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Asphalt notyetlined Each asphalt raindrop
waiting on straight&narrow ephemeralgalaxy
intellect'smarrow. in eternalsky.
Between my bentknees Catchingbass offbed Goslings&ducklings
three fourpetaled lightpurple nearsittingoose's gander waitingfor their flyingwings
two fivepetaledsuns. before leavingnest. paddlinglakesurface.
Pup boundingdownslope Twohours withoutbite
spookingducklings from bankgrass fishingon butnot inspite
into calmlagoon. of myself's desires.
Our waterfeature Havingmowed lakebank Budding to broadleaves
in constantneed of repair a singleyellow lily remindingme of summer
yet soworth thewear. stirringmemory. &myneed for shade.
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Erased
Erased allerased bysnow&blow Meadow&pond all emptyspace
singlesurface seenonly as mysticflow. lamentednow bothbeing
Erased ouroad&everypath erased.
becoming lightexpanse&frozenglow Ourhomeitself nowahome outofplace
seeming to comefrombelow brickbase basementwindows now
through whitewavewash onthisnight erased.
of questions&always neverknow. Frontyardlawndefinition
erased.
Bothparkedcars floatingfree but driveway Border of yourproperty&mine
erased. erased.
Pole backboard rim&net free but freethrowline
erased. Asif all I was &all you were
Kennelfence&doghouse free butcementslab erased
erased. bysnow&blow&mysticglow.
Twoswings oneslide free butplayground
erased. This freezingflood leveling landscape
(Wasn'there a sandbox?) deshevelingmymemory beveling pride'sbulwark
Tallweeds protruding butgarden leavingme empty&defenseless
erased. asif myveryself winter ravaged
Chainlinkfence stormetched butyard unable tofloat this singlewhitesea
erased. &bebouyed byother with lesself finallyfree.
Balloon SkyLake
Blowup balloon. Letairout. Bird is bird. Sky is sky.
Blowup balloon. Letairout. Fish is fish. Lake is lake.
Over&over until overblown Birdfish
&pop. swallowing
skylake.
WoodLand
Woodlandpulsing cleansweetmurmur DoTheMath
not the citybeat wesapien'sinure Joining largestchurch.
whileseekingprivacy fromallother Befriending thirtytwo penitents.
preventingsolitude anembrace couldconfer. Feeding onehundredfortyfour unhoused.
Self dividedby onehundredseventysix.
Woodlandawakening without a stir
to selflessbeings of feather&fur Becoming spiritstudent
sofar fromsapien's sordidsense studying tenncommandments
so oftenlost in futuretense. eightfoldpath
VishnuShivaBrahma.
Woodlandwhispering cicadawhirr Self dividedby twentyone.
dawnsunsuffusing withoutablur
light&dark great&small Quieting self with
owl&lark nothing&all. twentyminutes of stillness.
Self dividedbyall.
Don'tAsk
(Askedtoallow an ailing golfer
touse a cart.)
Rulesarearbitrary &therefore sacrosanct Flyingintheface of thepowers thatbe
ifyou can'twalkthecourse youcan't beranked knowing therebe nopower heavensent
amongthose whoaren't yourpeers beyondour reach beyond whatweteach
despitejudgment of pseudomerciful seers. elementalpower beyondconsent.
Let no actofgrace challengeour earthlywill Asked eachpetition mustbeanswered
or compassionbecomes desire'spimp. &theanswer mustalwaysbe a firm no.
Weep withfate but don'tdefythefact Felt wemust acceptallsuffering
oreach I becomes a moralgimp. acceptanceproved bybecoming theflow
Judgingjudge'swill unacceptable oftheriver of allbeing in transform'sgo
the ailingolferseeks a sanctionrare knowingeachwish as a selfishkiss
judging hisworth worth the exception that I must resisted in adamantshow
asif wechange rules whenthingsfeel unfair. permitting lesself as etherealbliss.
LineCalls WallBoard
His mathmind bitching Beingbashing whitewallboard flashing
aboutimperfection of linecalls wordlessmessage through thundercrashing
asif a perfectsystem couldturn with crescentgashing nightsky gonemad.
a flawed flesh&sweatmatch machinelike.
Rainpelt muchunsaid butfelt
In pride'sperfection eachball wouldslow in sensualmelt ofstorm illdealt
showingclearly if a line wastouched ornot. to sovereigns whohave neverknelt
Asif eachplayer becoming a machine
eachcall becoming cutdry&clean. to acknowledgeach theirfinalfreeing
from ourveil of starkunseeing
If youwish perfection tobe yourpartner beneath our unseemly cloakofself.
play yourgame against a wall
neverneeding tobear humanerror atall. WhatwouldGodchoose beyond day'shues
tobe unread byall undead
Better forebear yourpartner acrossthenet inHis vaindream of omnipotence?
whohits with heart &calls withsame
using heart'seye whileplaying with passion Then again sheetrock backdrop
using passion'spush toplay lesself'sgame. whilebuilding alife that canunite
sincebecoming eternity's secondsight
Waiting as elementalight of trainedlesself.
(Thanks T.S.Eliot
"FourQuartets".) ToDo
"I said to my soul, be still, and Beaverbusy
wait without hope notdoing anything.
for hope would be hope for the wrongthing;
wait without love, Engineerbusy
for love would be love of the wrongthing." buildingadam.
Andwait withoutfaith Honeybeebusy
forfaith wouldbe both love&hope notdoing anything.
&self
immortalized by self. Candymakerbusy
makingbonbons.
Nohope nolove nofaith nowaiting
lesself being transform's agentofchaos. Beaver&honeybee
notfearing anything.
Clinging
Clingingtoflotsam Engineer&candymaker
from afraid.
mysinkingship
or Waift&Whirr
breathingin Becomingbeing
oceanother as gardeniawaift
oceanall. as hummingbirdwhirr
as loon cry&dive
No act of faith. as purepassion's blurr
Noact atall. as eternity'sthrall
cawbird's dawnchatter
Noship. oakleaf dry&drop
No sea. leaves' silentscatter
Nosinking. seedcorn to suncrop.
No me.
Howtolove withouteverknowing
Aroused how tosufferall whilealwaysglowing
Aroused nonsapien reacting. mykiss yourbliss
yourgaze myhaze
Unfearing lifedeath's transforms mist climbingfalling
nothingtodefend bright waterspritedawn
simply steward of form. washed streamrock splashing
lapping lakebank fawn
Aroused sapien hesitating all&all in forgottenseeing
thinkingabout you&I as singularbeing.
losingself.
Brook
Lackingcertainty of self's Brook as Earthmother's song&dance
preservation waltzingthrough as meadow'strance
invoking faithope then dervishingdown as mountain'srants.
withitstepchild
fear. Brook flowing asif mother owing
tectonicduty in mindlessgoing.
