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Fireplace Christmastree. Fireplace Christmastree. Fireplace Christmastree.
Cardsdealt in radiantglow. Dealingcards asif toshow Cardsplayed asif seedstosow
Inbelief setfree. stilltoomuch toknow. guaranteed togrow.
Shorter shorterdays Cleaningofftable.
darkening to deepwinter Doingthedishes again.
with its endlesstill. Thenreading &sleep.
Fireplace Christmasbough. Fireplace Christmasbough. Fireplace Christmasbough.
Cardsdealt in radiantglow Dealingcards incarelessthrow Cardsplayed with musicalflow
of now'smemory. landingin thenwhen. dancinginthisnow.
Lumbering treeless Fourdeer through darkwoods
acrossfrozen timeless tract. uniting Christmasneighbors
Bear insearchofprey. failing snoworsleigh.
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DuskFishing
Kayak gentlyrocking Nauticallythemed lawnornaments
fromwake of pontoonboat blendingwith wildife stillife.
onits duskcruise.
Afternooncompany being
Barbecuefragrance TVshows or phoneconversations.
fromdock or dockside dining Faint unintentionalintrusions
suffusingfisher. favoredover lawnmowers&weedeaters.
Stiltedeck trellisedtoslope Findingfish inall the usualplaces
backdrop for terracedgardens. sharingt weedhomes with paddlingplaymate.
EarthenDam
Earthendam creating lakeonplateau trackingyoungdog inhis search&find
with slopingmeadow to poplaroakpines. untilemerging mudcovered in so proudprance
withball inmouth whileboundinguphill
Earth notdaming tinyspringopenning droppingprey whilebegging for anotherchance
creating reedswamp between tobe mightywolf ina secondsoggydrill.
grasshoppergrass &densewoods.
But thistime balltossed farintolake
Afterpup stopschasing greentoppers makingpuppy washback to geneticblack
he's chasingball beyondreeds into mudbath havingbecome brunette inits joyousfete.
unafraid of browncoat &owners fauxwrath.
After swimretrieve hopingareprieve
Disappearing behind greencurtain from whateverhappened within mysteryweeds
wewatch fromroad while reedtopsdance butshouldstay forever behindthosereeds.
Hermit Yes
Hermit as monk Wouldyouhaveme
of etherealorder. forgetwho I am?
Self as dawnlakemist.
Yes. I'm askingyou toforget
Hermit as monk becomingfullness of eachthisnow
of defenselessborder &inthatperfection
trained to openfist. transform's timelessvow.
Hermit as monk BackRoadDiaries
of self's eternalhorror Dodging dogturds thesizeof speedbumps.
embracingtransform'sabyss.
Ponderingpines catching&holdingleaves.
Harmony Arethey savingleaves fromfate as soil?
Rhythm&melody
makinghollowsong Arethey unaware of themonkey inthetree
sungalone soverywrong holdingafish tokeepitfree fromdrowning?
whilebeingrefugee. Aretheyunaware of missionaryzeal?
Seekingasylum Hearing sandcraneschattering ontheirwaysouth.
withanyother Searching clearblue fortheir frayed V.
thus addingharmony.
Withleaves&undergrowth gone
Spinning hearing neighbordog's yap
Spinningmywheels. orperhaps a packofdingos.
Expectingnotraction.
Seeing newneighbors forthefirstime.
Burningrubber.
Expectingnoreaction. Winds
Windsofwill whippingwhitecaps
Easingoff accelerator. ripplingacrossurface of seaofme.
Unexpectedmotion.
Windsofwill erodingfaceofrock
Spinningwildly dissolving whatroots cannotcrack.
without hintornotion.
Tidesofstill breathinglife ofall
Wipers caringlittle of rise&fall.
Windshieldwipers
havingsweptclean Toes
eachseason ofallmy years. Toes emergingfrom
hotubsurface
Nodawn. Noleaves creatingcounterpart
Nomist. No tears. as childlike W's
in chlorineclear
Aisle reflection.
Whowouldchoose an aisleseat
when a windowseat is empty? Rushing
...................... Rushingwater findingits way
Whowouldchoose emigration splashingwhenfalling nevertame
over enlightenment's inspiration gravity'swill neverinvain.
to seebeyond weepingsapien
to powers transformative Cathedrals
pollution&absolution Nocathedrals in winterstream
via moongoddess's nomemoryleft ofmy childhoodream.
bitterbrightbeing? Simply thisnow in modestdisplay
.................. unknowingpageantry havingnothingtosay.
