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Catcoon cataract Serengeti hare.
tumblingasfur waterfall. Canteen duringdryseason.
Tooth&claw attack Cheetahs surviving.
Onesource plagiarize. Rabbit. Sprintowoods. November craftfair.
Threesources integration. Nowcamouflaged &deadstill Threecurvedgords cuddlingpumpkin
Manymore genius. or twitch&bekilled. with colorfulflair.
Planetearth tilted Ferns archingover
challenging allunwilted whitebubbling rockstrewnstreaming
to survivewinter. addingfluttering.
Tootired to takewalk. Sun reappearing. Evenwith wetspring
Instead halfdead in hotub Its shadowline havingmoved meadow of dryhardenedclay
watchingbirds soaring. withoutme watching. in whatonce was swamp.
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HavingBeen
Havingproven what I neededtoprove Havingholding eachlast sight&sound
whatdo I do whilewaitingfordeath? lifedeath you&I sinkingdeep beneathground
Havingbeen the OneGod of MyExistence ofall wretchedbeing beyondGod'smight myright
how will I spendeternity? losto self'slogic &logicalreason
Havingattained omnithis&omnithat thismoment becoming senselessforever
how is a toofullife tobe emptied? lost inendless thisnow&forever.
Havingsurveyed both heaven&hell atonce ........................................
isthere notime noplace for me tostand? Lyingstill in eachmoment eachnow
Havingdied&risen&died&risen beingfilled with eachmoment eachnow
isthere noplace for me toliestill judgingnot eachmoment eachnow
simplydoing no thing becoming
simplyspending no time puremptied
standingfor no thing standingin no place eternalove.
letting proudrats runtheir sadrace?
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FootPrints
Followingfootprints of phantomself bearing themass of reality
through fog of faintmemories obscuring thisnow yet beingbeyond depression'sight
searching for thatwhich cannot bebut then connectingdots of journeyedcorpse
searching for thatwhich I wish werewhen to burialground of deadcertainty.
inmydesperatesearch for love.
Wonderinghow this creaturelived
Nowave washingaway allpast mystory seemingincomplete
notide locked in timelesstravel thenturning tosee faintmemories
nolavaflowing buringfossils creepingshadowlike upto myfeet.
noglacier crushingrock togravel.
But inturn keepingazehigh
All in plainsight these tracksofthen dawnsunclearing foggysky
neverevernearer to earthlyhost. walkingthewalk of silentbeing
Shadowglint asif glimpseofshoe in thisnow of lesself'seeing.
butonly imprintasevidence of ghost
BornInto - III Food
Being borninto basketball Amish eating good&plenty
seekingtheway toplay subsistencefarming
by studyingbooks. sharingwithoutharming
penitentlycharming.
Being borninto the Trinity
seekingtheway topray Amiss eating caloric&empty
by studying scrilpture. subsitutefarming
preserved&harming
Howcan sapiens rationallyalarming.
hope tounknow
withoutfacingtheirself Modernish heatingtoomuch toofast
inthewild? resaurantfarming
halfchewedharming
Ashes diabeticallydisarming.
Ashestoashes
lovetokiss WhatHas?
celltosoil Threefifths ofits neurons inits arms?
in Threelayers of retinalikecells initsarms?
transform'smist. A brain thesizeof a walnut?
Belongsto fivepercent ofallanimals?
Somtimes snow Will graspfood withanarm that'sbeen
notwanting to fall dismembered?
so inlovewith breeze. Goes senile&dies afterhavingmated?
Mayhave an inhumanlike
AreYou? decentralized self?
Areyou partofthebasketballteam
whenplayers arecounted? IfWeMust
Ifwemust indulgeinduality:
Still theteam still ateam subject object
if playersarecounted? organicknowledge inorganicknowledge reality truth
Why "Tenmen shootheball" random ordered
when thereare twentyfourplayers threerefs lifedeath life&death
twocoaches &atleast a few spectators? transformgyre time'sarrow
now thenwhen
Would Godell count? cellular spiritual
Didhe everplay on a team? organism self
Didhe everhave morthan life eternal eternalife
twentyeightlovers?
Difference
Logic It's not fearofdying
Eventhemostdetailed but
topographicmap tells fearof dyingalone
nothingoftheweather withouthavingmade
ormywanderingself a difference.
duringthat longforgottenhike
or tomorrow'sfolly. Therein lies the
paradox
Why trytoiron for its I wanting
mothernature'sbra tomake
asif where I willrot
flatchested withmycellsuit
shecoulnurture while forgottenself
ourworld? havingdonenothing
isneveralone.
Archeologists
We'reall archeologist Constitution
digginginto ourpast Constitution physicalbeing of ourbody
trying to piecetogether bodypolitic?
a storyofourlife politics as language?
asif language as book?
there'sanylife in book as biblio?
stonecoldmemory. biblio as Bible?
Bible as Holy
discard your diggingtools. bodypolitic as holy?
Leaveyourexpedition politics as constituted?
returntothisnow & Constitution as holy?
reapthereward of
starlight flesh Our constitution
& a work of governmentalgods?
moonglow bone. a work of democraticdemagogues?
BlindIrony Or
Comingtoherhouse a workinprogress
lamentingdeathofson both human&humane?
in singlecarcrash
duetodruguse. Exhaustive
Exhaustivestudies
Bringing a bottleofwine. of the pointingfinger.
Sharinginremorse. Solittlelove ofthemoon.
FrigidGrowth
Watchingcrystalline expansion Whereareour coots&buffleheads
of water inourbay growingfrigid whenyouneed a smile findingtheir
spreadingcold submergent seasonal reappearances
as eachsubzero newyear'snight slows so utterlyreassuring?
withmy diminishingdays.
Crystals continuing tolockourlake
I mustlearn to icefish I suppose creepingtowardepths
lackingenergy for iceskating where noteven that pressuredheatsink
while inmy early lifedeath I slide canwarm the liqulidfrozenfire of our
effortlessly&blessed tooangled furnace
onour almostprivate &
lagoon. earth's impotent reradiation.
But I nevereverfished Element v. element
that icicle opportunity atleast tomy frozenself
neverented a springrowboat failingtounwill &creepquielty
to float as onwing withmylover. into lesself's transformation.
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RuefulSol Oscar
Whyshine dearest sol Oscar Olajuwon Jordan to James
withyour beveledbow each&all brightburning basketballflames
yielding onlyhalf your whose heat&light both warmthesight
being? being foraninstant
both day&night.
Why iniflame
ireofidolators Then smokediluting intoall
those volatile to prevarication? theirashes scattering withthecall
those fractious in fabrication? for nextgeneration to rise&fall
then nextgenerations to rise &fall.
Pleaseshow yourface onlyasfire
promising life a warmingembrace. HolyHill - 2
Dominating glaciated kettle&morain
Spark eachdawn with vehemence an edifice thatcould neverstain
matching your shortday desponders thisland itrose sofarabove
orelse beshrouded fullyenclouded with steeplepoint&radiantpane.
tillyourbias
burnsoncemore. Fittinghill like holyglove
gracedbysparrow&snowhitedove
Crush&Run beingbothbrothers Abel&Cain
Crush&run then footfallfun in anunearthly namelesslove.
hikingtrail of gootbottomBraille.
Spireaschurch churchaspire
Minerlbased with dinosaurpaste monk'svoice wood'swind a perfectchoir
eachleg lightyears from thenwhen. a placeofprayer earningacclaim
a placewithfaith its onlyattire.
Bodytosole mypart path'shole
in my selfless stroll. Whileinourworld of self's centeredgyre
with multitudes of carnaldesire
Languagless nonration'skiss thatchurch a feastofrectitude
eachstride&step eternalbliss. within its natural sombermood.