Hide&Wool
A cow is nomore hide or leather And ifbychance & onlybyfate
than sapien'sfeel eachmovingplate
a sheep is wool or sweater. as evidencefor &foolproof of
all sensual as sentience
Both brutebeings living in transform &
as sin&sinless selflessness as reasonable
as beastsunbowed.
then (asnow&neverwhen)
Hide however &barewool asbrook filling mother'soceans
are each&both activesinning perhaps her cellsacs mayadmit
living as then transform'sbeing
dreaming of when beyond cellsuit'sfit.
being beastsbowed
by purpose. Camel
Camel
Tanning strippedhide if notrequired torest
makingyarn of barewool byhis owner
a secondarysinning willwork until
of seeking tobe he dropsdead.
a beltofleather
a woolensweater Overconditioned
toboth flaunt&hide youmaythink
our sapienhubris. or perfectlypenitent?
ThursdayDawnWalk
(Spring 2018.)
Dewlacedgreen above Sittingbelow honeysuckle
moist leaflitter flowerfragrance fresh to oder ofmy flesh.
no highwireact
just Yet pickedflowerfading &decaying
allbeing inaglance. as I decorate with deadlydisplaying.
Couldthatbe my stardust'sflame &finalfate
Thenwhen in or can I live&letlive as lesselfincarnate?
thisperfectnow ................................
with highwaynoise Lichen atmy leftknee
fromafar. bowed stemtassel spearingme
below a treeliving its secondlife
Rushingwater drapedinhoneysuckle
from deepgreenstill dreamory.
drowning cicada
singing Standing motionless at streamside
with springisnow addingstillness tomywandering.
&rain as how Sitting as I go becoming all I unknow.
ourforest learned ..........................
to sing. Bornas bits&pieces
given onelife tocomplete
Rich&richer mypuzzle ofbeing.
witheach passingday
thisworld withoutme Onlyborder donesofar.
in eternalplay. Perhaps inout oftime
..................... my landscape maytakeshape.
Dawn&dusk&dawnagain .....................
thisnow'swhen becoming Onepuddle nowtwo
thisnow'sthen. tirerutting regainingshape
highersun streamingdthrough.
Greenbladingseen beneath&through
dewcatching gossamerweb Dogprintcrater besidepuddle
below daiseystalks&highgrass tasseling mudrising rimming frompaw's subduction
withseeds soontobe shed mountainbuilding atmyfoot.
&certain togrow from Tinyspider exploringcrater
motherearth's womb climbing through caninepads
firstbreath finalbreath overedge&out.
allinbetween
stardust kidnapped Grassblades surroundingpuddle
by chlorophyllgreen dry mudcoated indignity
awaiting next downpour.
greenbeing motherearth'sun .......................
trapped in elementalmolecule Lostinwoods?
for me totransform to energy Hearing semitruckmoan&chainsawgroan
as stardustbecomes myfuel. clearly I'm notnearly deepenough.
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**BiggerFish** **Alpha**
Findingout BassProShop was biggerthan Cabelas Alphamale wolf
(buying them out from undermynose) having urinarytract troubles
wasn't as surprising as discoveringthat unable to markhisterritory
BPS is a subsidiary of Nabiscofoods inthe conventionalway.
whichisowned by CBS withis a shellcorp
foran undisclosedDODentity managed Needing togo literary
by Disney. byusing footnotes.
NoRoom
Walkingthrough Maygarden Nowhere roomfor
rows of red otherthanthis.
swirlsofyellow. ............
onewall Carrying our firstborn
lilacpruple sleepingsilently
lilacperfume sensingall¬hing
lilacperfection. lifedeath'sperfection.
Walkingthrough tornadogarden Carryingcasket ofmyspouse
rows of ruins sleepingsilently
swirlsofdebris. sensingnothing&all
Onewall lifedeath'sperfection.
burntblack
burntfoul Nowhere roomfor
burntperfection. otherthanthis.
Yesterday Taking
Lovelysong Taking perhaps tenyearsormore
butwho wouldwant for sweat&tears of practice&competition
tobeaccused of havingbeen to washaway chalkoutline ofmydays
bornyesterday learningthegame.
asif
all yesterdays asif today's Freeatlast tobebound by mytraining.
yesterday
revealed deepsecrets Only
of livingthegoodlife? Is myonlychoice
reasonable or divine
Take a shallowbreath whereach is rooting
confident thatyou'rcleaner inmymemory's shrine
for havingbeen sonear thisnow. while I breathein
while I breatheout
Who? lesself'sbeing
Who wouldleavefootprints withoutadoubt?
on the immaculateface of transform?
Alternatives to
Whatkind of criminal Aristotle or God
leavesevidence of histreachery being as language's
returning tothescene togloat lightningrod
asif havingfeasted onagoat unable tobe written
disgorging hisbooty spoken
tobeshared sung
incelebration butonlydanced
ofhis immaculateself? delirioustotruth
bytransform entranced
HardLife as eternalyouth
Beingtheball isa hardlife wherechoice islost
asis beingracket&strings. in dervishwhirling
of reality'sfervor
Betteryet &body's blindblurr
bethe kinetichain of lucidreaming
as racketstring during wakefulsleep.
as earthwaterairfire
in effortlesspace Snuffing
fromwhich theball Snuffingoutcandle. What a coward.
alwaysnever returns. Howcanmoth everachievetransform
withoutflame's heatofdecision?
WhySpread?
Whyspread butteronbread Lightcandles forall lostselves.
whenthewheat atethecow Lethemfind theirflame
whojumped overthemoon &burntheirclaim to lifeverlasting.
toprovidejam toenhance
yourbreakfast? Pity those aninstant toolate
findingonly a glowingwick
TimeSpent &waiftingsmoke.
Timespent by transform
is the notobviousnorm NeverFree
tothosetrue to ticktockclocks. Neverfree from cellsuit.
Neverliberatedfrom
Be dawndusk eating
hourglassand excreting
season'spassing washing
breath neverlasting working
be earthairwaterfire sleeping.
without the desire
tolive lockstep &neverinquire Yetfree tobeselfish
asto why thisnow is socompelling. within the lifedeathgame
without understanding
Clothing thecost of nobondage.
Worms wear earth
Fish wear water. Idolic
Birds wear air. Butterfly flying over riverflowing
Sun wears fire. fasterboth thanmy ambivalentgoing
alongthebank of neverknowing
I wearcells dogwoodblossoms from bubblingfoam.
boundbyself.
Pacingwith idylicstride
"Clothesmaketheman" alongtheway of iconsfalling
theysay sowithout branchesbroken from icestorm's weighting
earthwaterairfire inthistime of winter'shating
whatwould &thisplace of sunstream mating
wormsfishbirdsun be? yielding idolotrous idleoffspring
ona sodden fragrancefling
Withoutcells sexlesshybrids matingmad
whatwouldself be? inthis season between&being
Naked nervous embarassed? ambiguous both&bucolic.
Emptied&boring?
