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Blossomstoberries. Blossomstoberries.
Springsummer fishingdeepslow. Dogwoods definingseasons.
Dogwood calendar. Spawn spring summer fall.
Bringing freshmeat home Leaves rustlinghigh. Blackjackoak toughguy
havingeaten greens veggies. Browndog prancingthrough brownleaves. bludgeoning falleaves tillbruised.
Triplingmypleasure. Leaves rustlinglow. Stayingforwinter.
Strippingforwinter. Seeingbystarlight Belief soulofself Dismayed bymyweight
Broadleaves leavingleaves on ground evenafter starisdark livinginstar's longdeadlight headingforkitchen again
girding with barkbrown. bythose veryclose. asif it wasday. for a tastysnack.
Flatop redtipped hedge Flatop redtipped hedge
rustlingduring windlessday. with ninesparrows emerging
Birthing ninesparrows. fluttering to wire.
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CaptureRapture
Whatkind of automaton hascaptured me Trains leavingtrack in disasteronly
drudgingthrough its dailydull havinghad waytoomuch ofthat.
without themadness neededtostop?
Risingwith risingsun
Feelingthis feelingthat quite as selfish too.
robotplodding in senselesscertainty Eatingsong of birdseedfeeder
slave to yesterday thenflyingacrossday as wellflockedleader
saved by tomorrow into deepwoods atdusk.
in selfishmovement
from birthtoearth. Lessmachine of nature'scapture
thanlife of empty selfishrapture
(Whyworry when ThyWill bedone with antacids&aspirins athand
without athoughtof havingfun?) forthe longlong wildride.
Selfdenial a selfindulgence (Whyworry when mymemory
burdenofchoice making humpbacklame. will entertainme?)
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MySon
There is noloss whenplaying myson Draggedindeception to subtlesin
if Iwin I'm king if hewins he's kin. where nobeing untrained cansetmefree.
I flamefornow or flameforever
lifeneverending inme throughim. Me alwaysme &brighter inhim
our flamingfamily's burningbeing.
Eternalife inthat fecundpool Thisbody'sfact thatbody'struth
of genes&dreams &hisperfection. me seeminglost in emptyseeing.
Inlove beyond myfetidself
invanity of myson'sreflection. Stillsin sostill withhell creeping in
through proudidolatry of self in kin.
Eternalbreath inhis fiercelungs Still I loveyou sins one&two
heartbeatingstill asif flesh churchbells. still meforever inmy loveofhim.
Lovebeyond thisbody'sme ..................................
to selfwithinself through myhiscells. Nowin noloss whenplaying love'sboy.
.................................. Wayofnoway a gameofjoy.
There is nowinning whenplaying myson Ineach fallenmoment alone&all
if hewins I die if Iwin he'sdead. nohim nome nonet noball.
Flamesofhell lickingboth ourheels
burningoursin intomyhead. Nosin thisnow nokin thisnow
justgame eachswing a humblebow.
Serpentpool of genes&I Selfishnessburning transform'sweat flowing
asking how tolovehim without lovingme. ineachgame of forever in thisnow's softglowing.
Oak&Asphalt Meta
Oaktree incahoots with asphaltstreet I never metamemory
shadowingpotholes joining mirageheat I couldeasily letgo
inmaking whatwasvisible disappear. so eachmemory
becomingdream
Then theywatch caraftercar bouncing remembered
with springs&shocks takingatrouncing orso itseemed
with a pout that's totally insincere. thathat firstmemory
camefromaplace
CrashCart inwhich I am nolonger.
Crashcart thunderlightning
rushingdownhall Memoryofmemory
tolight abovedoor. dreamwithindream
metatruths floating
Pneumonia percolating in miasma of noreality.
inherlungs.
Pathogens shouting KneeDeep
in deadlytongues. Kneedeep in Goldenrod
twohorsesgrazing.
Assertiveaction
mutingthemaelstrom Longfaces reaching
savingtheafflicted the longstemmed treat
with soothingcalm. enjoyingthebounty
justabove theirfeet.
Flow
Viscosity isto entropy SelfTalk
as Talkingaboutself
reality isto truth withself doingthetalking.
as
thisnow isto ticktocktime. A conflictofinterest yousay
&insaying contribute
FalseHope tothe insanebattle.
Falsehope
as unlovingother judgingmydesire Fightingfire withfire.
inmyworld of selfcauterizing flame Backfire destroyingfuel
armingme withanexcuse toblame aheadof dancingflame
anyonebut myself's torridfire asif
&todefend with selfrighteousindignation a sparkofdesire
salving mywound of desperation. &drygrassofwill
willnot setmyworld
Worstofall myseparation ablaze.
fromall aggrieved&grieving
beneath mypall of fauxcommunion. TwoEyed
Twoeyed self blind to cyclops transform.