**Sanctity**
Patricide matricide fratricide Slay slaughter strangle incinerate cremate
even infanticide &genocide beat batter immolate bludgeon
somanyways tosay I care societybecoming a homocidal
asif theirlife a personaldare. curmudgeon.
Accidental incidental suicide Catacombs crypts
unintentional primary cubiculums cinerariums
involoutary contrary sepulchers ossuaries
somanyways tosay I bear mausoleums sarcophagi
theburden of yourprayer. all taking greatpains
topreserve our remains.
Assasinate asphyxiate
decapitate suffocate Chooseto sleepwiththefishes
myriadways to terminate. havingbeen deepsixed
oroff to boothill
Silence rubout grease oron tothe boneyard
hit ice smoke stab fleece havingbeen eightyfixed.
takeout bumpoff gundown
cementgaloshes to drown Thenthere's the gentlekindeuthanize
a littanyofSatan'sballad beforereaching octogenarian pieindisguise
in lugubrious tossedlanguage but betterthan indignity ofbeing euphemized.
salad.
Perhaps bestofall istobe neutralized
Dispatch disembowel perhaps rooftoss asif diluted or putoutofgear
asif disperson displeased daboss. withthat perhapsbeing my finalfear while coastingdownlanguage's
Inter intomb burythebuffoon slipperyslope
makingbody indetectable with memory'stonguebeing mylast
asif inhumane forthiercorpse hopelesshope.
tobecome delictable.
Pretending Filibuster
Lookinginto calmriver I saw TrueBeliever
whatwouldbe my majorfight&flaw. readinghisHolyBook
duringhisfilibuster.
Andso mysin began
asfrom my self I ran Intellectual
onlytoface thesame readinghisdictionary
givingme a name duringhisfilibuster.
thuspretending I wouldbe
perfectly(in)sane. Delaying what?
.............
FireFlies Emptyfull
Mortal jar of random judgment astheir filibuster?
filledwithfireflies of eternaltransform
trapped foraninstant of thisonlynow Whoarethey?
to dart&blow asif toknow .........
that pitchblack is brighter Better
thananyself. silentbeing.
Let escape all stardustspark
imprisoned toolong inmy dungeon'scell. Tank
Release lifedeath toend asneeded Fishtank something to thinkabout
& an ecosystem selfcontained
beginasbegun as reality's swell. oxygenappearing from plasticplants
light form fluorescentbanks.
FishFowl
Free beforecaught Divinesource providingfood.
killed&consumed. Divineforce filteringfeces.
A tourdeforce of truth of course
Tobe fish inaworld so farfrom reality.
in transform.
....... Smashinglass lettingloose mass
Fenced before of life imprisoned withinunliving.
killed&consumed. Losing gill embracinglung
joiningbreath of reality'sforgiving.
Tobe fowl
neverformed. EmptiedEyes
........... A vagrantglance with emptiedeyes
A figment of our unseeingall that lesselfspies.
imagination Nature'sroadlined withgoldengrass
or awaiting spring'scoronation to pass.
lesself as shellfish
tobe consumed as leisure. Behindallgold coneladenpine
newgrowth as lightgreen candletime
PokerTraining for pollenbreeze to waift&tease
Don't takeyourself tooseriously less elite oak&poplartrees.
whenyou leavethetable.
The oddswon'tchange atall A gentletrance withoutmy whys
but maybe somefresh alcohol. ofall thatchallenges&defies.
Unreasonedbeing beyond self'smass
Once your chips areinthepot teaching nolesson toall whopass.
they're notyours anylonger.
Sunkmoney astheprofessionals say Random
the stuff of anyother'splay. Nonrationalbeing
beingwhole as
Thehorror of gambling&winning equalto
isthenotion that justicewaserved lessthan
&the servingsize was perfect. &
waymorethan
Thehorror of gambling&losing sumsofany randomparts
isthefeeling ofbeing unnerved where eachpart is whole
&the unwonprize a disconnect &eachwhole a part.
between mytruth
& We'veAll
youreality. We'veall negotiated a pleabargain
&arecontinuallydoing
communityservice.
MoreValuable
Morevaluable that goldorsilver Selfdefense they'llargue
than brainbendingdrugs selfdefense they'llplead
or passionatesex. when broughtojustice by reality
in a courtroom of transcendence
Yesindeed evenmorevaluable separatingeach fromtheall
thanlove. partswholes from transform's
imminence.
Theprecious
being lessreal than goldorsilver Then a juryofmypeers
is easytodefend willfindmeguilty of guarding
becauseothers don'twant it thatwhichis tome&mealone
butwill destroy it if&when morevaluable even
causingconflict thanlove
with theirprecious. butbecoming in possession
toomuch tobear.
Drunk
Self&cell Soitgoes a kingwithoutclothes
waitingonbell truthdrowning in reality.
ineachlibrary
&eachlab. Fridaynightagainagain
then SundaySunday sobering.
Then Fridaypastfive A clearingofheads
passions revive still barelyawareof
offtotavern to imbibe. powerof pharma'sgrip
forgetting (chance?choice?)
Selfblinded by druggedmatter their druginduced dreamory
cellsuit a swollenbladder thinkers worshipping
reasonbecoming crimescenespatter their dualisticdeity.
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Protected AshenBeing
Shieldedbyfaith Yournova beyond neverending.
shadowing salvation'sface.
Your ashenbeing beyond my blinkingseeing.
Sapienhiding in sacredplace
neverefeeling Wunwindshower No blackhole neverhavingbeen allthatbig.
neverseeing dawndusksplendor
neverfeastingon banquetofother. Just your lovingembrace
beyond dimming lifedeath race.
Amnesiac
Amnesiac lesself Surely this is lesself'sgrace.
burningineach thisnow
leaving no ash Surely this is my facelessface.
only water&gas.
Needing
Amnesiac lesself Needing eachother
no lifeline to resist to helpmebe
lifedeath's terribletransform knowingtowell
terrifying to eachonly thedepths of self'sea
tragic to eachlonely being sindeath
tranquil to loveaslover. &
devil'spower.
Faith&Love
Faith&Love facetoface Needinganyother
between muteheadstones to breakmefree
&children's laughingtones tobecome lesself
from playground nearcemetery as lifedeath'sfee
behind venerablechurch. tobe thisnow
intransform's sea
Love askingFaith "Why doallhumans die?" with eternity'svow
Faith answering "Torise in eternalperfection." of nomemory.
Faith askingLove "Why do the childrencry?" SocialMist
Love answering "Because youofferthem hope." Living in fogofpassion
socialmist of orgasms shrouded
God constrained by sun'sreasoning&ration'sbite
I'm shark. dampingfirewroks of eachgoodnight.
I'm orca.
I'm bluewhale. Livinglie of civility
I'm clownfish dressed in straightjacket of nobility
amonganemones. boundbyconcepts&language'swish
firebornsapiens in sexlessanguish
Allallive as water knowingtoowell ouroots in hell
containedwithin &how our impassionedsecretions swell.
my wordsuit.
Tick
I amtick parasiteofallbeing Usingbow of hisjazzviolin
suckinglife'sblood from life'sblood hemashes myhead
tillmyworld is anemic&I amswelled tillitspills blurredphotos
wellbeyond mycapacity. &a shineybox fullofhope.
Then I hit the taverns&dancehalls Throwingthebox intothefire
drunkon self&alcoholfumes itburns like wetpine
causingme tolose mygrip. crackling&popping
liningchimney with goldengoo.
Falling frommydream rollingonto dancefloor
beingbloated but insignificant Scrapingoff somegoo
whenunattached to allbeing. rubbingitonto his bowhairs
I don'tlastlong before a mad dancer the bandleader beginstoplay
filledwith liquorofother a songneverwritten
squashesme. inan unfathomedkey
with rhythm of heaven'spheres
I explode spewinglife'sblood &melody of love.
onto blood'slife.