Savingsermon's for neverSunday
Elements watchingcaterpillar floatinginplay
as eiderdownstuffingofbeing above whitefroth below splashfrenzy
as engineers of eminence of neargreengrowth in raucousenvy
as executoroftransform opentowarmth closedto nearwinter
adding crawling swimming evenasdogwoods howl at halfmoons.
flying burningdancing
tothe actionpallete of allbeing So madgoing goeswithflowing
fillingtransform withthe stuffofchange onthis earlylate springwinterwalk
&toppingitoff withthe chimera of watchingworld whilebecomingsame
lifedeath. lostingrowing
foundwithoutname.
SnowStar
Snowstars drivenacross narrowindows Libraryorgym selfreeze or lesself tease
highabove my basketballcourt. littlechoice whilebeingtaught
Cometflashes throughexosphere choiceisall&allischoice.
cuttingthrough layers ofmycomfort.
Stopping&starting withouthesitation
Eachsnowstar sonear sofar coalescing asgalaxy nopackedsnow alongcourtbaseline.
eachgalaxy a singleatom eachatom anessay Grabbingrebound dashingon fastbreak
eachessay a classroom eachclassroom a campus asif asif something wasatstake.
eachcampus a park eachpark a start
eachstart anend eachend anexit Frictionenough tofake a defender.
eachexit anentrance eachentrance a presentense Frictioncnough todefend a faker.
each lushlandscape a singleflake Heatenough to pourour sweat.
each frozenflake a frozenstar Sweatenough to pouron shower
in narrowindow above
basketballcourt. then startlayering layeronlayer
holdinghood over hat hanging
Snowcoveredcampus througheachseason ofself until outexit &intostorm
inmy timeoflife withoutbalance on ice study&play my collegenorm.
hiddenbywhite waitingfor falsestep slip&go
slowingmovement throughbonecold Thus eachday of love&learning
tolibrary Thus eachday of life's slowburning
orgym. ofself to lesself turning.
Soul I'mSure
Soul is sapien's I'msure I'm in prison
desirousdream withoutknowing
of lifeverlasting sizeorshape ofmycell.
an allegedescape
from transformation Isit a shadesmaller
while increasing thanheaven
separation. orperhaps a bitbigger
thanhell?
Lacking
Lacking illusorymembrane of self I feelfree tobe
separatingall into this&that toan extent barely
mother&child is motherchild knowntome
life&death is lifedeath inmy iconladen
you&I is soilseed rootwater stateofshame
oceansky bloodpuddle being willfulcreator
beingmud of hut of forgottenself ofmyown privategame
withinwhichswirls thenchosing
action at a distance never toplay.
accomplishment withoutdoer
lifedeath intransform Knowingwithoutknowledge
unjudged perfect emptiness. certainwithoutfaith
thathat whichshapedme
When membrane'scontents is thatwhich I'llneversee
becomeself&consciousness inself'sblindness to other
wehave sindeath&powerofdevil in pride'skindness to self.
wehave PrometheusPandora&Eve.
So I walktheperimeter
AutoBiography until I tire&sit
Autobiography impossible &sit
asif mymemory pure &sit
asif attempting notalure as mycell becomes
toindulge mydesire formeaning semipermeable.
with naturenurture mysaboteur
livingwhat I cannot writeorwrong AlarmClock
myincoherent dance&song. Ourlanguage already
burdenedwithnouns.
Biographer atbest Thentheapple waseaten
tapestry morenet than stonewall separationbecomingsin
withtruth contorted toenthrall with fearofdeath
withreality a thinwovencloth aspall its fatefultwin.
testimony totransform's selflessprawl
wherewill&want wouldhav itall EmbracingFather
connected as arachnidweb. without a mother
allbeing split into
Atbest myweb a dreamcatcher self&other
catchingmyunconcious offguard with eternity'shands
wrappingprey insilk for laterconsumption becomingthose ofaclock
nutrition for myflagging lesself. beginningmy tick
endingits tock.
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Fewercawbirds now. Washingbeneathroots
Songbirds eatingatfeeder. springdeluge creatingmud
Am I please orwhat? for blueskyhiking.
Landscapingstone pile Overlookinglake Oakbrown&ivy
needingtobespread herethere secondstorydecks awake &inbetween evergreen
causingme nosmile. duringwarm springdusk. decoratingdoors.
Meteorshower Splitwood pilednearporch Limbstrimmed bywinter. Clearcoldcobblestone
flappingbrown below lightblue below oakbranching moongaze Ourstream nolonger hidden butnear thestream comesthecloud
squawking astheyflew. &eachwindow wreathed. nor its foggybreath. frommybreath &its.
Waddlingtowater Whenwaterisclear Waddling whitewafting
swan slidinginto darkpond youcansee howthe swanmoves awkward onlawn then lakegrace
whitewaftingfrombank. orangewebbed&silent. then splashing toflight.
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Apology
Startingapology of thisnow fornever
Westself arguingwithlanguage of thenwhen forever
over thatwhichlanguage canaccomodate trapped in vessel of fragileglass
anemptied secondseeing beliefbeing sapien atanimpasse
a tertiaryattempt atfreeing asif selfalone asif selfadove
unacknowledgedself seduced by promisesoflove.
from inconceivablechaos ..............................
of transform'smeaninglessreality Starting sansapologetics
admitting noescape viareason EastWest at one withsilence
or fromemory'sdissolution. partwhole of transform's timelesseeing
freeingunknowing ineach immortalmoment
Dissolution ofmemory'sofme beingmyend tobebeyond tongue'sglossary & thumbsgrasp
evenasothers immortalize then lesseparate asif myfinalgasp
certainthatwhen it'stheirtime fromnature'sgyre a singlestill
what they label asdeath willbesublime nolongerworshipping icons ofwill.
pouring thoughtsoul ....................
throughpores of divinity Did dessert ever tastesweet
into I's seaofimmortality. withoutassurance of heaven
bakingwithout thepromise ofleaven
An assumption laidbare then eatingmycake&havingit too?
asif God wasalwaysthere
asthesolution withinwhich Mysolution wasthere allthewhile
belief spills its preciousolute as dissolution ofmy defenses.
insoluble toreason Sansbelief ofany alchemy
suspendedforever unknowingonly an elementary chemistry
in sapien's limbicsea between&within you&me.
Better
Better tohave grownup fatherless When atedgeof sloughing cellsuit
than tobefathered forever. in corporealsuicide
seeing perfectillogic of sufferingself
Better tobe apart feeling bafflingparadox of lesself
thanto trytogrow becoming emptyall of transform.
in faith'shadow.
Witnessing self'sdream of mypersona
Bettertobe shattered to bits&pieces in a cosmos
large&lusty lackingthegravity wecall love.
totallyselfish
as sins of allother Itwasnever a synthesis
asif savior of allseen. compromise
middleorcenter.
Then unsung&unloved
becoming inorder Itwasnever a dichotomy or trinity
curmudgeon evenwhen lesself waslost inthe infinity
misanthrope ofan overswheeningfather
hermit &passionatedrama of eachson
recluse or smoke&mirrors
madman. of a mastermagician.
