asitlaughs atus
a bubblingbrook
Complex findingself a buzzingbee
playingeachgame togetheralone. a thousandawns
of you&me.
Simply elementalself
playing. Faith
Faith is possession asif I canhave otherthan self.
Checkers Possession is faith inthesanctity of self.
Children playingcheckers Thismustremain a mystery toall whoseek toknow.
withpenitents
in basement of HolyHouse For knowing separates allwholoved
Kinging asoften aspossible. livingtheirlife of cellularsorrow
untamed untrained untoward.
Parents playgchess
withothers justlikethemselves Faith&possession each selfindisguise
inthe generalstore a surpriseonly tothose in commission
around potbelliedstove drinkingfrom theirmemory's well.
battlingforposition
ofeachpawn. But trained tostill some able tolove
whereallother's near in needalone
Elders playincheckers &far sofardistant infear.
withthechildren
intheparlor nearthefireplace. Sadness
Howmuch of sadness
NoBehind is selfishness
Thereisnobehind withme cryingfor mydesires
or ahead which havebecome detritus
butfor a head ofmy shipofate
sofar ahead ofmy trustinsate
that it livesalone ofmy thrustoseparate
&morethan withme becomingboth chum&bait
halfdead. beingconsumedby thatwhich I wouldconsume.
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NoSides Let truesuffering sufferindignation
Thereare nosides inlove withoutbeing intheleastpart indignant.
no tops nomiddles nobottoms
beingselfless&still Let falsesuffering sufferfauxfears
whilealonewithall astears fromsting of theirgod'sbetrayal.
sufferingbeing's silentdin.
...................................... Embrace
Eternalife Even narrow&shallow
Eternalife as self is self barelyknowing rivulet
outofreach onthe topshelf becoming stormflowlake
of itspantry stuffedwithnonsense. inthis latewinter deluge.
Asif onemoremoment Whitebubbling
withmy godforsakenmemories splashingagainst igneousintrusion
wouldn't force me tomyknees rushingdown sedimentarystaircase
prayingfor amnesiacstupor. a mini landfall duringthis maxi skybawl
eachembracing me mypup &all.
ThisLake
Thislake mylake Forest leaving herleaves
&allotherlakes too to scatter on mylake's bluegreen
glisteningeyes tothe covering calmblustering countenance
hill's blindseeing with myemotion's scream
reflecting sunmoonstars "Iam yourlife. Iam yourbreath.
toearth's ponderousbeing. Iam ourbreath. Iam thedeath
of clearheadedscrutiny
Sun'seye unclosing wherereason shouldmutiny
tothe storm&strife ofmy midlife in facelessface
opentoall myheart'sclamor in gracelessgrace
tearsbecoming mywill'sblur whilewillessness washesmy cellsuit
feelingless winter's icebite totheisland of allother
seeingless spring's bright rite tobe alake withinthatisland
hearingless summer'sring asits freshwater source
allsensinglost tofall's forestfling. as transform'sforce.
Womb Variety
Withinwomb Seekingvariety
alreadylearning distance. within their forestcleared lot.
An I sharing you Fake drystack flankingaragedoors
sortofone beneath CapeCodish gray cedarshingles.
but alreadytwo.
Brickfrontview now with
HafizDidThis a pointofemphasis below an
A stoneagle circling featheredcanyon asphalt dimensionalshake roof
givingravity whichcan'thelp butlaugh surrounded by woodrippledlook
a badname. vinylsiding
withforest shrieking
Streamingclouds blottingout sinkingsun withforest weeping
just somuch fool'sgold inthe riverbed. with itsvoice havingbeen
pinepoplaroakhickory
River growinglegs climbing to topofworld unheard by unenvying neighbors.
(again slanderingravity)
leaking with Newton'sfullapproval Wondering
themirth missing in seriousreckoning. Mylake wonderingwhere
my yellowkayak is.
Lesself seepingfrombrain
becoming stoneagle &leglessriver Doesn't it know I makeitgo
sparkling in sun'sand in a firmament but these coldwinds
of cacti. keepme indoors?
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Collecting branchparts Rottingbark shockpeeled Timeforself toplay
shattered scattered windfallrot. as maul digsinto moistsoil. unimpededbypassion
Careful ofthemoss. Toolate for trueburn. keeping sin atbay.
Perhaps fishingline Starting whileasleep Blinding sunrisedrive.
or a strandofspider'sweb as acornfalls on woodeck . Noticing lashes&lids
glisteningthroughmist. Steady soft rainbeat. beforemyspasm.