Thus I a singlegorgedtick
Dancestopping. becoming gracenotes
in bluesjazzbeing
Bandleader scoopingmyhead beyond suckoflife
&burstbody fromfloor &lifeofblood.
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Lastweek's meltedsnow Rootdam in tirerut Fallen&unfallen
joiningwiththisweek's rainfall holdingback snowmeltrunoff somefloating somereflected
as rushingstreamflow. building mudbankpond. none green&growing.
Tireruts walledwithmud. Lastweek's tirerutice
Sinkingdeep in frosthawsoil. now evenmoreslippery
No safeplace towalk. having thawedtomud.
Onebank linedwithmoss Shadow movingstill Whitecollarhunter
its oppositebank mossclear. aswith my lesswant lesswill gingham apron gatherer
Blamingslope dawnsun. as I praise myself. modernsapiens.
Diverted.Speeding. Thinkingless of sex
Blocked. Splashingto whitebubbling. agingself wanderingstill
Stream neverceasing. compared to lasthen.
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Wind&Gravity
Wind&gravity vyingforsupremacy Yourpush needsfall tobecome profound
overocean cliff bird &me. only whenmypull bringhim toground.
...................... Andall yourbeing wouldscatter tospace
I movewater constantly without mymassive form&face.
inwave whitecaps smash&spray. Soblow asyoumay withinmydominion
but be atpeace withyour humbleplace.
But alwaysback tomy levelap ...................................
evenafter cloudrise youreign shallfall. Wind chagrined brokeitsheart thatday
his laughingbreath finallydyingaway
I wearock to endlessand untilearth wasreminded by sun's primalpower
&blow mysand to endlesshore. that tethered onleash allelse oughtcower
Yoursand rimsleveled your shorelinedbeveled as her ray's causeair torise enmasse
risingonly ingusts of yourweak puerilethrust. reminding earth'smass who'struly boss
of pull&push&heat&cold
I liftbirds wellabove allcliffs &all of wind&gravities hold
&onabove cloudmountainpeak. whileshakingsea to tsunamiheight
&spinningair to tornadicblight
Butneverbeyond my gentlyhold tillall the lesserpowers cease
though yourbreath supports all feathered&bold. &bothblow&mass
canlive in peace.
Whatofhim holdingrock as kin
against my steadypush?
MountainDrive - II
Drivingflat till rollinghills Thentheroad begantorise
being river'start in shallowrills withsights unknow to groundedeyes
whilefacingmountain's muteuprising as pinelinemorphed to toothpickgarnish
injourney of sensualsurprising. ridgepeakbecoming cloud'sgreenharness.
Approachingvalley of shadowlife Heavenbecoming valleyriver's reflection
a plateletflowing toward mystrife mountainsbecoming corporealconnection
a familyunwound a woundedove betweenflow of bloodto organ&cell
slowlyseeping its life&love. &glow of transform's timelessgel
Butfirst myself must disappear thatbinds thelife of each&all
deepinvallley without a fear healingwounds from everyfall.
that outwardforce ofmy speedingself Mountain snow becomingspringflood
couldslipthepath &slideover theshelf with life renewing as blushingbud.
...................
self losingrip of gravity'shand Thus my journeyhome willend
flyingfromcurve tofloat thenland hands heldtoclot my seepinglove.
onrocks ofriver carving a V A familyrewound takingtotheair
eroding eachyou whileflushing allme. over mountainvalley's fertilefields
..................................... as valleydove so fair.
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But courageisthere to letallcourage go Asif stream'sfalling
fallingtoriver &into itsflow couldmute my plaintivecalling
with strengthofweakness of allthefaithless for continuedpeace.
returningtofamily partlyfaceless.
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FallClouds
Sunmoon's unreflectingswoon refillinglake after summerbake
gray masteringday being proofpositive of autumn'stemerity
fallfog becomingall. with tilt combiningwithcondensation
creating a bright freshgoddess of sight.
Poplarsreddening
evergreensdeadening Sightedselfshrinking withlessun's hotblinking
hickory'sleaflets fallingletting fall'sfestival delighting witheach wavelength winking
light at modest forestheight with redorangegreen peeking reviving light'sbeing
with magicbright in time of hide&seek.
from somelingering
summersmile. Thus whatcouldbe sad
becoming gaudyglad
Gray holdingsway during this dimseason's
whilesweeping acrosswater flamboyantclad.
with southwest wettewind
FierceFear Passion
Faith isfor allfaithless Yousay passion isa dopaminerush
fearing thisnow so fiercely turning oureasoningbrain tomush
flyingintothought lackingmagic of serotonin
at firsthint of leavingus lovesick allration a din.
emptiness.
Then thatriver running loud&wild
I Don't untilmeeting leveland beginingflowingmild
I don'thaveto as oxytocin bonds mystream
bouncetheball. with allotherlovers in livingdream.
True.
Dribbling is a madeup rule. Cursed
Trueagain. Mylife hasbeencursed
Absolutelyarbitrary. by neverhavinghad
So if I want to carrytheball I can. a personaltragedy.
There'snothing unnatural there.
Nothing sacrosanct. Theycarryit in football. Walking amongtheliving
And rollit in bowling. withoutknowing death.
And hit it in baseball&tennis&golf. Walking ina worldofpain
Exactly. So I choose to carrytheball whilewalking inmyhead.
instead of bouncingit.
Fine. And whatwillyou Living inaworld of semisweet
call yourgame? when othersknowtoowell thefeel of groundmeat
And withwhom willyouplay? BBQing over charcoalembers
knowingdearly theirself&familymembers
Moron fromthestink oftheir searingflesh.
Watching ox
chasingmoron Nochance to fakewise noway to empathize
asif when lookinginto their worldwearyeyes
chasingmoon separating me
in mudpuddles. fromthem.
Evenifthemoron OneHand
mountedtheox Onehandclapping being senselessymphony
howfar couldtheytravel of notimebetween stringstruck nervesdealt
before formidableroadblocks nospacebetween noteblown airfelt
of allbeing singlehand in eternalglove
I's witnessing paradox of thisnow's thisnow in emptiedlove.
withone seeingswans
theother KillFaith
peacocks? Theysay words cankillfaith.
Butwords are faith&illusionboth
Chooseyourcolors carefully &whenwords cometomurder faith
before makingyour finalplea illusion willcometo therescue
of innocence inthe thirdegree shroudingreality fromthe
tothe unjudgingface of reality. deadlydeed.
UnKnowingHeaven
How will I know whenheaven isathand? thinkingeach pauseintherhythm is the end
Whenwinners&losers partytothesameband. jumpingcenterstage with tearysmile havingbowed.
Whenteams becometeam. Whensport becomes art
drivenbythewhole¬bythepart. But musicontinuing treatingtears asmend
healingstiches soclean they'll neveroffend
Whenopponentsoppose as tricepstobiceps anatom or galaxy wildlyspinning
onlytogether yielding fullrangeofmotion. withoutmemory of loss or conceptofwinning.
When unstoppablesea immoveableshore
eachtogether conspire tosculpt waverockocean. Whenasked byreporter "Whycelebrate defeat?"
......................................... myanswer camelovingly a trainedspontaneity
It taketwo totango three'snever a crowd "Ourgame is longone. Themusic is sweet.
till oneofthedancers becomeseparate&proud Stop countingup points comedance to ourbeat."
Forest
Forest toostill for flyingthought Even fallacorns mulched pincushiondeep
&waytooslow for fleeingfeet can neverfullfill theirdestiny
feelingsrooted in archaichistory for as yousow soshall you reap
hidden underdecaying leaflittersheet. sewnshut fullshadowed they'll neverbefree.