FirstCasualty As I Am
The firstcasualty As I amgod to mydog
of beliefaithope I wonder ifhe expects lovingmercy?
islove
as I believe is I believing Shall I sparetherod
anyallthings butyou. or trainhisbody?
Or betteryet trickhisintellect?
Penitent lateforchurch
hurryingpast Whatkindoflife shall I promisehim
the unhousedbeing for unquestioning obedience
then praying inapew oneof pleasure orperhaps
filledwithlonliness. oneof unfetteredfreedom
(within domestication)?
If faithbemybridge
to hopedfor perfectbeing As I amgod tomydog
then betterto leapinto I wonder ifhe expectsalvation
transform'sflow or wouldhe confusethat
tobesweptaway with salavation havingbecome
whereself can'tknow a conditionedresponder?
¬knowing lesself
can bobforever in Wouldhe earn heavenhell
whitewater&still bybehaviors or faithalone?
with nohint ofwill
towant thefaith Shall I offerasavior
toswim toeither a squeakyduck orperhaps a stick?
bank. Orwould hebe happier
with a halfeaten hamburger?
Cruise
Thisfirst quietcruise Asdeep asdoubt candig
on stillake of mydreaming &as shallow asbelieving is
beingreal&soperfect heseems toknow withcertainty
inmyage of noscheming. whatismine &whatishis.
Moment athand but neverheld WaterMelon
in headorheart of creature socelled Howcan one watermelonseed
butfree sotoshriek from illusions of freedom draw 200,000times itsweight fromearth
inaworld of desire I cries "I don'tneed'em" becoming its surface&substance
whilesuccumbing tothedream bearing its prenatalself hundredsoftimes
ofthis firstquietcruise inalove thatwaslost within?
while self payed allitsdues.
Howcouldthis be otherwise?
Hooked Howcouldthere be a why?
Hooked onhigh
of newunderstandings. Twosimplecells merginginto
generationsofdivisions with
Newunderstandings transformblushing
warningagainst selfishness earthairfirewater hushing?
whichself wouldleadme
tounderstandneed tostill Andme from twosimplecells
myseeking understanding. an infant's smear of fingerpaintcolors
a child's stickdrawing
Noparadox. No oxymoron. a personalmemory creating my self
No shenanigans. selfishlyasking howorwhy
............ elementalbeing wouldburdenme so
UnKnowing after somany divisions needingtosubtract
Knowingneed to stopknowing somuch ofmy accretion.
circlingreason becoming circularsoaring
buzzards above nooseknot Needingtobecome the voluminouspurity
formingfrom circulareasoning. of the watermelon
barelymorethan sugarocean
Fortunately knowingknowledge unneeding to seek a magicpotion
unknows futilityofseeking asif beingme searchingforstill.
motivatingpractice tostillness
within thiseternalnow.
Conditioned
Asif brutesapien couldbeconditioned Havingoverlearned efficientgathering
tosalivate whenseeing dollarsigns. becomingthrall to conditionedstimuli
couponcounting
Simple unconditionedstimulus bargainchasing.
survival to huntergatherer
simple unconditionedresponse Havingoverlearned efficienthunting
eat becomingexpert
don'tbe eaten corporateraider
reproduce. cuthroat trader
brutal DarthVader.
Havingoverlearned backdoorpass
beyondreflex instinct habit Havingoverleanred efficientbodilydefense
sensingfromwitnin whatso often becoming expertdefender of self
signalled fromwithout pseudoapology alwaysontongue
me bouncepassing to ourband. while swiftly puttingothers undermythumb.
Misunderstood
Godell misunderstood byapoet:
Choosingtobe consistent
self is served certainty.
Unchoosingtobe complete
lesseparation becomes lesself.
Poetry of Godell :
Choosing nodoubt
I mustbe without.
Viewfromabove
toodistant for love.
Lost within
neverthesin
of separation.
.......................
Marriage as Godel'skoan
Who wouldream &in thatdream
sacrifice lifeternal's eternalight
for sensualife of nocturnalsight
withintransform's selflesswomb?
Whowouldforego distancetosee
for warmbutblind intimacy?
Basketball LoquaciousCell
Basketball is WhenGod lookedaway
neither basket myDevil cametoplay
nor ball. creating a cellsuit thatcouldspeak.
Itis quiteaccurately
nothingatall. Insteadoftissues
thesecells formingissues
Neither floor nor score. arguingeven beforetheyknew
Neither headlines nor folklore. thatheyalone couldn'thave a clue
Not beginning middle or end. ofwhat wasme
Not thisthat but being a blend &
of headfakes&fastbreaks whatwasyou.
of dribbledrives&highfives
of pick&rolls&threepointgoals Sensingseparation dealinginreparation
of time ontheclock&sweat inmyjock eachneuron reachingout totouch another
of hardfouls&easyfreethrows tellingitsbrother its taleofwoe
of halfcourtraps where anythingoes of beingalone with nothingtoknow
of alleyoops&tenhandswoops
of backdoorcuts&butterlyguts exceptwhat'sensed in presentense
of pregamechalktalks&defensiveballhawks then filtered&stored mixed withthehorde
of layupsmissed&cheerleaderskissed ofmemory's fromthen &dreamsofwhen.
&somuchmore onlife's slipperyslope
of lesselfplayinig withoutahope Butalk ischeap &eachneuron'sweak
of beingmore or beingless without frontbacking of trainedlesself
thananyphilosopher wouldattest an aggregateGestaldt
is a symphonicsynergy unjudging withoutfault
of welltrained leaving separationdwindling
energy. becoming elemental kindling
burningasflameoflove.
**SuperBowl** **Full**
What'sallthefuss I couldnever achieve
about howmanysnacks the fullotus posture
the superbowlQB willhave? for meditation.
Chickenwings are de regueur Withmyhips
&chips&dip are also expected I couldn'teven contort
(served in a "super" bowl?). into a halflotus.
But doesn'theQB havenough But whilenapping
"onhisplate" toworryabout snacks? I'm adept at the
fullfetus.
Howmany snaps he'lltake?
Howmany sacks he'lltake? And I candoit
on eitherside.
OK. Nevermind.
LonelyCell
WhenGod lookedaway withabrain withabasement
myDevil cametoplay of greaterthan infinitestorage
creating a cellsuit soseparate &a hometheater toview MyPast
untouched
alone Andin thatbain anattic artist'studio
butwith ohsomany a clone of greaterthan infiniteforage
each withabilities hitherto unknown withapalette topaint MyFuture
to imprison allthens
to creat manywhens A brain witha securitysystem sosensitive
eachall for relievingthelonliness no sanebeing couldpossible livewith
ofeach simplepure thisnow. withits warninglights&sirens
constantly flashing&blaring
Wasit GodorSatan makingit allbutimpossible
filling patheticsapien'skull for loving sharing caring.
with a rushingriver of tsunamicforce ......................
derivingenergy from self'sownsource WhenGod lookeaway
beginning my myDevil cametoplay
waywardjourney onan emptystage
onits willfullcourse. with curtainclosing.