Dawnbreath clearingmist Leavesgone to cloudlungs. Withtongue then toothbrush Gravitypropelled
caught in leaflessfield of stems Nothingbutspikes toholdmist probing secondchippedmolar maul with hickoryhandle
prepping for Master. risingwith my rbreath. &filling fromyouth. splitting hardwood oak.
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TheFall
Twodroplets werearguing Then divingin tofind eachdrop
theone &themany askingwhat itfelt orknew
whether a dollar as a singlething my body'smass causing waveuponwave
orsimply an aggregatepenny. ripplingacross surfaceblue.
Theyplayed at&beyond untilthey hithepond "Thereyouhaveit" saidlens toligament
whereach waslost inall "Lookat therise&fall&rise.
&thought I sensed their tinyselves Hearitsing this movingthing
I neversawthem inthefall. beingnosurprise tomy weakeyes."
Then myeyes&ocularmuscles "Thereyouhaveit" thefibers/strands replied
began arguingover the over&down whilebobbingwith each trough&crest.
whether seeingthis or seeingthat "Mydrops intact &that'sthefact
was choiceofbrain or perspective'sfrown. a movingthing onlywhen you rest."
Myeye wasflow the spatterbelow Then the eyelid leadtheway
beforethe still stillpool. toafinal misunderstanding
Musclestracked water'sattack byshading thedarting dilateduo
seeing twodrops in gravityduel. todance theirdreams indarkness.
Forgotten Missing
"Usinglegs elbow in Missingtime again.
arctheball over rim." And it'snot just forgetfullness.
Remembering my trainingmantra An alienabduction perhaps
for howtoshoot a simplefreethrow. or union foran eternal instant
It standstoreason I'llnever comethrough inwhich I wasn'tpresent?
whenshooting theshot inthe bigshow.
Metagination
Forgotten. Shotmade. I thought nothought a thousandtimes
&thought I thought a thousandmore
ScrapBook &duringthat thirtyminutes alone
Flippingthrough my scrapbook I wonderedtwice who'skeepingscore.
feeling coolbreeze of familiarity.
Knowing withthe passingofimages Blind
how I hadspent mylife. Tosee inthedark closeyoureyes
stop strainingtoknow whatcan'tbeseen.
Manipulating f-stop&depthofield Trust othersenses tobe yourguide
focusing nearorfar atwill in a realitypulsing inbetween
shapingtruth in chosenframe
hangingreality to dripdry until. subject&object I it &I you
between life&death lifedeath tothefew
Inmy self'seye &mostprivate darkroom between north&south between word&mouth
sharing what I would withthose between light&dark between false&true.
who'll believethat myresume is
thetruth Rhodopsinbleaching nightvision clear.
the partialtruth Knowlifedeath asone &have nofear.
¬hingbutbits Oureyes aren'torgans of lifeternal
of my thought reality. norpaths to ressurection from deathinfernal.
StillWave Blind or eyeshut othersenses acute
Still neitherwill nor lackofwave my trainedbrain yielding lesself'sfruit.
but nonmovingmovement of each&all Onlywho in rightmind couldmuster thecourage
without a firstorsecond'stime forjudging. totrust our mortalcellsuit toan imagined soul?
Wavesbreaking Asking
on graniteprehistory. Thenwhen asking
Noatom nomolecule "Why thisnow &I?"
nocompoundbudging.
Eternaltransform answering
Onlytime canjudge butneverwill "Without the I thereis nowhy
with distanceitsjury &love itsjustice thisnow beingall as thisnow."
with sapienmorality smudging.
Forgotten
Galleonsbreaking Everything I everlearned
with windrivenfury. forgotten.
Islandsurvivors
mindfullytrudging. Howcan I possibly survi...
Whoops the bellrang.
Become now atonce then standaside
tosee if I approves I Stand
or becomestill &lackingwill I stand butdonot "pledgealligiance".
be as spiritunmoves.
Not that I disparage theffort oftheUSA
Starlings tomaintain a democracywithincapitalism
Starlings as dawndusk sky for over twohundredyears.
shapeshifting in murmuration
without askingwhy I pledgenothing toanyone ¬hing toall
perimeter pocket prime atonce. especially an allegiance drippingwith the
putresence of cult
Someflying scatteredfree religious
whileflock notfinding a singletree governmental
spreadingtostillness asa singlestrand corporate
perchingmotionless asa silentband nomatter howclosely each approximates
onthe underlinings ofour verbal demand its espoused ideals.
yet safelyinsultated fromthe incessantchatter
of sapienself's inconcert. Love is perfectnonallegiance
unknowinganypart to standfor or standwith.