Forest seen inablink of aneye Insummersogreen eachcrown soround
seventyfleetyears inmycellsuit denying but inwinter dyinglimbs protrude
imperceptiblelife ofself numbedbyme halfbark halfbite hardlyholding
notseeing deadself&lessselfundying. against brutewinter'swinds sorude.
Sharing gracedspace with speciesmingling In onesweetglance each brokenbranch
root&crown lovinglyintertwined fallscrashing throughbrethren to brownleafground
seasonlessrhythms of color&light joiningmutekin in scragglynest
speakingofseasons perfectlycombined. for squirrels snakes &alltherest.
Talltheygrow &mostlystraight Decayexposed by leaflessdisplay
but boundby physic's timelessforces nakedwinter strippingnaked both bark&branch.
reachingforsun bowingtoshade A firstgrader's stickdawing of stiltedbeing
beingmoved bynature's unknowingsources. seeingrowth&breath withdeath ascold
whilejudgingjudge theircreator god
Old loggingroad an oakbranch magnet judgingplan innocently as slipshodjob.
hidingslash seenonly by birdofprey.
Forestcanopystitched by growthbeneath Somuch transformation within leafdecay
protectingsoil from incessantsun's ray. nakedwinterstripped bothbark&branch
an ancient's linedrawing of nature'schild
Scorchedearth starting an evenrace seeingrowth&breath as empty&bold
rocketgreengrowth beingsurestbet unjudgingephemeral eternalall
clusteredpines sharing conebranchspace as perfectlyunplanned thisnow's risefall.
poisoningoaks with dullneedlesweat.
**D-Cup** **Difference**
How doyouchange a The differencebetween
doubleDcup woman into sittinginmeditation
an Africanplains animal? &
sittingonthecrapper
Wait until she's eightmonths is
pregnant. from whichend theshit
Then she'llbe a is
Zbra. beingexpelled.
JustSit Richness
So you sit&watch Reading beingtheway of sorrow.
as allothers suffer? Trees speakingbest whileliving.
Dyes beingperfect before the pen.
No. Justsit.
Self wanderinginlanguage
So you'reblind lostinrichness of emptycalories.
to other'suffering?
TheUsual
No. Justbreathe. Entering tavern
"I'llhave myusual."
So youwill not tohelp
undodamage of doing? Bartender
knowing eachpatron's "usual"
I justsit. howeverbizarre alwaysunique
evenwhen again&again
Soyou'll "justsit" BudLight.
committing the ............
sinofommission? Abide inallusual
&eachexception
Noyou. Nowill. most tooclose tosee
No ommission. Nosin. always tooclose tocall.
Justsitting. Justbreathing.
MyBeauty
Preference The terrorofbeauty
I prefer todo eachthing entirely its sadness
unlikemydog retrieving isthat eachglimpse
beingseduced I glimmered
by vagrantoder. can neverbeshared
withyou byme.
Yet preference is judgment
neverentirely at one Backingaway I canwarnyou.
with decision. Staring whilechoked withwords
I'mspeechless.
Never farbeyond
next waiftedsensing. Embracing I'm mute
fading
Passion gone.
Iflove skips lewd
within passion'sprison Faithful
thensex becomesSatan Untrainedpet
with selfsuffering itsfall. notknowing it'smaster's noise
stumbles toplease
If love canwalklucid receivingswitch
throughpassion'spall as lovingstroke.
thensex canbesacred
&touch canbeall.
HumblePride
Learning our language. chlorophyll+elements
Makingsense of being'sblur combining as food.
intowhich weareborn
& Coevolution as cause&effect on an hallucinogenic trip.
borneby. GMO's creatingChimera's
fishgenes in strawberries makingthem frostresistant
Nopride atmybeginning VitaminA in rice helpingpreventblindness
unknowing itas beginning. bananas creatingantibiotics.
Crawling
beforewalking. CPR as ConserveProtectRestore EcoAdam&EcoEve
Adam eatingsun breathing forestocean
My linguisticpallete pumping cycleuponcycle in preciserandomness
transforming needing lovingheart tocreate healthylung.
nonsense into nouns
swirlingwhirling into verbs Earth a misnomer conferred on waterplanet
piecesofthis into sentences by minoritydwellers.
chunksofthat into paragraphs.
Pathologyofconsumerism trained touse brained tobruise
Rulesemerging great&wild thatwhich it bludgeons withwant.
a stampede of transformation
corraledbysemantics Nematodes defining lifeonearth
brokenbygrammar being 80% ofall.
thenridden halfspeed asif
beingfurious nothing itself. Forest's succulentendrils of transformation cycling
liquidlifedeath through crown&ground
Shackledbyliberation of vocabulary dwindling dwindling dwindling.
Adama&hava
Hebrewfor earthsoil&living Science watching a chessmatch twosquares atatime
Christian as Adam&Eve. watching soundwavepressures asif
listening to a Beethovensymphony
Oikos. Greekforhome. watching basketballgame from secondrow
Americanized as eco. through highpowered binoculars.
Earthwaterairfire ancientelements. Sapiens loquacious voracious hominids conferring wisdom
Solidliquidgasenergy to modernscience. ontheir pridedrunk selves.
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Ecopsychology acknowledging ourhome. Child listening learning speaking
Adam&Eve being complex&moody. thenbecoming deaf&wise atonce
therefore speakinglouder&louder.
Emergentproperties
hydrogenoxygen becoming water Pollyanna playingwith Pandora
malefemale creatingfamily tapingboxshut withself's mostfragile filament.
FishHead
Fishead flowingabove its spine Noawe that deadeyed gapingjaw
downroilingriver of GodFatherTime sinkinginto abyss ofthe intellectualflaw.
displaying imminenceofdecay GodOfWord&Time sofar fromtheway
spongewhite raggedflesh wormingaway. mouthing metronomicdogma in tooloud silentsay.
GodFather EarthMother in give&take Whypromise inpassing pulse&flow
taking&giving for goodnessake thatmydrama alone willgrow&grow
but nevermore than a few ticks&tocks whenTime willpass mycarcass tosea
neverlessthan a fewhardknocks. withsea becoming thefaceofme?
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Fishead's gapingjaw an emptyeyed bobber Graceless Godless timeless faceless
asif tolure death'seminence withits droolingslober havingbecome theonly kindness.
flowingwithriver to oceanwave&sink Emptyhead bonedry soakingintransform
rottingasfaith water unfitodrink. not tryingtowithstand eachgyre'storm.
WeAll
Weallsee &seeing's notnearlyenough. tofind ourpath to watercourse
Weallhear &hearing's notnearlyenough. welltrodden byevery riderlesshorse
Wealltastesmell &tastesmelling's notnearlyenough. tofind life'sflow &atbest endorse
Weallfeel bothcell&psyche &feeling's notnearlyenough. its liquidsilence withoutremorse.
Weall(dearbeing forgiveus)know &know allthereis toknow
&knowing'snevernearlyenough With senselessensing&noncognition
to letusleave our lifeofstuff unknowingrace &sin'sremission
&live our truestnature. becomingeternity's benediction
in lesself'silence&greed'scontrition.
Wepreach&teach&speak somuch
a cloudofdust definingourtrail. Havingfinallyfound unholyfont
Binded&deafened we dragourflesh havingfinallyfound transform'source
tillparched&dried we finallytfail to senselessensing nevermorewont
being choicelessneed&lesself'sforce.
Sapien'sWhoThink Puzzling
There aresapiens whothink Rationalist
the moonwalk wasbogus spillingout puzzlepieces
the holocaust neverhappened startingwithborder
gods arenecessary connecting likeswithlikes
9-11 was the apocylypse until entirepicture is clear.
evolution's a theory
TheGod is necessary Enlightened
globalwarming's an agenda beingpicture on puzzlebox
eachsunrise is fake eachpiece &process &puzzler.
everychild'smile is insincere.