OnTip
I've gotit onthe tipofmytongue Seeingrelationships
Y's&E's&M's&C's wherexist onlyunity.
drippingwith mydeepestdesire Proud of my binocularsight.
quitecertain inmybrain
thatwhat I know istrue. Depthperception within my
multidimensionalself
Pupilsdilating eyebrowraised convincingme of mywisdom.
lipstense foreheadfurrowed
Y's E's M's C's Would I bebetteroff a pirate
tiponly of myiceberg peglegged &patcheyed
seenonly bythose suggesting theremaybe
beneaththesurface. justone?
IceLake
Skating our longshallowlake Glidingamong that moveablefeast
among woodenshanties for fishing'sake prowler thief somekindofbeast
closed to icecold thoselives inside causingdoors toclose &then tolock
where cardsareplayed &friendsconfide. shantie standingapart in frozenmock.
Confined content togetheralone Eachtinyhouse a mysterylife
sinlesstime noneed toatone. insulated fromall that's shorelinestrife.
Door closedtowinds&blowingsnow Withoutawindow walls cleanbare
&wanderingskater forall theyknow. yetworlds ofwarmth withoutacare
Failingtoknow alonetogether for winterwind or skater'sneeds
hidingfromwinter's freezingweather lines hangingfree into icelakeweeds
whereskaterskates tosee themfish waiting forfish tobite ornot
sofar fromshore with his simplewish. unaware ofwhat they'vegot.
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A lifewithin but nolife without
always the otherside ofthecoin.
Wanderingskater skatingalone
nowhere tobe seen noway tojoin
**Empty** **Tiny**
Tobe tired isnot beingweak. Tinydog
Take a nap. chasing jumbodeer
acrosslawn between
Tobe lonely isnot beingempty. porch&lake.
Join a club. Deerloping with a smirk
onitsface
Ifboth weak&empty knowing itcouldkick
hire a therapist. thepup intothelake.
Sitting
Sittingquietly Sittingquietly Sittingquietly
watchingangels watchingdemons feelingbreath of
waltzingthrough mansions dancingdark inwreck lesself&allother
ofmyself. of myremembering. as transform'sallbeing.
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Bepatient &alldesires willbemet.
One's highestpurpose &mostdivinemission
willcome tothose whowait infaith.
Patience isourfaith intime.
Actionwilled from knowledgeofHim
alwaysfulfilling ourfate.
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I mustbepatient mastering my self
willingmypatience beyond life'strials.
I willbepatient toprove myworth
&win allstillness withmywon't.
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Nopatience nofaith lostinunknowing.
No missionhigh no missionlow.
Havingcome from nowhere
with nowhere togo.
Faithless nonpatient nonknowing theall
nowill tofree nofate tosee.
Having formedfresh from elementalbeing
with nothingever tobe.
JustBecause DottedSlope
Justbecause Earthendamslope from roadtowoods
insect incest intellect whitepointilism on yellowcanvas
all soundalike with a dolloportwo of lavender.
maysuggest but hardlyproves
intellect is mostly self'sincest Forest as panoramic planetarium
cloning socialinsects earthspring viewingscreen
with its lingualsex. with pulsars from crowntoground
below stillstars in moonlitglow
Couldbe I'msimply of earthairfirewater's springduskshow.
a product of suchmating
hearinghoofbeats Past
assuming grasshoppers. Past bestleft as momentum
not memory
Forgetting lest I becomemired inmud of earth'stears
Forgetting if I unabletoamorize ourseparation
was inhalingorexhaling. &embrace.
Sunblinking moon inherstead
asif mybreath Fearing
caughtinmyhead Fearing eternaldark
couldn'trecognize infromout. my blindbeing notblinking
withmy brightseeing
Lifedeath ontrial? shiningonly in memory'smirror
Isthere a judge worthy? distorted by self'seeking
All transformheld in eternalstasis light in canyon
until I makeup myself. of all loveless.
Flowage
Splayed hydroman from airplaneheight thinningmore becomingray
dancing with sunbright's sparklinglight. as shallowstone spawningsight riversource ray.
Bulgingbelt a black highway
each wrist&hand a coolbluebay. Elbowcove of pier&cabin
summerspent with bestofkin.
Creekfedfingers of icybite Shouldersbearing whitesandbeach
lostinshaded forestnight. near taverntongue with senselesspeech
Tinypools as limpid day
alivewithblue of sky&jay. of fishingststories but emptycreel
thiseve again a fishlessmeal.
Narrowinghead greenhat tootight Then cabincards &offtobed
streaminghairs turning rapidswhite with flowagedreams leavingall wellfed.