Reminiscing NestMaker
While indulging in reminiscing Mylife as nestmaker
conjuring what I mayhavebeen missing weaving bits&pieces of
painting mypast in shadesofself this&that from then&when
&creating a future builtolast preparing for hope
eachallstorm of other. living a dream
wakinghours not whatheyseem
Shotaken wasan openlook I thought with futureperfect preventingmating
while trustingmystroke tobepure of an actofimpulse
quitecertain mywill was secure with
before reality's thunder &torrent anyact of now.
judgedmyshot as selfish&abhorent ..................
longlost whethermade or missed. Withnofledgling tofeed
from my pregnantself
Thinking becomingplump
When I think fillingmynestcompletely
I'm part of something allowing noother.
when I think
I'mnot separate&alone SuperMan
I (Thanks "KillBill Vol. 2"
am. themovie.)
Batman isalways BruceWayne.
Caterpillar&butterfly Ironman isalways TonyStark.
unknowing this&that They dontheircostumes tohide
arealways their trueselves.
caterfly&butterpillar.
Superman ontheotherhand
Gain is always Superman
Self wantsto shoutpraise hiding inhis fauxidentity as ClarkKent.
kisssomething of substance
giveform torapture His phonebooth being forgetting
name it hold it hug it become it withinwhich he stripshiscostume
laugh withit cry withit touchthestuff toreveal lesself.
of impotentlove.
Exposinglesself
Butinthese ecstaticrecollections superman disappearinginto
self is thenwhen &love is thisnow his naturalstate of eternaltransform
nodistance between pencil&paper (neither super
no distractionofwords. noratall sapien)
beingalien to sapiens as superheros ofself
Inthese chosen memories who dependon personality tosee
self is self &alone beingblind to stillness.
a thoughtfulbrain
an emtpyheart Whirr
each both whirr
substantial
& whirr
inconceivable.
Augustwoods breathingdeep
Yet letme sing alone the embers with burningair makingnopeep
of lastevening's festival of lostsouls sourwoodstarting their bloodredseep
asmyashes becomeagain poplars mimicingsun.
my soprofane amen.
Counterpoint to cricket'swhirr
Judgment fistsized horseflies inablur
Witheredbeing otherinsects beginningtostir
emergingfrom prehistoricave theirsongs intothis latesummerfun.
of grieveing
punctuating hisdeep selfhate Caterpillars outostroll
by preying onall gentle&loving. across stoneroad with unknowngoal
selflessmovement toward emtpyknoll
Hisaccusations anonymous notdoing thatwhich canneverbedone.
heardonly bythose whochoose tofuss
asproof ofpower oftheir verysmalbeing Grasshoppers hopping in fitfulflight
with truepaoer resising in silentunseeing. shoetops to chest high in miniaturemight
yet somehow heroic inits limitedheight
Judging allworlds ofother unclean of jump withoutarun.
witheredbeing'sworld shrinking
becomingobscene My woundedself wanderingaimlessly
whileliving amongshadows inaworld of sun my focusedmemory flamingour famously
whilecringing infear inhis desparaterun in facelessface of forest namelessly
to growbeyondreams of heroic drama until thisday be eternallydone.
of ceasingthepain ofself's unduetrauma
hopingtohear life'smusic learnlife'sdance Auschwitz
becominglost in love'srhythm &lesself's Remembering Auschwitz.
soft trance. Relivingthepain.
Livingthesame.
BassJump
There I am on kayakwings as fishersings
watching line's surfacedot of cloudbluesky to distantlooncry.
slice to jumpoint
as bass explodes upward Mymemory seeing
toshake mybait &escape. theone thatcame unbuttoned insorrow
theone biggerthan tocome tomorrow.
Me tryingtobe
line surface dot Goneagain tomyheart'sdesire
lake storedshards forme toconvince
bass myself
bait thathiseverhappened
jump
joy asif
&me ofcourse
freezingeachmoment I couldwitnesspurely
for thawing&cooking burningmybass in
freezerburned defrostsog creamatorium of thisnow
withoven preheating becoming lifedeathless
till spattering mylast recollection thenscattering
fillingkitchen with fishweedbreath. ashes
of bass&my self
Then bassjumping into cloudbluesky
lakelinesurfacedeep &
sunspraysplash&play distantloon'scry.
AllTime
Alltime is pastime Remembering intime
&futuretime both thatwhich I inmymemory
body'sbow propelling dismembered.
self'sarrow through Returningeachfish I'vecaught
memorization but keepingwaypoints
asdeath. onmy electronics.
Targetchosen Eatingfish frozenbymyself
time'sarrow unwavering thawing intime futurepast.
asifguided or atleast sanctioned Lesself catchingreleasingbecoming
bysome unearthlyforce nourishment
God tomaintain mylife beyondmemory&dream.
fate
evolution Whylive polarexistence
redemption. near absolutezero
or equitorialsweat
Notime is timepresent whenourearth
a babystep toward now grindingstill onheraxis
timelesseternalnow by mymassivefriction
as transform offerssuch midlatitude
within who's randomgyre wealth?
no sanesapien .........................
wouldeverchoose Pastime futuretime providing emptywealth
fromhis self chockedfull of seeming home&hearth tomy sapienself
alternate realities. soafraid of seemingly emptynow
that I willnever everallow
No wanderinginwoods yourlove to distract me from
when walkingpath my lifeternal.
ispaved
&alwaysheadinghome.
.................
History
History repeats as a belch History is a littanyoflosers
inthemiddle of marriagevows chanted by theheros ofthewinners
a "somedid" instead of an "I do" clearlydefining goodevil.
a promise of fidelity perhaps
butnot exclusively toyou. History repeats asa fart
inanelevator stuffedwith
History liesinthemidst of ourballgame. judge&jurors headingto courtroom
Checkingaccuracy ifnot truth for sentencing the grammarless acts
of stats accumlatedbefore the advent of speechlessdefendents
oftheshotclock whose verdict hasalreadybeen
backwhen a sevenfooter rendered.
was a freak
when weightraining wasfor History isa stutteredmixing
footballplayers of threelanguages atonce
&highschoolsummers were'nt filledwith tellingastory heheard
AAU excursions&competitions. from heheard.
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Black mushroomledges Frost onthe cannon Atlast winterends
upthetrunk of longdeadoak &on the whitecanvastents longafter firstlight sunrise
toward splinteredgray crown. unused&empty. &squirrels&birds.
Regal oak barebranched Colonial lass Mattedwintergrass Hearthlight to moonlight
crownedonlywith mistletoe beetred beneathmistletoe growinginto woolymass. wife&son to baretreesky
&firstmorninglight. after Christmas mass. Offwhitesheep asleep. . withits bitingbreeze.
Throughdistantbranches It's outhere again Just her white hindfeet
yellowcradle for whitestars thistime a bowl catchingclouds boundingdown our sidedeck stairs
&lover'schances. tangledinbranches. &into darkness.