Because
PastFull Because thatdog isbeaten twiceaweek
Mymoon isdays pastfull &fed abouthesame
&itscoudy anyway I judge hisexistence as despair
yet thatree's springswaying butfor thesecurity of his filthykennel
in earlyfallplay. those occasionalmeals
&someattention
Iknow thatsong howeverheartless.
I'vesung thatsong
withoutmusic withoutwords Judgenot.
withonly season'swayingtrees Not lestyou bejudged
&nightbright wingingbirds. (though weall willbejudged
&judgedharshly by eachother)
Birdsofnotime nospace noplace butbecause thathound is lesselfish
singingsilent fallspringchorus thanme or you
of season'sunsung &seasonlessbeing &is suffering ourbeing through hiscondition
beingmoons&Junes without thesin of selfconsciousness.
&matingloons
unknowing fruitless fragilelifedeath FellowFeeling
of hardybeing's finalbreath. Lavendarclover&QueenAnne'slace
each&all as longstemmed trace
Fallspringconfusion in utterclarity clippedshort forshow now dryinglaid
clouldlight moondark starkimpression shearedevidence of gardener'sblade.
of lesselfsinging as ethereal lark
being fallswayspring as treebirds sing Fellowfeeling for meadowbaring?
of neitheright norwrong Sapiensense for meadowsquaring?
tohauntperfection with bits&pieces Foresakenfeel for wildlifedaring
of notime where even perfectlove ceases onthisdawn of sunriseglaring
amazing one&all&only. lackingshadow dew or flaring.
FogOfSelf FunFact
Evaporating from seaofall Lostin archofball thenbounce
bytransform's playfulheat then myperfect swing&hit
condensinginto fogofself whileothers lessloving
withwill&desire replete. standinsilentawe.
Cloudedself as cloudedsky Askedofvictory novictoryknown
caughtinmist of who&why onlytheplay with otherme
seekingother to cling&fall untilbothofus are allasone
as softspringrain or summersquall.
Nopossible selfeffacement
Atlast as river'swaterfall fromself lost intheact
asmist asrainbow's seaofall justhisfact of fun&done
nocycling in transform's changeofpace &lesself's sweetoblivion.
justlesself asif another'sface.
ManyHeavens
Atlast as river'swaterfall Thereare asmanyheavens
asmist asrainbow's seaofall as mybeing seefit tosee
fallingfree a lessonforme &justasmany hells
reformed aspooling bylove'sgravity. whenmysenses can'tbreakfree
ofwhat I think I saw&felt
whiletrapped in memory.
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Throwing kingsizedsheet Throwing tothenorth Sunbreeze sheetpin four
over clothesline. Tryingto smootheredinsail. Tryingto singleforce billowingfun
pin blindingspringsun. pin springbreeze itself. withpinner justone.
Keeplookingforward Squeezing woodclothespin
justenough soyoudon't her tancottonblouse falling
walkinto a wall. drapingonmyarm.
Makinglove's sledtrain. Smallgirl on bigbike Springsun summerheat
Babieswatchinig from mom'sarms. pedaling narrowstoneroad both dogwoods&azaleas
Kids dodgingdoglicks. through winterdusktrees. goingunnoticed.
Scooping tablechange. Bare wintergarden
Grabbing my watch&wallet. glimpsedthrough kitchenwindowfrost
Pennyappearing. whilewashingdishes.
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TheHorseWhisperer
(A movie.)
ThereWasTrueSuffering hearorwhisper anything inthedin
Hearinghorse whisperitspain of the celloconcerto ofthier falselove
echoing all equinehistory &of theirown truesin?
&joylessfeel of whisperedlife
wherelife wasonce a shout. Let thetalkofme staycaged
in steelbrickcanyons &venalcanons
Hearinghorsewhisperer hearingherpain with plateglassfascades
echoingallhistory of wholeseeing mirroring without ripple of river'sflow
&herlostlimb all tooperfect reflections of narcissistbird
&her lostlove batteringlass to matewithself
of humanflesh &beast'spurebeing. or slaughtersame
in headlong headstrong
Whispersechoing through endless miles longing&loathing.
between steelcanyon&brickvalley
&mountains birthing Use belovedwhore or hoaryhand
both iron&clay. torelease herheart from body'sbondage
Whispersechoing through endlessthought toinstinct primeval&sure.
betweeneach canon of judgment &venalact
tomemory birthing all self&decay. Cleansebody of lie'sfuture for loveofnow.
Cleanseself of lovepast &allpastlives
Healinghappening with heart embracingsin for eternalovelife
withpain as breakfastlunch&dinner of sufferinglived&letgo
for self starved by silenteyes&silentlies toembrace other as I
whispered selftoself &echoedthrough movingbowels of memory
the emptiness of lostlimb &lostlove. tofertilize garden of fornever.
Whisperedinbreath of thatlife Shouts of leg&heart madewhole
&thisdeath can'tbelost to cock'sproudcrow
of thatdeath whenevenwisp orwhisper is sensed
&thislife beingmemory drugfree
dismembered freedfrom headtail history's
remembered toohumancontrivance
ineachdream freetoforget body'sduty
&dreadfulstep. oncebowels havemoved
&passion'sflood spilled.
He whisperedsilence aswind whisperedpatience
withtalk of rightwrong never weightingtable Once bitten&chewed
oftheirfamily of simple good&plenty. it mustbe swallowedorspit.
Healinghappearing Onceswallowed onemust digest&excrete
withoutwhisper or shout forfailing thatfinale liferemains incomplete.
undone in notime
of mountain's nospace Let that lesself whoheals horses&her
&perfectemptiness behealed oftalk ofself&her
of love'sweetgrace. unheardof around thetableofnow
................... filledwithsimple good&plenty.
Atlast ...............................
fiveleggedphoenix arising Whowouldsully thehealing
with horserider of gracebeyond self
as whispering one. with selfneverening
...................... inbodyofpassion?
AndThereWasFalseSuffering Whowouldsuffer eachselfish
Butwhat ofthose whosufferonly in longingindifference
wind oftheirown flatulence withself endingalways
hearingonly whisper of undigestedexperience in emptiness of hushedpatience?
whose excrement is impacted by adolescentangst?
Healing havinghappened without whisperorshout
Howcanone hearingthathorse whisper nondone in notime &mountain's nospace
or whispertothathorse &perfect emptiness of love'sweetgrace.
WhyLifeDeath
Why lifedeath within a soserious condtender for master of
stillbeing of each&all? our still&flow of notie joplace no thing?
Forthe funof it. Forthe oneof it.
For purejoy of birthgrowthdevelopment. For transform's magicmirror
For sweetsorrow of diminution dissolution death. reflecting all¬hing
For blessedsymmetry of sense&senslessness. elevatedbyration toitsown reality
For simplepriviledge of watchingeachthisnow as ration ratesreality as wanting
becoming eternaltransform. whilefacing our laughtin&dancing.
But howcantherebe a changingform of self
perceivedpermanenent as beingwithinbeing
MathMemoryGravity
What'smath in Heaven'sHolyKingdom? Gravity notbeing poweratall
Is twosouls beingten betterthaneach beingfive? but a forgetting of Eden &our pitylessfall.
If bothlovers neverwere istheirlove stillalive? Gravitybeing myrestraint overme
If eachlove'self was alwaysablur themore I reach theless I touch.
wastheirlove ever eternal&pure? Gravitybeing lackofmomentum
Is twoasone saintlyvenal themore I slow themore I rush
as oneasall is sinfullyvernal?
throughlife splitinmemory atone inreality
Maththought makingself its singularity withoutmass or attraction noaction atadistance.
then subtractingsame in love'sHolyName Withnospace totravel nomovement nofuss
multiplyingwithinmarriage withoutmarriagetoo simply empty&still with lesselfish resistance
dividingwholefamilies withno whatodo. whereforgetting is a feasting of selfsetfree
love inverselyproportional to memory.