Whowouldeny altitude'sconfusion
with Lilliputianreality No mausoleums formy memory.
accessible to any&all impressionable. Let me transform naturally.
Alien
Can sightlessalien be blindedbylight Alwaystarting eachcontest'sepitaph
toobright for sapiens tosee whenwithin? with theythosethem butnever I.
In constantdeference to opponents as friends
Whocould possiblynotice or care whose presenceprovides distractionofplay
whileservingself to anyall gorgedother this alienliving whatwenormals pray
creature within&beyond cellularbeing whereprayer isour cowardly selfdefense.
being withoutname place figureorface
intheface of constant malignant&obstinate With eachgamending an emptysadness
antiheroic defenseofself byself gladnessonly to winlose whores thinking
in purestselfishness? victory isto value as sex isto love
mirror isto reality as self isto breath
Thisalien sellingunion withothers whileconfusing mere reflection
to teamates mothers &brothers with flowingconnection
withingame of transform as wholeness reborn. &higherscore as lifeoverdeath.
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Disappearing in flowofgame inglowofsame Alienonly
sans pretense tofame falsewealth body'shealth tomy overwheeningself
as selfalonewrithes in endlesslies ruiningeachgame.
of beautytruth&meaning.
AirPort TRUMP II
Fromairport to resort Flattered battered bastedbastard
throughsqualor of havenots. of hisown roasting
allthewhile toasting
Touristschatting withoutlookingout his greatwealth
withcoach speedingthroughother. allthewhile boasting
his bloatedself.
Forgotten
Havingforgotten Asif eatingexcrement
who mademe (forgiving fouloder)
& for promisednourishment.
what I am madeof ......................
each&all Luckily havinghad little$
livingperfectly thus no sycophants
neitherbelow norabove. toenable an egotrance
I grewfree totrain tolove.
Havingbeen
forgotten Better
possiblyattaining Betterthere thanhere.
the invisibility neededfor
love. Collateraldamage
(innocense annihilated)
Pill in selfdefense of futuretense
Contraceptivepill preempting nightmare
making recreationalsex withrighteous bloodsoaked days
seemtobe victimlesspleasure sobrutally hardtobear.
until separationanxiety
fromthinking I wasfree Poor
from intrusion byneed If religion as I've heard
forother. wasinvented tokeep thepoor
from murderingtherich
For truepleasure thenperhaps law
sticktoalcohol. ina capitlaistic society
maywell havebeeninvented
For realpleasure tokeeptherich
traintolove. from eatingthepoor.
**Terrorism** **PreScience**
Is a heartablation Nature inits pristineprescience
anact of terrorism unneeding to explainordefend its noself
scaring overexcitedcells creatingleaves with deeplobes orbetteryet compound
by searing&scarring abletograsp&hold shrubs fences bareground
into neveragainplaying in anticipation of life's ultimateknower
stacattoarpeggios creating a tool v. leaf'sfinalrest
inmy agingheart? a test of tenacity v. power of leafblower.
SummerJoy
Beyondpond&pluck of goose&duck Myself denied caressoflongblade
seen throughshade of willow's weep asif field bade noentrance asif priceunpaid
highgrass field in wavingbreeze yet walkingnearbuds flowers pollinatingbee
fullofsummer's alluringjoy. closingeyes becoming whirrblurr refugee
openningheart to gentlefragrance
Inmywalk around its subtlesubdue indulging lesself in memory'svagrance.
shoeswetting withdew of cutgrass grace .....................................
becoming insectwhirr&blindingblurr Becomingpluck of pondgooseduck
of wings airfanning life'sdemure. withinshade of willow's eternalweep
highgrassfield in wavingbreeze
Then wildrabbit disappearingdeep sharingwithme nolonger a tease.
itsfur floatingsoft through daydreamsleep ...................................
in a worldapart&one atonce Willoweeping joy.
with willowgoosepond &grasslinedwood Breezes fanning transform'slove
&mysteries of me so misunderstood. whensurrendering.
Thinking
Is a thinktank simply Thelatter
a postgrad bullsession? meaning
.......................... thewhole
Is Krishnamurti was selfish
a behavioralist? tostartwith
................. seeking +/-
Is my self simply ascredit inits
my superhero dominion
protectingme overallother.
against abuses -----------
ofmychildhood? Areshards
..................... of brokenmirror
Is thewhole partswholes
> thesum of wholeparts
"the" parts hole with parts
or farts from myhole
"its" parts? orwhat?