Silent in noneffort tostill theirsay
unknowing theirbeing a borrowedstay Love nevereverpledging
neverneeding tostop topray evenasif a fledgling
intheir flutteringflashing selfless way. within a nest of faith.
DeathFear LessI stands
Fearofdeath notbecause it's obligedtostand
wind ceasingblowing butbecause it isn't.
river stoppingflowing
earth slowingitsgoing ToThink
sapiens beginningtheir Tothink I can stoptothink
thirstforknowing. couldonlybethought
bymy mostadaciouself
Then
snake growinglegs skatingonits frozenrink
gate lockingtight of memories coldhard
sapiens conjuring until cellularfire melts self'sice
with breathtakingmight allowing mypreciousdreams tosink
that I may survive into a puddle of impossibility.
death's selfishnight.
...................... Tothink I canstop tothink
Except we few or bolderyet stopthinking
trainedtotransform's dance of this asif eachday morelessthan a startledblink
eachnext thisnow a fearlessbliss with transformflashing its eternalblink
awakening lesself neatlyshorn at sapien's
deathbeing ourlamb unadorned. truefalsesuffering.
Death'sNap
Perhaps there'smoreactivity What'sleft of my self whensenses are ghosts
inthegrave than I hadever imagined. ofthe corporealeffect of deathawakening
asif rustlingthrough the treasuretrove
Afterdeath has a goodnap ofmyclutteredattic?
I think it wakes refreshed
ready&willing toreview My reasoningself becomingconfused
the accumulatedetritus asdeath duringitsnap dreams tolive
ofmy memories&desires. &feels the nightmare of self as captive
of anemptiness unimagined butinhell
Whatfun would itbe perhapsable tomove evendeath to forgive.
if itcouldn't outdo dreaming?
Anyway death asleep or awake
I'mcertain their's somesort pales tomylife as a drunk hundredleggedsnake
of competition athand. stumbling&bumbling whiletrying tomake
Or doesdeath acceptdefeat love toaworld at arm'slength.
lyingdown asitwere
withoutwanting dominion Deathasleep deathawake
over self'sconcoctedconclusion deathtransparent deathopaque
thatbeing as self abletobelieve suffering mysin of separation
is certainty of lifeternal asif life notdeath indisguise.
&thus thend of death.
Wires WW 1
Sky of wires Will&want
branchestobird twosides of onecoin
who intheirstreaming where coinoftherealm
couldnever unknow is self.
the weightofmeaning
Want as fireof forgeof will
plummage beingto revelation self a preciousmetalofcommerce.
as
flight isto separation Howcanvalue inmy
transientbeing beassessed
with sapienscaged without mebeing
within transform's talisman?
privateconversations.
Howcanvalue inmy
DemonDiving transientbeing beassured
Demon divingintomirror without mywill tomanifest
illusionwithinillusion. mywants?
Onlyanillusionist Howcan I resist wear&tearoftransform
couldclearlysee thatwhich withmyimage onmycoins becomingeffaced?
never wasiswillbe.
Howcan I be towillmywants
Death divinginto my self withmyimage onmycoins becomingerased?
breakingall chainsofthought.
Me resisting where inuse I would wearsmooth
Divingintomirror? where insaving I would corrode todull.
Divingintomemory?
Onlyby refuelingforge
Self onlyby miningmoregold
the devil'sworkshop can I prevail
emptyhanded fullyheaded againstyourtouch.
forgetting to forget that
I am shallow&calmatose Panic
thatdreams are mirrorsofmirrors Frightenedbunny hoppingby
as emptyillusions dreamedofonly its concretemanifestation.
in depthsofcollusion
of Panickedrabbit racingpast
mymemine. inedible gardengrowth.
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Chainbladechips flying Fence now floatingfree Tapping&tamping
above the V cutpasthalf by dint of hammer&nail whilewatching the bubblebob
beingcrushed by trunk. &thehammering. thensettle centered.
Plungingfordeephole. Sinkingdiggerdeep. Gravity'smaster Heat distortinglight.
Severingroots crackingrocks. Spreadingarms with tricepforce. correctingmyeye's boldlies Or isthe sunshinebeyond
Creating post'shome. Pinching&lifting. after spin&still. really a neworld?
Refusetogethelp Sleepy&achy Shehad nicedairies
thencomplain aboutailment. Needinganap before I snap. &a shapelyderriere.
Earningnopity. Slacky ifyouwill. Andshesmiled atme. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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