Rollon inyouroles. Eat wagontrain hardtack ........................................
whilechoking ondust of yourjourney ofdoubt. Scientistworking alonethatnight
Be togetherapart becoming asifone decidingourworld is pieces&bits.
onlywheattacked fromwithin fromwithout. Hisfamily finallycallinghim todinner
he realizing then heahadlost hiswits.
Then circlingwagons allforone makingsense
a unityonly as fencepost tofence. Duringtheirmeal sharingacts oftheirday
Afterattack strung as abacusweeds forgettingallwork athisdesk inhislab.
subtractingdispersing as windlifting lightseeds. Neverdid "oneorthemany" passclockwise
.................................................. family gettingalongfine withmere giftofgab.
Iscookie crumblingorintact itstruestnature
of flourmilksugar&spice? Howdidwereach such a weirdworldview
WasNewtonright stating "eachattractsother" by bitingoffbits waytoolittle tochew?
when "wholes splitbyself" soundsright but not nice? Undigested excreting diarrhealikeslime
ourbody stillhungering for rhythm&rhyme.
Not "Howcan lovemend originalsin?"
but "Howdid sinbreak from primordialbliss?" Reasonwithrighteousness factswithoutfancy
Perhapspower of memory makingyou makingme a dietofrectitude forall stifflipped&formal.
with awarenessinnow ourlast finalkiss? World filledwithother instead of ourbrother
consuming a diet fundamentally abnormal.
Massattractingmass lessbyforce thanbyself
sameself thatshattered our orininalbind Whenwhole ispart &partiswhole
leavingusliving withfact as brainfist memory&math becomingtoys forourchild
as stonecoldselfves of empiricist aswelive farbeyond illusionsofgrandeur
willingmolecules to a life of stringent obeisance playingingarden of trainedself grownwild.
willingmolecules toadeath of misread blueprints.
World withoutmass nogravity noforce
Creating a universe from necktoscalp no pushfordominion no powertobe.
a kick inthe groin myonlysalvation. World withoutpieces nothingtobuild
Remembering whatwasnever dismembered transform'sgyre in fullforce
sendingspirit tosky &sin todomination. life gravityfree.
WhatPrayer? Practice
Whatprayer To practiceforthis
ifprayer beprayer orto practice tothatend
canbestartled istofly in perfection's
bysongbird's shrill? dearface.
Bird landingclose Whypractice tobecome
as silent asmysit what I amnot
thensinging when practiceitself
ourbeing's sweetsong? is love'sfinestlace.
Beginnings OurUniverse
Beginningsendings Expanding? Fromwhat?
don'tbotherme muchanymore Intowhat?
building a fire
brewingboth. Me wanderinginthought
will surelymeet myself
Calendarday lunarmonth inagyre of unreasonable
meaningasmuchas transform.
candle light moth.
Transform being all¬hing
WhenWords is endlessnow
Whenwords stop healingcanbegin likefragrance
reality'srhythm cansuture ravagedself inafloristshop.
lovesmelody cansalve separation's sin.
Anyway allthingsdistant
Whenwords stop each babblingbrook are obeyingravity
makes the mostelegant argument asdoes selfconsciousentience
birdflight ptoves agelesstheorems obeyinglesseparation whilebegging
drunkenslander becomesepiphany toflyfree.
&eachraindrop
is wisdom'slittany. Yet outoftime&eachmoment
all withoutdefense iscollapsing into a singularity
InMyYouth tooawesome to utter
Forgettinig or letting go? toobvious tobe noted
toostill tobe seenorheard
Inmy youth tooempty tobeknown.
I triedto notforget
for knowledge is important MountainDrive - 1
to my growingself. Drivingflat till rollinghills
&river'start in shallowrills
Now I practice letting go becoming mountain's prouduprising
ofall I think I remembered &journey of transformsurprising.
toknow
&somuch ofwhat Approachlingvalley of shadowoflife
I'veforgotten. becoming seedofall
growingincrack as transform'sfact
Perhaps someday toflower uponearth's sternprojection.
Icanforget letting
knowing Snugglingfirmly within granite'sprotection
forgetting with sunsucking branch &earthentwined root
&live in emptiedperfection. being greenabove &graspbelow
&gasp ascells begintosew
forest'sdelight to mineralmight
WithOut in a mutualistic momentoflove.
Warpwithoutweft
asif brainknowingbet Nooneshouldbe soharsh yetsofair
whatitneeds forself's as pineonstone livingtogether withcare
privatequest for mountain&valley river&me
tohide fromreality's stooped bristlingwithpine asif on oneknee.
indifference. ...................................
Me becomingrock&pine&root
Strands of self &river'sflow&eachfreshshoot
neverin shortsupply bindinglife of breathing&breadth
wherewill wouldshred in undyinglife of lifewithindeath.
transform'sfabric.
**FlashCards** **Muffled**
"Mom wherearethe flashcards My ears mustbemuffled
formyHistorytest?" whengrass is so tossled
astoneed a motorspunblade.
"Howmanytimes have I toldyou
they'renot 'flashcards' Myheart mustbehustled
thathey're 'karmic enhancers' whenlawn is sobustled
legitimized by neuroscientific research astoneed inthisheat tobeflayed.
into brainplasticity&ability tocreate
new 'hardwired' networks?" Mywill mustberuffled
whenweeds getsopuffled
"Comeon Mom justadmit astoneed tobemade tobestaid.
you 'forgot' whereyou put them
afterourlast 'metapractice' session." So I wadeintoglade of nature soplayed
badingme to boldlyinvade
slicingshort earth's greenserenade.
RevolutionBivouac
Dawn beingherglow in homespundress forevertobe enfolded
lookingmorethan risingsun heavensent forevertobe enraptured
hanging temptingloose whilestooping toleave forevertobe lost in lives unrhymed
stretchedcanvas of tootautent. alwaysfeeling rhythm
alwayshearing hymn
Facedown herbreasts beingpenduli of guiltlesscaress&neverless
of age&now&timelessness. than yes&yes&onceagainyes.
Faceup hersmile mypromisedland
of youthofthen&playfullness. Foldsofherskirt beingyears oftheirlives
lived between ourshared dreamoflove.
Playingrole of colonialdays Whenthenthat&nowthisnow
of timeofself determinedtobe. dream&here&dream&how
Raisingherhead facingorangesun above streamingurgling thierselfishvow.
glowingbeyond thisland thatsea
flowingbeyond herglance atme Skirtunfolding layerbylayer
separated fromhome family &sin. toherfolds&folded&foldingperfume.
Petalbypetal toher mostlushlife
Shesaid shewould with glowinglance unfolding layering towarmthofherwomb.
thentwo playingame to carnalhilt
forgettingspace&time&place Skirt billowingback as thighsarose
becomingpassion's guiltlesslilt. withpromise of primal tidalpoolmoisture.
Sweetestheart of womanhood becomingexposed
Asking whichway todraw dawnwater with pulseoflife beginninganew.
beingeachperfect Americandaughter
ready&willing to embracerevolt Their unfoldingoflove&sex setfree
boldagainst propriety's moral deadbolt. licentioushearts in libertinebeating
enfolding headheart&thrustofme
Walkingdawn with leashof locks historiesmade intheir fleshboundmeeting.
unlockinglight with her goddesslook.
Her flashingeyes flyinging as starlingflocks Gurglingstreamasking graspingpassion
across Elysianfields insearch ofbrook. flowingfree for eachmoment's foreverness.