PianoSonata #17 UrchillAnChreagain
(Thanks L.V.Beethoven.) (Thanks Clannad.)
Pianist'shandsdancing to composer'sheart First an exquisitlytunedsong
novaflashing stacattosdashing fromheart of horn&string.
acrosseach palemoon of AprilMay swoon
glistening on ebony&ivory Then love'sdivinesilence
confusing arisingfromhervoice
daynight darklight as caress of thiseternity
blackwhite wrongright among excitedworlds of lesself
deptheight mutemight bringinghealingpeace
lovefight pityplight to pieces ofeach shatterediety.
self bleedingpride from desire'sears
hearingmoredearly thismute nomessage Halfgodsfleeing
unhidden inthings &wings &flings intoheather of harmony.
withintransform'sweetperfection. Faithknowledge both pleading
in melody of lesself'smercy.
Arguments
All realarguments Firmament disappearing
in lesself's goodfaith in thisnow's eternaltransform
endinsilence as I wipeaway my tearsofjoy.
of disparateworlds.
Rain
Yet divisiveorhealing Ifyouwant togethit by lightning
wordshower revealing you'llneed tobeout intherain.
both vascularseeping
&heartwood beating Ifyouwant to cleanyourbutt
intheforest of learning you'llneed tochance a brownfinger.
tolove.
OrNot
TheAll Not able toremember
Theall inme that'snot my I or
beingstardustpure notstopping to recollect
inan emptyuniverse. or
Let thatbeing longendure neither.
&fromself'sdesires
eternallyabjure. Thenwhen becoming thisnow.
AbjectPlentitude
Living in abjectplentitude. Noteven a nearmisstragedy inmylife
Mylaptop missing m's. leavingmeunable tofeeldeeply
Twicetapping t's. thetragedies of others.
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Dogoncouch wife readinginbed. Yetstill fullmoonlight
Fullmoonbeaming through arc floodingmystudy as I type
above mystudywindow. delusions of language
aslies ofmy shallowbeing.
To north our thin lakebay
seen beneathmoon through Notatall like mountainmonks
beetleatenpines. intheir simplehuts
alone &OK withit.
Thermostat turnedown to 60 atnight.
Me sleepinginmy insulatedunderwear.
HalfCup Doctrine
Optimistpessimist Being nonattached toself
blessingcursing impossible.
halfemptyfull cup. Beingattached whenlesself
improbable.
Lesself thirsty drinking
asiflove's firstlastkiss. Impermanence of self
never.
Joy Impermanence of lesself
Childrensplashing often
in arcadegame's birdbath. within eternaltransform.
Rushing WildBird
Rivuletrushing Wildparrot flyingin
mountainside. visiting
SansNewton cagedfriend.
wouldroplets makepilgrimage
to oceanall Thoughonly a few weeks
carryingmountain withthem havingpassed sincecapture
as tribute toduty? wildplummage being
as actoflove? noticeably lessvivid
.............. thanfriend's.
Down mountain'slopingrass
partiallyexposed whitewornroot Cagedbird though
mimicking nearbystreaming havingbyfar
seeking oceanall onfoot. the morecolorful
vocabulary.
Onelong dryhike.
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Needingeraser Small ceramichurch.
to erase smudgederasing. Christmaswreath on snowetchedoor
Rain on Christmaseve. centerpiece of town.
Hearing I'm worthy. BillyTheBrownie Havingplayed allday
Searching souless forthat I. finallyforgotten this notplayingcards at bedtime.
Comingupempty. ninthChristmas. Longrain ending.
A fieldofgreendew. She lies handsfolded Swirlingcreamcheese caught Growthbymarriage.
An asphaltlot of blacklakes. catcurled atherfeet pawscrossed. in exploding CoolWhip cove Presents pushingfamily
A windshieldofdawns. Me bristlingwithpen. foldingintocalm. fartherfrom ourtree.
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MainStreet
Mainstreetmemories I knowforcertain wehad a hotdog at Juigi's
somemine maybe allmine onthatSunday ofour Christamstour.
if imagination countsaspossession
I'm certain my mindseye hasbeenwithin
of Christmaspast whenpride wasontheline partofhomes offlimits to bodiesofguests
butwasbeingsnuffed toofaint tobeheard &that I've felt emptiness&imaginedjoy
finallylost as snow became thatcan'tbe minealone.
darkdrizzling stonecoldrain.