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BirthdayCandles
Ofalltraditions Life'sparadox beingmywish
extinguishing light&life asif to extinguishthen
when beginningagain with littlehope of sparkingwhen
continuing with whiledealingwithcandles
light&light. in/or/of transform.
Wishing thatbeyond eachwish Wishingnow for a now
beyondmydreams of that&this which is eternal&undeniable
theremustcetainlybe as sacredkiss
conferring loveternal -or-
here&now.
........... Using trickcandles
Eachcandle a womb rekindling after everyblow
eachcandle a tomb frustrating allattempts at forgetting
withwick of superficialmemory leavinglife in deathlesslimbo
withwax of cells&self alone heaven?
withwane of light&heat's retreat purgatory?
wickgone hell?
waxremaining ...........
sunmoon waning Whathehell
each newearth cold&dark. let'sgive silentlipservice only
&
Thenlitagain eachmoment'syear eatsomecake
memorybeginning again again &perhaps
trainingcontinuing some icecream.
cold dark &joyless.
NeverLoving I Choose
Pretending to forget I choosetosleep in a coldroom in PJs
seeking to distract withcovers pulledupsnug
neverloving theconditions ratherthansleepnaked ina comfortably
ofmylife warmroom.
without a knockdown
dragout. I shopfor heatingblankets
heated waterbeds
NotLove heated mattresspads
Youcan't makelove. downcomforters
Youcan't takelove. flannelpajamas
ratherthansleep inthenude.
I can't loveyou.
You can't loveme. Fearingalife of sensorydeprivation
I putapea undermymattress
Loveis neitherfalse nortrue. thenseekcomfort in stackingpleasures.
Loveis neitherscrew norglue.
Searchingforextremes fearing
Loveis neitherlong norshort. fearing a bath in tepidwater
Love'snosancturary. Love'snofort. a cupofcoolingtea.
Challengingsapiens &allgods
Love can'theal. to a battle of will&wits with my self
Love's not ideal. to sleepdeep
to dreamlarge
Love conquers nothing. tobe ontop
Love surrenders all. alone.
PIES
PQ = PhysicalQuotient
IQ = IntelligenceQuotient
EQ = EmotionalQuotient
SQ = SocialQuotient
IQ inaworld of knowers.
SQ for a world of show-ers.
EQ inaworld of dramaqueens.
PQ toaworld of Philistines.
The smartkid triedout fortheteam The psychologist'son
becauseheknew the game. knewthegame wasforfun
But hecouldn't fitin withismates &gotalongfine withismates.
&was abitof a hothouserose. Hewasin goodshape but was
And hewasn't inthatgoodofshape. a chicken withishead cutoff.
The affableguy gotalongwell The trackstar was strong&quick
&controlledhisemotions &certainly wasfit &agoodfit.
but didn't "get" thegame He gotalongwith hismates
&was a woeful physicalspecimen. butdidn'tknow whichway torun.
Sowhat's thecoach todo?
Basketball likelifeitself If lackingemotion beware.
isfirst a trackmeet. If ruledbyemotion unabletoshare.
Sothechoice mustbefit. Ifable tobe ¬be atonce bravo.
And a team isa team Coachcanteach &coachcanpreach
because theyshare but therhythm&flow of one as ten
thesamedream isanintelligence thatcan't belearned.
&mustshare theball. So let thetraining begin.
Sowhat's a sapien todo?
First&foremost besocial spreading your self waferthin
whilecontrolling that alwaysvolatile self bybeing fit enough
for temptations of defense&desire.
Intelligence beyondtheabove vastlyoverated.
RealisticLove FoodCourt
Language as thought thought as language NinePM Fridaynight
bothdebased in primaryfunction at foodcourt inmall
by mybrain's apparentneed for contrast in jeanpoolfort
if thoughtlanguage weretobeuseful atall. of teenswiththegall
to findistinction
Thus synthesis mustbesought beyond price&appetite
notfearing it impotence judgingmorethan fashion'splight
butrather feeling its power&cleanliness whilechosingfood from
as the hybridselfisness an internationalmenu
of realisticlove. in northsoutheastwest
hemispheric splay.
HangingUp
I havetohangup now Peter Foodforbody &bodyalone
it'stime tovisit the cemetery whileignoring nature &ofcourse nurture.
tolove in remembrance Youth testingtaste astheydo theirfaith
thepassing of Paul. inaworld of icons &each tooeasyslur.
I'll catchyoulater Pete. Linup&order. Eat asyouplease
Perhaps we'llmeet inthextravagance of gluttony
at Paul's headstone. whilesufferingself as a malignantdisease.
Practice Proof
Notpracticing What canbeproved
thisorthat by reasonalone
but thepractice alwaysalone
of. but lengthwidthdepth
of emptiness
Whatelse butlesself while lackingarms for hugging?
calledlove.
Mindexperiments
Cream can proveonly
Livingmydream the perfection
that my self is purecream of self.
risingfrom eachthisnow
tobeskimmed tomakecheese Whoamongus
to fattenmymemories will nonwillingly
whiletherest is usedas return whatwe
vitaminrich milk. haveborrowed?
SelfThinks Proof's inthe pudding
Selfthinks nature somehowunworthy &oh how I hord
because self is immortal &nature my comfortfood.
is lifedeath. .....................
WillPuddles
Self searchingformeaningpurpose gotoheaven?
withinreason of course beingself's
reality. Puddles mydearest
neverwasn't in heaven.
Nature beingnonreasonable
mustbe meaningpurposeless Will I gotoheaven?
which I cannotbear to
accept. Notuntil likePuddles
you've neverknownheaven.
Self can'treunite withthenature
is always wasiswillbe. Butmommy I alreadyknowheaven.
Only lesself canbegin touninow Solet's begin your
less&lesseparation withintransform. pottytraining
HarmoniesOfEvening
(A Liszt "TranscendentalEtude".)
Etudebeginning as studyofself untilconfidence inbeing'score
&other dancingindependently. bringingboldcrescendo of more&more.
Eachkeysearching foritscommand
butneverbecoming vulgarorcommon. Inhibitednot by selfdefense
eachself subliming to interlaced vine
Theircourtship being a fugue of finding in climb&droop of briar'sbeing.
without the counterpointofbinding.
Eachmelody searchingfor a lover Even passion'sfatigue ringingbright
tobe its complimentarysong. with truth&beauty becomingthesight
ofan auralpalette respendent.
Until a commonchord in commonkey ........................................
yieldingmusic of puremajesty Havingstudiedthestudy
ascending toits consumation unknowingwhere itcamefrom
stillmuted by each'scontemplation unknowingwhere it'sgoing
of its plaintif pastmotif. inits subtle&sumptuous transform
this musicofthespheres becoming
So the cuddlingpillowtalk music tomy ears.
as thirds&fifths ascendtodrop
**TreeSoil** **NudeTaxLaws**
What's allthisnonsense I hear about treesoil? Nude taxlaws?
Nowthey're taxingoursin?
Trees liveinsoil atleast theiroots.
The rest growsup as trunk&branches A nude sintax forour
&whatnot. immoral nation?