Her slimfullhips in rhythmicsway Guglingstreamirroring gaspingpassion
makingme a lamb toher shepherd'scrook. in whitewaterfroth of flowofforneverness.
Me beingdiviner of dreamingincarnate Gurglingstream washing their telltaildamp
leadingtostream of gurglingforever then washingtheirfeet in childlike afterglow.
to twoplankbridge two sittingasone Dippingclearwater strollingback tocamp
eachplaying a role of neverforever neveragainstarved for passion'sthroe.
Vase ShortLived
Only vasedflower So shortlived oursharing
wouldcount eachour springbright ingleam
eachminute eachmoment to
asif GoodFridayafternoon summersight in green.
much toolate or waytoosoon
tolament its separationfrom First toflower first tofade
what wasonce its elementalnorm proudinMarch lostinshade
as leafstemrootsoil of Aprilcloudshowering
as cloudrain capillaryvein of May's treestowering
now cutstemclarity of mindovermatter before blessed mild of June.
whenmurdered forits
lifelessdesign of bloodlesspatter Rose
on bleachedwhitetablecloth of propriety Pick&press asif toconfess
with wildbeing tooseductive for sapiens.
gardens theirland cultivation theircult
of randomorder Cut&repress asif toaddress
intheface of wild irreverence civildiscord with showofforce.
willing toweather reality'storm
of muted wellrooted transform. Petal&pulp rose&pine
put to use as a differentkind
GivingWay fragrance&texture lost tothought
Warp givingway towelft gain forself being lost truth bought.
as
flatline vertical to broad pulsingripple Page flat&dry is pine'sdecry
becoming bothfabric&flameofcell oncekilled bycut &crushed bysigh.
inrhythm ofsame
myworld ofpain Rose egg pollen preserved asdeath
trying toconvinceme tranform'spassage a secondbreath
thatmemory isright for abstract nonbeing as self'sreality
lifeternal with reality'sbeing judgment'sneutrality.
sane.
Bebold sensualsapiens inloveaslove
SunToSapien smellrose below see pine above
Lightningsparked forestfire fragrancesharp needletender
until forest nomore. whilewalkingwild as nature's spendor.
Flamingwild fireplace
until ash. StillLife
Kerosenelamp's softlight Contemplatinglife
until emptied. whileating a banana.
Candle's steadyglow Bananabeing allife
until pufforblow. in thisnow.
Mybreathing steady
until Soft phallushaft
self forgetting. incisormarked
meltingagainst
WithIn roofofmouth.
Within unlabelledreality
no sentimentality Strippedpeel
evenless rationality droopingfromfingers
nohint of morality deepstriations
normality &faint crosshatching.
personality
never tobe or notobe Giraffeneck bending
anything jorethan banality. toward waterorgrass.
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With transform's eternalempty Life allife
nothingbut originality still
&vitality inconsumption
without youme. eternal
in transform.
Transform
Transform chattingwith LifeDeath: Don'tget fancyshmancy withme
bloodbrother. We bothserve at the
Youcertainlyenjoy your rollercoasteride. pleasureoflanguage.
I supposeso butsapeins makeit But somelanguage corresponds toreality
such a stutteringevent withtheir moreclosely than otherpalver.
insistence on separating life & death. Thatadvantage I must insist on.
I'msure thatakes a toll butonly intime. And I serve at yourpleasure HonorableTransform.
Youalwayswere a bit overbearing.
Areyou havingfun withme? Anyway it's Sapien's fear &
Sapiens&I are miredintime. disproportionatemphasis on death
And I'm notsimply an illusion that keepsmeawake atnight.
in Sapienbrain. Their fearofdeath fractures their lifeflow.
Noyou'renot Dear LifeDeath. You'reas Asitmust ifthey aretomaintain their ideal
substantial asany Sapienself. of self as permanent&real&eternal.
Ouch! Youreally knowhow tohurt Quite perspicacious ofyou LucidTransform.
a fellowminnion of being. I doso enjoy nonSapiensentience onceinawhile
withits elemental realityflow.
Butyou doadmit tobeinghurt by Sapienbrain's
incision separatingyour raisondetre asitwere? Becareful Insightful LifeDeath. Talkinglikethat
youmaylose yourbeing withinmy embrace.
Thesis
Mythesis is simplebutnoteasy: Stillingself elementalbeing beingwordless
Unthinkingself is GodFather beyond both logic&reason's scope
overthinkingself is GodSon beyond bothfaith&coward's hope
lettingoself is elementalbeing a noplace unknowing&unknown
being the naturaldissolution inthe notime of transform'snow
of our privatereality a nothing bothempty&perfect
withgoal of sapientraining a wholeinone with a silentvow.
being lesself's emptysensing. ................................
........................................... Trust notdoing.
Unthinkingself living before crossofself Damn your personaldrama.
cowering in defense&desire. Embrace elementalbeing.
Overthinkingself hangingon crossofself Danceflaming in stardust.
bleedingoffense as bestdefense.
Alien Evolution
There's analien to mytrueself deepinside From memoryof
livingembedded withinmy selfishpride where woollymammoths lived
an unperfectable creaturewild &how theydefended
with my self fearing itmaybe a brainchild. tohow I performed
in takedown&kill
There's an alien farfaroutside &crucially
my falseself living far&wide how my fellowhunters
beyond mycourage&strengh tostill treatedme.
&me inlovewith allof it. .........................
Fromact to feedback
Thatalien madeinseparation judgmentbyothers.
mefeeding thatbeast as reparation Frominstinct to self
mypride a weight suppressingwild innocense to separation.
mylesself beingas an unweanedchild.
Howlong mymisery causedby
Sothestory ofmysin myburgeoning selfconsciousness?
thinkingothers notmykin. Howlong mytraining until
Miredinmemory darkbylight I canstill myself
withmyselfishness denyingsight.
Nothing
Sothestory ofmysin Nothing being fertilizerofnow
thinking I'm without anykin emptyingmymemory scatteringdecomp.
boundtohome&hearth&heart Insubstance poor
yet mywretchedself ashamed&apart. intransform rich.
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Fallen redoakleaves Leaves too wet&dark SeeingChritsamtrees
surroundingarchin greenblades torustle while I takemywalk. duringmyneighborhoodwalk.
above mattedbrown. Notlong untilwinter. WatchingtheirTVs.
Brute topology Riverbircheshedding Borrowed elements Rinse dry &repeat
definingmynextdesire. bark&twiglitter yearound. beingreturned to transform becomingthebeat of my
Needingtobulldoze. Magnolia wax. thesame asreceived. humdrum existence.
Drivingherhome. Mylong shadowself Turningon decklight.
Eachyear shorter&shorter. repeatedlyrunover Watchingmidnightwinter blow
Highway straightening. by Christmastraffic. horizontalsnow. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
AutumnSpring
Terracotta thermometer facingdown daylightsaving's Samantha belowsnowhite dogwoodflowering
during dinnertimescene of autumnspringinsanity at openkennelgate ourdog empowering
saying straightfaced itwas 101&heatlaced all simplebeing tobe as she asdog
righhere onourdeck burning forehead&neck in unseasoned unreasoned love
suddensurface of earth's unforgivingsun of selflessjoy fromabove
inherworld of pant&jump&wag
while its oakshadedtwin fraternalplastickin dawnduskromp&weekendtag.
swearing it's lessthan80 though as radiantguage
itwasno greatsage havingpredicted icedawns And oh ourtrees
during 40degree nightdays of past&strange knowingwhen to letlight whentoshade
seasonlessMarchApril cold&heatmaze. whentopaint&whentofade
&when tobearto &when tobearwith
Itwas spring in complete&utterdisarray eachseason ofmy wanderingwill&flaggingfaith
with sun&wind in Marchilikeplay each initsown autumnspring confusedpace
through freshplantedtrees & wistereia vine ofwhen tobe &when tobenot
that fragrant intoxicant a nondruggingwine ofwhen toremember &when tobeforgot
ofwhen tothink &whentocare
climbing atease within warmcool duskbreeze ofeach&all&everthing
up lastsummer'sfence waifting gardeniadense I amable tobear.
across redspotted grass&clay barelygreenlawn ......................
spun by sunwind until diluted&gone. With terracotta climbing our cedarshake porchroof
ourdog'sfragrance waiftingfrom her vinedkennelfence
Ourcat findingaway havingsearched atlonglast all&eachseason being one&now
tosurvey herdomain from sidefront porchroof. withoutdoubt or thought
Independenltyfierce disappearing justasfast ofwhen orwhere
as a downherwayup willo'thewisp. orwhy orhow.