Rightjnow Juigi'snightlight
I'm quitesure I actuallydid is glowingthrough foggedwindows
walkthestreet with the daycarecrowd closetolives beinglivednow
ordered tosnake&weave&curbdance sealing a mysterious mistaken
in an utterfailure of reversepsychology. privacy.
That probablyhappened justafter ourwar Whatday whatyear I can'tsay forcertain
when twotownfathers helpedfather ourconstitution. but myhunger ismine now real&certain
Though theyknew no daycareclass appetitebeing an undeservedblessing.
mother stayinghome with youngones backthen.
ToKnowBeauty Learning
"To know beauty Learnngfromhistory
is my greatest islike learninghow to playbasketball
desire" by studyingboxscores
where knowledge is sorrow or
beauty judgment listeningtocomments from members
desire myprimalsin. ofthe winningteam only.
Organic IDon't
Oil basicallybeing I don'tdefend myself
organicwater anymore.
is Neither do I acknowledge
ironically myreflection.
insoluble in
basicbeing Howling at the moon
butwillrust lovedrunk
ironyofself. phase matteringlittle
allwaysfull
Watching allwaysempty
Watching intrepid deepsea cavedivers allways eachfirstfinal
threadingtheirway throughnarrowpassages. quarterhalfwhole.
From infront.
Always unheard
Didtheydeploy a tinysubmarinedrone my lovedrunkhowling
or download action from cellphonevideo barelyrippling
borrowed from a transform'streaming.
hipster cavedwelling marineinvertebrate?
................................ Sleep
Seriously how do I seemyself seeingmyself Trying to fallasleep.
inthe infiniteregress of selfconsciousness Trying tonot try.
lackingdrones Not trying.
or Fallingasleep.
tireless training?
ExquisiteLie
Memory my exquisitelie She wasmy first&only love
adornedwithdesire &oncefeltpain beneath springbloominglilacs
chosing bestofthen ablatingitsworst &wintercold that didn'tsting.
dreaming bestofwhen.
Wearingmycoat of memory'sarmor My secondhandlove
against eachwill I loved&lost. a handmedown from heaven'sbest
Movingimprisoned through thisnow as betterleast of me.
at steep scleroticost.
Eachnow smothered by silcoveredpillow Weekend visitation only.
embroidered withmy initials. A specail kind of lonely.
Will&Want Understanding
Will&want creating Understanding all isto ravish all
immaterialworld feedingonfragments ofthe maul.
of gods&ghosts
logic¶dox. Forgivingall isto frame with gall
forcrimes of myselfrighteousness.
Eachunfurling
as stormofchaos Powertoblame tojudge toshame
becoming abioticpassion all in name always in nameof.
murderedbyreason ......................
Understandingnothing
StoneTree nothingtoforgive.
Sitting on stone
in filteredshade of broadleaf tree Beinglesself
breeze rockingitsleaves. memory a sieve.
Tree transforming slowerthanme. Weeds
Stone tranformingthrough Could lifedeath be eitheror
impossiblylongcycles. simply yes &/or no
weedstopull butnever
Fullyentranced within shadowdance rowtohoe?
forgettingwho I thought I was.
Bulrushes
Joggingorwalking or justsitting&watching Farfrompavilion &pryingeyes
ourlagoon wasall youth&sport&covertcavort bulrusheshielding grope&feel
all parent&parting&adolescence starting through layersofwool to skinofwarmth
caughtnaked between thenwhen coldlippedkisses bitingwinter'sheel.
&overdressed now. ................................
Soonenough springblushblooming
Winterplaybeginning at pavilionpond beck&call for warmwalkcommuning
seasonsfromrowboats&rootbeerfloats onourway to pavilion for rowboatride
then underbridge to islandridge within our burgeoningcapacity
defingames of ganguptag for the tenderomance of genuine
untilenough were"it" tocatch wefew puppylove.
whewere tooquick totouch.
Bulrusnesbecoming gentlememory
Touch becomingame of hormonalflaring oftime ofher &love sopure &virginalpassion's
&pubescentdaring forgottenblur
allwellwithinpropriety of middleclassmores. whilewe bothgrow farfrom fauxdemure.
EndOfDay (I don't get it.) Language
Leafburnedash trailingthrough baringbranch. Grammar&semantics being rationalist's tools
Nightfallchill embracing streamflowtrance. if I'm notmakingsense we'll allbe damnedfools.