Cradle
Brownleaves cradled Soonenough fullice
in crysal lakesurface pineneedles ondisplay
bevelededges icemangers asif lifedeath
forfall's fallensun. unjudged OK
distractingsapiens
Brownleaves cradled from winter's slow.
unfloating at random
dawn&dusk each one Soonenough springthaw
by transform undone eachneedle to float&sink
asif rightwrong asif sol couldeverblink
or battle tobewon. asif sol mightdeign towink.
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OhSadScience (ShouldbeinGlossary - 2.)
-1- -2-
Oh sadscience So whatdid that thoughtexperiment yield
stillneeding GodFather butashield against ghostsofnontruth
tobirth Holyspirit &anaffirmation ofmypurebeing.
reedbasketfloating your forceoflove (Isn'that what I isalwaysafter
in endless etherflowing. frombeginning toend?)
................................
Whenwillyou letgoself In a universe of fits&starts
allowingthatforce what's holdingtogether our familyofstars
of selfishwill unchallenged &stars ofour familyofphysics
tobe recognized as selfishwill butheimagination of brains inbodies
tobe excreted to evaporate too economic toshare
withoutneed (still will) toflush? too democratic tonotcare
too objective tofeel
Whatspace cancontain my illusoryself too right towrong the maddingthrong
so inconstant astobe &beagain of things&strings inour madeupworld
yetneverthesame both here&there oncetwice madeholy by capillarynets of vanity
ormabybe time'sthelie? nourishing our "mindexperiment"
of nonlife fromthe alltooliving?
Watchingtrain asif I werelessthan
both watcher&watched Seeing one simple stringlesstring
witnessing my tomfoolery parallel to one's lineofsight
clickingmystopwatch pretendingtime is brutalvanity before the
that gelatinousnonstrata of neverbeing lynchmob of supermorality
tohave lapsed collapsed relapsed willing with undefinedforceofwill
intoamemory I may neverhavehad. whatmaybe contained within livingbeing.
(Whoknows inmy circusofneurons
whichisillusion whichis twoheadedsapien?) Livingsuch in postspiritual apocalypse
afterBigBang burstforever
Eachwitness knowinglessthan thatwitnessed the simplesanctity of seamlesselfs
I witnesses beingnotorioulsy selfabsorbed mutantmindcreatures nowsewing
always part&parcel ofthepackage stuffofdestruction with needlesofreason
nevertobeproven beyond reasonabledoubt blamingmath for mechanics that don'taddup
or faithlesslove. failing tofeedbeings beyondnumber.
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-3- -4-
Beggingthequestion Then letbeingfly
begging foran answer bythe seatofthepants
to how. ofthe nakedghost
(Asif why wasimplicit unseen unheard unwilled interred
& wouldorcould beanswered fortheduration ofour warofworlds
byabeing of immanence ofwords&thought where I thought weloved
or a beingbeyond.) butloved so awkwardly.
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Askinganswering intomirrors Anthropomorphic science
seeingself confusedbutloud in sillylove with teenageself
without senselessness for growthehellup
nothearing acceptingthesentence
notseeing ofthe onlyholywords spokenthusly
notbeing. "I iscondemned toa painfulife."
Thistoo comingpassing Then protean anthropede [sic]
if&onlyif amputate eachoffending appendage
Him ceasingtobe until sleek&unencumbered
& your burningsleep&dreaming
HisSon also. of infinite reach&touch
............. cancool inthe lightdark
Uncountable dimensions ofeach string&quark.
becomingmore heart thanbeing
&somuch morethan self All mind'screation a singleselfish art
when I startsearching forhumanity hangingonthewall ofour heavenlyhome
who's relativelywhole beingfinallybeing havingivenup breath
&whollyamenable to handsofkin havingivenup lifeofme &immortalmine.
who wouldbe at distance
inerror inthinair nostringsattached Thenscience cansoar with elan oncemore
until allstringscut&cutting findingmath tofit ourmodel
umbilical of right ofself unworshipped ofcosmos beyond single&whole
left towither with fatherforgotten beyond my sadstrivings against allwill
&Son deadburied&unrisen. &against the willessway.
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Oh sadscience
let naturebe
while I dealwithme
&my spendthrift self.
Oh science sosad
first becomenatural
in&of alltoohuman nature
beyondall that's inhumane.
Then beall judgenot
simply earnestly judgingnot
within the eternaltransform
of elementalbeing.
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Plowed horizonfield
with burningbush welcoming
each welltrained being.
Topomap ovals After softmoistsnow
inthe thinlyiced mudrut roadsidebuds notforgotten.
crushedtomosaic. Midwinter cotton.
Playingformoney. Playingforcontrol. Suitedconnectors
Playing toincrease my self. Winlose of noconsequence. facing widegap rainbowflop.