EastWest Feeling
To east Loveasdiscipline
layersofhills notfeeling.
rollingwithdawnmist. Rather a trainedablility
tokeepseparation
To west (self's illbeing)
planeoflake to a minimum.
ripplingasdawnkissed
beinglake's moistmist. Naked
Nakedamong
Thieves turkeyoak burgandy
I welcomed twothieves poplar yelloworange
intomyhouse. &
eachpine'severgreen.
One stolemyheart
hiding it inmyattic. Neithershadedtodeath
norshielded fromfall's harshbreath
Comespring&springcleaning its smallbranches
finding it returning it tokitchen in perfectsurrender.
rekidnling familialwarmth
Naked
Theother stolemy self &necessarly apartfrom
hidinfg it whoknowswhere never apart of.
it havingbeen animpediment
allthewhile. Asif a child midget or dwarf
simplysized&simplystanding
NotMe staunchamong leafholders
I can'tbe me beinghonored clinging adultlike
by suncrystalpath &each totheirprecious
snowboundtree. coatofmanycolors.
Whatself couldeserve Self'sHope
earthwaterairfire to dance Forgetting isn'tenough
forthem &themalone? tosate self'shunger.
Lesself lessundeserving Unknowing the twotrees
&neverswerving are spiderweb
from pinelined spider
pathofperfection &my
beinghonored by noone emptyglance.
during snowsleetmelt
floodinglove's They'llTry
miraculousmadness. They'll trytosellyou lifeinsurance.
They'lltellyou it'stheonlyway
GrassPatches toprovide foryourloved ones
Using grasspatches as steppingstones afteryoudie.
across snowmelt spongefield.
PayCaesar butbecareful
Watching salamander toad &albinosnake not topay Judas.
lining crystalstill fallmowedmeadow
becoming penmanshipractice What'sleft after lifedeath
for springrowth. of a singlecellsuit
isneither goldnorsilver
ThawedField &your lesself isneither
Dog headingforsnowpile cellnorsensing.
next to thawedfield
sensingscents in Investintransform
austerityofcrystalcold confident thatyour
eschewinglpregnancy stardust&fire
of grasspatches&snowmeltmud. willbecome partof each&all.
GraniteGlacier
Miledeep ice thatunmoved
scratchingitsname unmoving
in articwildereness stillness.
thinkingless of cloudplay ......................
withinits shining rills Atlast scalingmylesself
streamsofsweat inorder toreflect
fillingfootprints on movement&melt
ofits massivepast. of primordialmagma
&bright iceblock.
Humanbacteria
contaminating eachshear graniteface Stoppingtoreflect.
of its passing&passage ...................
by clawing&hanging Ohfool of soft&warm
with pickax&rope &dark innerlife
yet graniteglacier continuing howcan I stop&reflect
reflecting itsmaster inmy memory'scaves
playing millennialseason the effortlessness to become
withwe hairyones granite&glacier
rulingwhatwethink hard senseless cold&bright?
werule.
Climbingforever as softdarkfool
Groundburrowers climbingeachmoment climbingforever
buildersofsteelface climbing&climbing neverstopping myclimbing
wouldbeall until mylonelyself seesbeyondreflection
by scratchingeyesof yourpath to transform's unmovedwill
scalingyourstolidbeing &theloveofstill.
thinkingwehavebecome
SimpleWalk
Springforest minuet of light&shadow Stillceilingreen groundbase of allwill
dancing to fragrantrhythms &settingsun breeze inexorablebeat to sun'sobeisance
rising with slopingpath cascading to lowlandferns pulsingthrough threeseason's cleansingbreath
as portal to mottledmystery beyond as fragilearth'shedge against toxicdeath.
squirrel unwrapping its acorncandy
while cracklingthrough stumpstrewn leaflitter. Groundbaseballet of lithespring languidsummer
toward floridfall&winter'slanguish
Honeysucklehiding in orchestra pit transform's everunique pseudocycling
sweetness camouflaged by magnoliaspread written in senses's most flamboyantlanguage.
both besidegazebo soclose to ourway.
Bluebird swooping toitshome in thisnow
South'smajestry threeblossoms stillintact seeminglyconnecting forest'sphases withall
others beatentoground byeve's grayblackassault lightdarknotes of dartingbreeze
one ivorywhitebud where twopetals remain lightdarkdays of sun&shower
on openprayer to heaven'sdisdain. lightdarkhours of sun&moon
lightdarkseasons of transform'seternity
Last of MountainLaurel efflorescence allbeingthis in rollingpathmelody
Maytheme sungsweetly fragrancedense allbeingnow in lovingparity
baregreenow as summer'spastense blendingfragrance
thougth then throughwhen neveraskingwhence. with blendednotime
along thisimplewalk.
FourLeaves MyKarma
Fourleaves eachwithalife ofitsown Thenwhen intruding on thisnow.
&each withalife alone Cause&effect affectingmydecisions.
flippingfloating alongmyroad
whimofwind theironlyabode. Memory a blurr remembering ohsure
butnever who I am or why.
In corridorcarved for passingcars
linedwithoaktrunks &pinetreebars Reborn anew butwithaclue.
eachleaf a remnant of summerpast Transformreal but nevertrue.
eachleaf responding to midwinterblast.
Trainedfornow nevertoallow
Eachleaf alone in fleetingjoy soulspirits tobecome my memory'self.
a fourinone in wind'smadploy ........................................
adding slowdance to motoredstage Carvingturkey of cause&effect.
reading slowerpaced on a smallerpage
Howmany soulspirits can a singlebirdfeed
ourbook of llife&limb&love or shouldwe nothavekilled
of powerfulpush&powerfulshove to startwith?
&powerlessinging to powerlessforces
fourleavesfloating from unknkowingsources.
**Golf** **Circum**
Golfwasinvented A simple circumpolar scan
tomake baseballplayers reveals by meredint of circumstance
looklikeathletes. that to circumambulate MotherEarth
............. wouldnotbe circumspect.
Talkabout a round
lowerthan myage? To circumnavigate ontheotherhand
Mostofus seniors circumcising CapeOfGoodHope
havetrouble keeping a orperhaps CapeHorn
handicap lowerthan wouldminimize circumference
our percentbodyfat. ofone's circumphallic journey.
......................
There's a parfive where Not to circumscribe ourabilites
I need tohit overwater to execute a circumplanetaryflight
onmysecondshot or ourability tofund our dream &alight
ifmy teeshot didn't bounceoff yet there's circumstantialevidence
thechurchroof inthe rightdirection. thathatidea is recumbent &unbelievable
& quitefrankly inconceivable.
Then I hitoverwater
onto an elevatedgreen Yet ourjourney mustn'tbe so circuitious
if I don't ricochet myshot asto exhaust the feralfew ofus
off the medievalcastlewall framingtheadventure as a bootycall
keepingthegreen fromsliding confusion deepingsome fromcumming (sorry)
into wateryoblivion. atall.
I ususally hit the green in three.
Balls thatis.
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