Bothsettling on innocent ancienthonor
of child waitingpatiently for glimpse Reality's sin being symbols&signs
of fatherpassing. inaworld whereneurons are nothingbutvines
spreadingthrough dendriticforests
Firewithoutflame fromsome unburningsource of pulp beingfashioned into bookishspines
fearwithout threat fromsome unyiledingcourse of abstractions brewing inbred wines.
ashbranch chilltrance
streamflow Rhythm&rhyme each a nonrationalist's toy
nowaytoknow eternallyplayful asif a youngboy
father's cigarsmoke coldsweat fierceforce. using stuffofnonsense in unreasoningplay
skiingslipperyslopes of mountainsofjoy.
Entire indistinct suffused&silent
absorbingsound&sense through breathlesspores Such is bestuse of letters&law
pouringpeace asif watchingchildplay bringingallfeuding toan uneasydraw
havingseen herfatherpassing openning cinchedbrain unlocking clinchedjaw
&endofday. playing eachallword forits lifetakingflaw.
**Rhino** **LowSQ**
Notacold orflu. Sapiens withlow SocialQuotients
Forthepast twoyears don'twritenovels or even shortstories.
rhinoviruses
havingbeendriven Weparticipate in
intohiding shortattentionspan
bymyplethora activities
of dinosaursize suchas TexasHold'em poker
invaders. or writingpoetry.
IfReason
Ifreason be might Ifreason befreedom
whyarewars wonwithforce? whyisthought boundtowords?
If reason be right Ifreason besacred
whyismath notourguide? whyare churchpews filled?
Ifreasonbe truth Ifreason besalvation
whyread morethan onebook? whydidChrist needtodie?
Ifreason bebeauty Ifreason bepeace
whydo roses havethorns? whyarepieces atodds?
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Ifreason belove
whyarelovers dervishdancing?
Pond Conception
Stillpond Preconception.
within stream'sflowing Misconception.
isnot notflowing. Flawedetection.
Immaculatereception.
It's noparticle
within Miraclecatch as
wavingenergy. football'sfondest
memory
Stillpond trottedout when
within stream'sgoing thisgame's a rout
isgoing &then's
within mypurestlove. moreinterestingthan
now.
Providing
Governmentproviding Better tried&true
sevenchildren withschool than gambling on new
indisrepair when PreMisFlaw
a stunning setofphotos canleaveme in awe
take from Hubble'seye. inmydreamlandof
unrequitedlove.
Governmentoffering
seven undernourishedchildren PartsWholes
ride in simulator of prototype Must differentiation
moonlander. necessarilyimply
dissociation?
Governmentgiving ..............
seven hospitilized children 1 passing to 3 cuttingtohoop.
one artificialheart. 3 doubleteamed &passingperfectly.
Weaksidecutter catching&dunking.
Governmentshowing
seven malnourishedparents Severalparts. Singleflow.
of seven underweightinfants
a plan for frackingoil from a Did 1 ever notknow lessthan
nationalpark. entireplay while crossingmidcourt?
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Scanner Separationsanseparation.
Student walkingthrough Attachedwithoutouching.
fullbodyscanner Wordsbecomingburden.
at airport
causing no TouchOfPurpose
worryorsweat. Havinglittleknowledge &lessfaith
itwasonly a matter of notime
Master following before I becamelost.
recordingnothing
provingtobe Havingfelt touchofpurpose whilewandering
existentialthreat. havingforgotten sweat&tears
SoLong becominglost beingtiring
Solong translating but notallthathard
languageoflove &well wellworth
whiletraining tobe lesself&literate. noeffort.
Nolonger feelingforce of Affirm
fullfrontalassault Affirm me & I shall loveyou
on thatwhich I've defendedforever. &weboth shalldecay
forever.
Solong separating
longing whiletolerating Ignor me &forge my willtowin
emptiness of other'sdin. &I'll growtall
butohsothin.
Now unnmovedunmoving
in emptystillness Become me as youme aswe
allmandating havingended &allinall shallforeverbe
with lesself undefended. lostintransform's elementalsea.
UnEnlightned
In darkroom switchinglights on stirredbydesire
or forlight life love?
awakening to softdawnsun.
