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The halfemptybed. Suddenlycooler Standingstoicgreen
Knowingwhere sheis &why mistcaress now bitingbone neitherleafless nor frostetched
yetmissing hertouch. withbreath lost tosight. silent seasonless.
Allothers leafless Harder&harder Wondering if the Hearingthecoldrain.
yet a Sundaycenterpice therain colder&colder. fireplacesmoke &theraindrops Thinkingofthecrack inthe
surroundedbylawn. Andonly midfall. dance at chimneymouth. roof ofthe doghouse.
Being pingpongball Wasp eatingspider.
with yesno plaiyng rightwrong Fly escaping spiderweb.
in garageofself. Wasp eatingfreedfly.
Freed butnofreedom
fromthehighcost of freeing.
Free fromall but this.
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OneEgg
One egg. One sperm. Towmouths. Twotongues.
Conjoinedtwins Onlyoneanus.
ignoring oneanother.
Eatingindividually.
Brothersforever Digesting asone.
pretending tobe distinct
twobrains Howmany Gods?
twoselves Howmany truths?
just a singleheart.
Howmuch indigestion?
Distinct seeinghearing. Howmuch diarrhea?
Tastingsmelling individually.
Justonetouch. Howmuch love?
SilentBeing
No BigBang that firstfinal dayofcreation the apple&snake
dispersingmatter the real&fake
asif meyou distancetime
thatmattered in transform'sfleefullmix causeffect rhythmrhyme
of homoheterogeneity. &muchmuchmuchmuchmore
a crowpiefilling fullof fantasy
Creation occcuring defining unlimitedbeing
with finalconnections fromwhat myself thinks its seeing
of whenfocused onwhat its self thinksfree.
self&selfconciousness
in sapien'smemory. Silentbeingbeginning ringingloud inbrain
sapien'skull being transform'sgift
Goodgod whatfollowed tonature toall tobe asone
fromthat neverbefore &be allgod's mostformidable misfit.
HeyDad - 2
He dad I knowyoutoldme &thatstars ripplesintheair
trees swaying causedwind which wecall wind.
butmytacher toldme toaskyou
about cause&effect. But aren'thoselines drawnbyus
sothat it'snotnoon allover allatonce?
OK son you've gotme.
wind doesindeed cause But it'snotnoon allatonce
the treestosway. everywhere sothelines
mustbereal.
OK then. Wheredoes wind comefrom?
Dad doyou wantme tobe a scientist
Well son you'veseen the or a philosopher?
verticallines on maps&globes.
whenthesun warms the earth Son what'sthedifference?
thoselines shimmer likeamirage
Body'sBliss
Drivenfromocean. forthefountain
Containingocean. of youth.
Desert beingdeath
by dessication. Yet todeliquesce
I struggle as self asbody's finalbliss
drowninginmemory returningtosea
whereonlytears after assaultbyme
canbebreathed. can neverbe
neverever be
So dry I must until I forget
whilebecoing thedust tobe
ofmyvaunted want&will throughtraining
while resistingstill tosee
inmy franticsearch lesself's exquisite
unknowning.
SnowMelting
Snow meltingslowly Whythen am I expecting somuch ofmy self
sundoing onlysomuch inMarch duringthis longwinter of desire
leaving barerings at baseofoaks with beginningmelt meltingtino lesselfspring?
barelines alongeach fallenbranch.
Whoam I judgingmy self soharshly
Branches unfallen believing inthat harshjudgment?
striping circled&underlined woods
with graysun wintershadows. Whatfolly starkcardinal
attacking hislikeness inwindow
Sol doing onlysomuch inshade. tryingtoprotect whatishis &hisalone.
FlyingStream ForNoOne
Heron lowflyingstream (Thanks John&Paul.)
wings treelined leafshrouded. Whilebass descends treblesends
mybody to metronomicbind
Streamflying between bankgreen whilehands combine to foothebill
through witchingarms wishingtoreach. for limbiclicense intheses timesofuntil.
Heronstream flyinghome to lakebaylapping Let lesselffugue in naughtynaivete
&catailpurr. never givingsway to propriety's decay
&censure ofthe ecstatic.
Lilliputian
Below oakcanopy So simpleatheart
undergrowth lacking allheart in simplicity
littlegreen for seeing wordfaling tosay
amongwithin leaflitter what wordwithmusic play
a lake of ferns beaming to memory'sforgot
barelylilting Lilliputian being ineach trueunbeliever's past.
sparkinginshade asif talloaks hadprayed
forlight at thefeet oftheir finalfall.
Fresh&Again ToTeach
Now sheddingitshistory Toteach offense
likethe manyleggedsnake istoteach defense.
shedingthenotion of slithering
topreyon themouse. Toteach defense
istoteach offense.
Neurons poor bastardsofpersistence
drowning intheir liquoroftransmission Samecourt. SamePlayers.
the messagecorrupted Samerules. Samegoal
the war lost. tocreateharmony
within myriadmovement.