Howcansoil be trueorfalse? The government mayaswell
Isthis somesort of test? cashin onour bludgeoning
shamefullness.
TrueSoul? That's whathis isallabout?
Do I mean "burgeoning"?
I don'tknow anythingabouthat And syntax? And new?
so nevermind.
Oh. New taxlaws? No nudity?
Nothingtodo with grammar?
OK. Nevermind.
WrittenRain
Umbrelladripping at librarydoor. sentient oceansofsweat
Blind halfdrawn slatsfullopen spelling allknowledge's debt
allowing whatsun couldodge thisrain inan inconceivabletongue
to filterthrough the lignitelight lost inother &among
&heat of anthracite
toash of pipe &blindedsight floating as cloudwisdom
of justdeadlife diamondpenned inan unutterablesky
in certitude. cycling dropasdrip
sliponlip
Eachletter a drop eachwordpuddling as self's deepasoceans
sentences stagnant pock witheach drop
paragraphscollecting of everyletter of everyword
as collectedworks fromthestream of
as collectedwords tooconscious
as collecteddworlds intellect.
allcollected within
Original
Originalface a trace of faith Don't showtell me
&fate&fact&lack&. wherewhen thenext
Whatblindbreeze of stardust stringofnotes will be go
couldconjure a physiognomy as theyare unwilled&will
with lettersofwords to begone nowhere&everywhere.
unstrung&hummed
as sinewaves inbeing's Memory
eternalsymphony the lieofme
ofbut a singlenote? asif I canexist
without the
Faces&origins what uniquepaths express
of pencilonpaper. writtenconsent
oftheleague
Singme yourinquiry inwhich
with silenceofempty space I play.
&deadstill time.
Paul'sMysticism
Perhaps the sage wascorrect whenspeakingof Paul: Faith in GodasFatherSon
"You cannot be a Christian without being a mystic." meetingmyneed for the ultimatewin.
Lifeternal sanscost toself
Mysticism - knowingwithoutreason asif willingwanting notasin.
intuitition with lifeternal
asif Sittingwithself in worldessconversation
makingonefreethrow beginningtoknow whatmustbe unknown.
makesme anexpert Trainingtoforget my alphabet
freethrowshooter. forgetting I forgot howtobe alone.
..............................
Mysticism - unknowingwithreason Playing playgroundball with untrainedintuition.
intuition with selfeternal Playingalone. Alwayslosing.
asif
studying freethrow techinique Playing chalktalkball as self'sintellect.
makesme anexpert Playingcorrectly. Rarelywinning.
freethrowshooter.
Beingthegame as trainedlesself.
Mysticism - trainedunknowing Lostfornever in perfectplay.
trainedintuition within .......................
transform'sreality PerhapsPaul wasn'tcorrect
asif &
lost to knowing Christianity & mysticism
lost to unknowing are one&thesame
havingforgottentraining with neitherbeingpartof
I willnever shootafreethrow. ElementalBeing's game.
StilettoHeel Rising
Achille'stendon continuingasheel Risingyellow &slightlybruised
below her fishnet snake&flesh. this seconday pastperfection.
Then underherskirt for eyestoflirt Rimmingsky in icelacedtransition
before her bellyflat. climbinghills to cloudconfection
emptinessabove peacebeyond.
My flounderingfish beginningtoharden
asmyeyes ontheirown without a pardon Playing wink&blink here&gone
continuethehealing risetoheaven through treeline blizzardfilaments
withnosermon onthemount ofher holycurves. neverfailing to allure
neverfailing to endear
Then toherneck &chin&lips wedrive embued quitethoroghlyrenewed
my lustengaged heartdoingflips neverinfear of earthboundpain
above myancient Darwinianbrain inthis silentperfect heavensent reign
thinking survival by numberofoffspring. of darktolight fulltofaint
of fulltofaint smokeytosparkling
Then cheekotnose to bothofthose of smokeytosparkling goldtodiamond
eyes speakingbeyond allflesh tobeing. of goldtodiamond
Then oureyesfusing inaninstant of instantremorse as shesloughs her self
perhaps bothtrapped by the primalsource. in celestialsight.
I smiled. She smiled while turningaway Mapping
nopassion totease with furtherplay. Mappingreality
I turnedtoleave but glancedbacktofeel withobjectivity.
herback herhips herstilletoheel
piercing myemptying heart. Studyingpuppies in a pen
inordertolearn caninebehavior.
Stay
Pleasestay forwinter Your pompadourhigh headofsnow
you Buffleheadbeauties. &snowballpurebelly of pristine show
makemylake yours before Canadian migration
Bobyour whitecappedbeing matingwith mydreaming anticipation
in bouncing lightlapping of smallmouthbass&giantpike.
Novemberchops.
Then bringyourbroodback ohplease ohplease
Disappear withyourfriends nextfall&next&nextagain
in deepfeedive Buffleheadbeauties of elementalbeing
bobbingback ina twinkle dapplingmydarklake
of latefallwind's stacattocaress withyour blackwhite here&gone
of glacialake blowing &here&gone&backagain
with yoursides strobbing fromsurface of reflection
through halfcurtained fromsurface of memory
unseasonablycertain sky. &
depths
Yourmate in egghidden marshgrasshue of myheart'song.
herwhiteyes neverwandering farfromyou.
Dive
Wecallyou coot takingabreath todisappear from us
butnever old wesapiens forced to small&dry
though yourtakeoff to live&die inaworld moreharsh
be awkward than yourworld of submarinegreen
yourdive is sublime &cirruscloudclean
eachescape a separatekind. neverneeding toshare
our terrestrialslogging
Nofool you featheredbeing withyour rhythmic
fullofseasons of migration's tales ancientbobbing.
of seasons of sunsnowcalm&gales
with instants of unknwoingsentience We callyou coot
boundinflow by selflessglow. we wholive inour landlockedtomb
as youlive primordially
Diveourlake little whitebilledbullets inlife's aqueousywomb
laying low in crest&trough &within her everybreath.
of ourchilling winterwaves
Judgment Praise
Withered sapiens Praise be totherighteous
emergingfromcaves with push&shove who shallsurely inherit the earth
punctuating our deep selfish hate &to themute&lesselfish
by preyingonall who gentlylove. owningonly an emptybirth
Ouraccusations anonymous & a tinybit of elementalbeing
heardonly bythose whochoose to fuss as wagesof theirsin
as proof of power of their verysmallbeing unpaid byall the holy
where truepower resides in silentunseeing. whoare celebrating theirwin.
Judging the worldofother unclean Swirling
myworld shrinkingtight my self grownobscene Stardust swirling
whileliving inshadows inaworld of sun in transform'sbreeze
while cringinginfear &missingthefun creatingme creatingyou
of growingbeyond my dreams of drama coalescing as self's
of ceasingtofeel my self's unduetrauma in possessivetease
of hearingthemusic&learningthedance then hardening as
of love'sperfectrhythm in soft lesselftrance. mymemories.
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Carryingashes. Night rain allbutgone Onebreath thenthenext.