Ah to neverhavingachieved
Wasroomdark because of completeawakening
myblackself ever
or foreverliving in shadow'sface
did I awaken onmyown in state of unknowingrace
bylight of softdawnsun? yetstill abletotouch tohold
in sin's perfectattachment
Awakeninginself'sdarkness. whereourkiss
Isthatpossibly probably isblind stupid warm moist
earthy fertile &oh soferal.
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Problem Plato
Problemofevil solved. "Knowledge is the
Getclose closer closest. food of the soul."
Untilwhite of each I Keepfeedingyourself
becominglight of self'slie moreofyour self
that therever trulywere twobeings becoming KilkennyCat
one standingtrial theother tryingtostand nothingbut nails&tail.
injudgment of separateselves.
Soul
Nolegs forstanding. beingself's dreamofsurvival.
Nodistance forjudging. Knowledge
Just thisnow in emptyperfection. beingsurvival's dreamofself.
Strength Whatcouldpossibly gowrong
Tobe weakorstrong. withself gorgingonself foreternity?
Tobe rightorwrong.
Tobewill havingits way. Luther
Tobework butneverplay. "Here I stand.
I can do no other.
Tobe in houseofmirrors &lost. God help me."
Tobe in stormysea &tossed.
Tobe sandfocus without clearsight. OnlyGod canhelp I.
Tobe sansface without will'sfight. I canbehelped onlybyGod.
.......................... I&God soseparatefrom
Unbeing neither weakstrong rightwrong anyeach &allother.
neitherwill norway neitherwork norplay
noseeing nobeing mirror storm or toss I standing
unfocused faceless blind&defenseless. in houseofmirrors
as houseofhorrors
Not that I couldn't crushthatfly a hell whichis (thankGod)
but itsme whenblindto asillusory as heaven.
myselfish I.
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Cribbage&checkers
Backgammon&dominoes.
Oldgames with newfriends.
Toomuch waytoomuch. Choosing a chicken Crossing iceridged lot.
BeingthejoyofChristmas twocans of soup cereal Each smallhard shoppingcartwheel
withoutreflection. &checkoutcandy. mixingup a meal.
Wherever I wake Hurricanefelled trunks
that 's where I am forthatday coveredbydelicatesnow
that's whom I shallstay. left to wintersleep.
Hurricaneproud trunks Wakingup to wind
driven snowhite by westwind then fallingasleep again.
shadedfromdawnsun. Wakingup to white.
Infire's tooproudflame Sinofommission Icewind whippingleaves
burnedbeyondrecognition. this moonless starless blacknight. into tidalwavefury
Ashes blowingfree. Sinofcommission. tunneling towardboy.
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Aces
Aces areonly a pair atbest knowingtoowell theodds ofme getting
waitingonflop thenalltherest either ofthe twocards I need.
tobe or notbe worththewhile ...............................
to pushinchips to feedthepile. Overlayedwithheart overplayedbythought
seeking tripsboard notgetting whatwasought.
Of foldmyhand of I&I Nochance for housefullofjoy certainwin
asif one&one in headlongfly a boatfull of fun fulloflife fullofkin.
to winapot on pridealone
becomingselfish pasteboardclone. Do I poayitout or muckmy preciouspair
pokerbeingtricky &neverfair
Lesschance of flush nochance of blush with deadlyflop of suitedconnectors
with hue unsharedbycommunit. sending pairedaces on tangentvectors
Lesschance of straight a lesserfate
withconnection yieldingothers opportunity. towhere mygamespeeds to self&same
wherewinning ispride withbrief tablefame
Oddsofimproving onaces asdealt butnever thewarmth of companionship
are statisticallyacute but rarelyfelt neverelief from myself's irongrip.
MarryAll WhyWork?
Marrywoman or marryall We'regoingforicecream
grandma's postpartumdepression winorlose
mother's saggingboobs sowhyworkon
father's sweetforever fitnessorskills?
brother's broodingcare
cousin's rivalry Promisemade
pastor's belief I'll begiven the grade
mydream of perfection sowhy study&strain
herdream of me. asif itmayrain
onmyprivate prideparade?
Squirrel
Inits scampering hastewithoutwaste Mycoach willprotectme
from comingwinter ironicallychased fromthose who'dexpcectme
one acorninmouth two fallingtoground tobecomelost as other
forgottenfornow later tobefound becoming partofteam.
addingtoits bruteweathercache
tobecome nutritious Januarygnash. Whywork
when I've already passed
Lilting my finalexam
Smilingfaintly but don'tknow who I am?
with liltingvoice
"I don'tloveyou NEXT
anymore."
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