The residue is
noresidue Harmony is victory
butrather a resolve overthe one&only
ofsorts opponent.
tohunt micewithout/lackinglegs
whileliving thisnow O&D as challenge.
fresh&again. Each aside onthe onesided coin.
WithOut Toteachpeace teachcompetition.
Without truebelief Toteachlove teachseparation.
in God&lifeverlasting
doesChurch become narcissisticpreening CyclingThroughTransform
&just an elaboratesocialclub? Playingball dayafterday seasonafterseason
without an identicalinstant.
Attemptingtoshed both
belief&preening FallBack
&become whatoneis Nolonger savingtheday.
seems a betrayal toself's feltneed Nolonger savoring lateafternoon light.
for validation. Slippingfromfall into winter'slongnight.
Andso thedeception begins Butineachmorning's gentlekeep
in earnest. fallingback into dramlessleep.
**Cinnabon**
Wheneating ourCinnabon ofthe elements oftheCinnabon
fingers willgetsticky. namely&mostprominently
flour&sugar
Ifyouchoose topretend toavoid occur inconjuctionwith
stickiness withawrapper the secretionofsaliva
youonly kidyourself. whichis
initself
Thereis noway toeat thebun a sacfifice ofthe essenceofsoul
withoutstickiness aseven whichis the spittingimage of
thewrapper youmayuse or better theillusionof self.
willgetsticky &stickto
unwaryfingers without This inherentimpermanence
ascetic or aesthetic care. is apprehendedasemptiness
onlyafter fulldigestion ofthebun
Suchstickiness mustberemoved &of any&all residualstickiness.
by lickingfinger wrapper lips.
This isthe revelationofattachment
Thisact iscalled renunciation &theopportunity for satori.
because the transformation
Spring
Howcan I seduceyou fairbeing unflinching intheface of
comingoing seenheard foreverfelt sapien'sfall
knowing&known certain toneverbe
throughall mynows lust'slimbic thrall
goingcoming aslesself allows. deflowered in noseason's flowering
blossoming in eachseason's devouring.
Springoflove springoflilt
springwithout its peasure'sguilt Come mylove allove eachnow
becomingthebeginning now&spring&spring&how
ofwe growingfree. tolove asless
topass thetest
Comewithme mylove allove with silentvow
blindtoconvention ripeforinvention &
nobeing ofdesire orself orneed irreverentbow.
TEP (See Glossary -3.)
TheoreticalEvolutionaryPsychology As thumb encourages braingrowth
canbe summedup inthis simple flowchart: as tongue facilitateslanguage
Body includingbrain ofcourse Mind beginsto standalone as sapien'svictor
creating neurlacircuits of against transform astime theflux ofallbeing.
SuccessfulSurvivalBehaviors.
Feedbackfromfellows causing SSBs Thus modernsapien becomesconvinced of
tobesensed as Self. salvationvia Mind cleverlydistance fromflesh
TheHomoErectus Hun is singledout as bycreating prophetsagesaviours &thelike
theone whokilled the cavebear. forgettingthatMind wascreatedbySelf
Thus differentiationbegins whereSelf wascreatedbybody inbrain.
&separation &sin.
....................... Andsobegins SelfDefense
Self inits ultimatedefense of its self &thefeedingofSelf byDesire.
knowingfullwell allnaturalbodies die Andsoitgoes EarthAirWaterFire
creatingMind a supernaturalcounterpart as ElementalBeing is sacrificed
toBody inorderto survivedeath. to thoughtsafety of illusion.
Cellsuit (See Glossary - 3) OfMe
My cellsuit The AbstractionOfMe
a summary is forothers tosee
ofthewhole in black&white in judgment'sbite
whichis thereality pointspergame assistoturnovers
ofme. shootingpercentages
stealsblocks the subtletyofstops
Mysoul whilelacking the sublimity of
anillusion unfathomable intent.
mind flyingfree
fromreality. The IllusionOfMe
iswhat theywishtosee
Thelatter necessary tofit theirneed
for Self to atone for superiority.
fortheindignity
ofitsbody'spassing The RealityOfMe
islost inthesea
wheremycellsuit ofplayers &theplaying.
knowingnothing
of everlasting
wilesaway inthereality
of eternaltransform
within elementalbeing.
ForcedToFaith
Forcedtofaith Only in
by parents rosepicked
by peers oceanclouding
by past breeze lakedrifting.
orby lackofimagination
orby lackofcourage Only by
orby lackofinsight lettingo ropeswing
or outsight over stillovingstream
aswell the casemaybe.
The roseisrooted
in earthwater.
Water is sun'sminion
&scriptedbymoontow.
Wind also obeys heatingcoolingsun.
But self is rootless yet soattached
obyeing no primalelement
indulgingonly in desire.
Thus noforce can makeme prey
to otherthan my infiniteself.
Thus noforce can makeme pray
to otherthan my infinitisimalself.
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