Smellingsmoke from freshoakfire. fallingthrough faintmorningmist Often that'sall lifedemands
Feeling winterwind. &longrays of dawn. &all I offer.
The youngfolks jogging.
The olderfolks justwalking.
Grass pond trees sostill.
No chasingsquirrles. Legs old&aching Heldup by brethren Still shallowater
Our oldgirl'snose chasingscents. exploring with noseonly. ancientoak erect butstripped freezesfirst unless unless
Catching allbutone. A world ineachwaift. home to secondlife. moved bywind aswave.
Didshe winkatme Choosewisely myson
or is something inhereye? sex duringyour saladays
Dare I makeamove? or love ineach course.
Farfromanysea
longingwail from garbagetruck
echoingthroughwoods.
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Halloween
Sittinginmall on Halloween Insafety of light insolace of numbers
watching small ghouls&goblins marchby childrencommuning inaparade of taking.
eacharm beingheld by siblingorparent Candycorn candybars fillingbags withtheirbooty
each evilspirit neverising toohigh. fromgoodwill of merchants allprofit foresaking.
Onthisevening honoring alldead&undead Vampires of makeup vampires of mask
smallchildren trickortreat at eachshop&eachstore draculasranging from twofeet to tootall.
discovering love among those trulyliving Witches&wereworlves all dressedtothenight
discovering a world with an opendoor. outontheprowl each having a ball.
Mallopen to two&three generations Sister brother father mother
connecting living with livingundying. facingeachother as morethan equal
A communityofcommerce this new neighborhood playing wellwornroles in historypresent
muchmorethan an island of selling&buying. waiting lifelongyear forthis classic sequel.
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Children mayage butnot specialdays
adultways mayharden butnot being'schild.
Undead alive in fullfeelings of fun
&behind eachmask a parentchild smile.
Seeking FreeMarket
Water nomore Freemarket economy
seeks itsown level free for thestrong.
than Being moreaccomplished?
self seeksdesire Being lessprincipled?
or
the fallen seekearth. If "Envy is the tax which all
distinction must pay"
Each isits naturalstate thensurely tyranny isthetax
asif prayer can whichallfreedom
standagainst fate mustpay.
or love. (Thanks R.W.Emerson.)
Dammed&damning Balling
cancreate a lake Ballingtissue
inwhich mylesself to cleanmy nostrils
can swim&fish. to cleanmy ears.
SinglePrayer The former
If petitionsbepatheric clearingtheway
then letmepray for perfectbreathing.
one single
sinlessprayer The latter
for clearingtheway
the strength for prefect'spleasing
to notneed
to askfor Better toletme stufftissue inmy ears
thestrenght clearingtheway
to not ask. for stillness.
Fog
Fog of forgetting insolution
fog of forgiving as solution
fog of respiration of mytears in shedding
of perspiration of myfears in regretting
implied implicit that I too shallevaporate
imminent in eminence becoming ghostmist
eminent in imminence missedby no other
self blinding cells bewitching whowouldcare to love
fog of now&forever while runningthrough
with dewlappedlips Augustsprinkler
with wordrytongue onthelawn of our
saliva drooling my mostcomforting stillness
desireforsalvation. splashing lesself&silence
spraying an archingrainbow
Fog as communion of airwater overthechildren
with fire lightingearth aswitness of sun&rain
tothefullness of transform butnever
fog.
Ending ChalkGrime
Ripplingending at edge of freeze Chalkdustime after playgroundgrime
liquidislands in thinice seas reason&ration after darkagecrime
bobbing asif summer's ease of beingsweat inaworld of mind.
with faint icesnow aswinter'stease.
Replacingsouls with purpose&goals
Shoreline embracing overnight tracing seeming an endgame withwhatpossibleblame
as faintsnows lace thinice with grace for lovelost in language &the anguish&wrath
whileducks stillbob on seasonless deep. of unrequitedmath.
And I awake from wintersleep Proudisciple of logic lockingrealife in disdain
hikewithdog over winter's sweep asif ourcellsuit was nothingbutbrain.
dusting thickpuddles with confectionpowder
of December's fertilizer for April's nurture. Beingonpoint as position sans extention
our lineage pointingtoward extinction
Trinity lesself beinglost toallbutsages
From trinity whoknow the limitsofintellect.
informed by basketball
to sapeinbrain's evolution DeadParrots
to its culdesac in senseofseparation Howmany piratesdied
then thepsychology of lesself. howmany parrotspassed
tofill myskull with wordsickness?
Such a journey
in such a longshort notime Are anyofthe buriedtreasure
for a littleboy in naivefaithlessness they squawkabout real?
searching searching searching. Wheredo I dig &howdeep?
WinterHike What ofthe heroicbattles?
Frost as fiberglassfilaments Did anyone winlose?
spread at random as pickupsticks
angled on iced mudrut surface Caught inthe doldrums
abovebubbled topomap tracings throwinghorses overboard.
Willwind everagain
makingsurface sliproof fillmysails
asif tomock myagingablility or
to run&slide in childhood'sglide do I becomeanother
with memory demandingreparations deathgalleon?
for longlost limber&balance.
Perhaps it'stime totakedown
Unsurefootedcaution near cottonfeatheredfrost my skull&crossbones
on hayhuedstalks of winterweeds &search forcivilization
bristling at openning of moistmeltculverts or atleast a cozyisland
lowlying denial of temps in deepfreeze. paradise.
Stalks shaken bursting Digestion
as dandelionseed snowlglobes Proteins fats carbs
settlingsoftly onthestoops eachall dismembered duringdigestion
of hunkering forestcreature's before re-membered foruse.
overnighthavens.
Now instantly thenwhen
Loon likewise dismembered
No bobbingduck before re-membered foruse
or curvedneck spectacle or personalymisuse.
this low lyingfloater
gonehere OJ from ice&water
nowthere. or
squeezednow
During its deepdive or
did it mentionmyname peeled&eaten
tothebass I hope toplaywith? without intermediarys.
ToolUser Theprice of freshness?
The knife I use tocut thecarcass Thecost of preparation?
was sharpened onarock.
Judgenot after intensetraining.
The samerock I usedtothrow.
Glue
I've comesofar in suchashortime. Some gluecoins ontheir thinskin
as armor againstother.
LOVE - LessOvertVoluntaryEnvy
LaughterOverVanquishedEntropy
LongOverdueVeneration & Enlightenment
Encouragement
Erotica
Eulogy
Exaltation
Enshrinement
Ennoblement
Eminence
BELIEF - BrutalEditingLetting I EvicerateFact
KARMA - KnowingAndRationalizingManyAfterLives
KaleidoscopicAuraMockingAbsolution
KingdomofReincarnation as ManyAfterlives
Kiss&RekindleMemory'sAutocracy
KnottingRopingManaclingApostasy
Aspiration
Apprehension
Affect
PEACE - PreppingEarnestlyforAggressionCarnage&Eminence
LIFE - LimitedInformationForEveryone
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