Losing onbothcounts. Breakingmybronco. Folding. Justfolding.
Snowslide on windshield. Ratatat bird
Chinafterchin on wipers. drumming on nevergreen tree
Obese gasguzzler. seeking its killers.
Ourdog backingoff
with rutpuddle ice cracking.
Then in for mudrink.
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MountainSnow III
Letme sing at 75MPH all is heavenearth
myangelic AppalachianChristmasong all is humblebirth
mountains worn to hardwoodridge all is Hitler'sworst
wearingwhite of lastnight'sflight all is Homer'smirth
with wind&cloud all is heroicsearch
singingoutloud forbeing withoutbeingthis
of snow&blow forseeing withoutseeingthat
swirlsof flow forliving withoutgivingin
¬es I wasn't hereforhearing forloving by givingup.
or seerenough for privateseeing
aging at a paceimpalpable Hallelujah tothose angelicslopes
tomy insensateskull still whilebeingeroded as theirown lifedeath
fullofme&me with me speedingthrough
then&when to myown lastbreath
when now as mylove of you.
Train BedTime
Howmuch doyoutrain? Turningoutlight.
Never! No. I mean "forever". Turningoffmusic.
Oh fiddlesticks I keepconfusing thosewords. Lettingo thisfineday
Areyourtraining now? without a fight.
Iwas am alwaysare until youaskedme.
Then I wasn't I thought untilnow. Filledwithfact.
So youpractice now&again? Unneedingfaith
Now always butneverthen that tomorrow isnow
&neverever when. that nothingislacked
Isthis a riddle? thatbtomorrow willbe
No. I mean "yes". inpain orpleasure
Oh fiddlesticks I keepconfusing thosewords. withpain &pleasure
So I'm goingtoget nowhere withthis interrogation? in unweightedmeasure.
If we're lucky. If we're verylucky.
PseudoSapiens
Laws OfDespair
Physics of pulling Havingmastered memory
one'selfup by one'sbootstraps. inservice to when
Metaphysics of earning abletoplan &then
enlightenment. knowing inevitablefate
losingdesire tomate
Neither rightwrong becominganother
sinfullsinless. evolutionaryingrate.
Each quitesimply
impossible. Ifonly I couldforget.
Year 2000
Oneday a longlong nowaway Fullof futurepast whens&thens
thinkinginto myfuture to I amaman at century'start
a time I'd be midaged&gray floatinglightly in midlife noonbright
withsome longpastdue billstopay. trainingtolesself &healingheart.
Nowisnow againagain Surviving untilthis &thisnow's now
I'mstill thatheady wanderingboy but in atleast twothousandpieces
lostinfullness of eachthought I wastaught facing dreampuzzle whilenavigating
toplaywith asmy privatetoy. its dailyshrinking border.
Full of pastfutures few thisnows May I live inthis thisnow
I am thatchild at century's end assemblied by lesself into onewhole.
sunkendeep in midlifemidnight Separation a longpast then
memory'self on memory'smend. while boogying in transform's rock&roll.
FishingRhymers NowStinks II
Whitecappedwaves uponrocks bashing Now anacid emptybelly.
with brilliantsun constantlyclashing Now neitherdream normemory.
water sun rock allcrashing Now intrudingonphilosophy.
above bass&baitfish dashing Now imprisoningmyself which I wish werefree.
soclose tosurface sunnyside flashing
until lightningattack suddengashing Then comfortof forgetfulness.
predatorbass baitfish knashing Then perfection of patchworkquilt.
with wildwestwind continuesitslashing Then perfect theology.
forcing boatrock a brutalmashing Then whentripleGod agrees.
cuttingdeep in suddenslashing
leavingbothboat&boaters splashing When willbe bestofall.
making this summerday a trashing. When myself cantrulysoar.
When idea ideal becomereal.
Cruelty When what I think iswhat I feel
Cruelty of emptyvessels
ceralboxes until brutebarbarian now
Christmaslights burnsdown then with acidbelly
cookiejars. turns when into anothernow
while I sitstill eating toast&jelly.
Expectation meeting
disappointment WhenAsked
friend'sbetrayal Whenasked by StephenColbert
loved one's lie. "Whatdoyouthink happens
whenyoudie?"
Kindness of emptiedvessel KeanuReeves answered
trained forgetting "I guess theone's
never regretting. who loveyou
willbesad."
Hubris
Confusion
Misunderstanding
Ultimatehubris? dancingelectrons
Simplyconfusion? or
Perhaps misunderstanding? chemistryofcyanide.
Thinkingmyobservation necessary
todefine the configuration of anobject Thereality of cyanideffect
in a physicalsystem? onalivingorganism
sentienceofcounting feltradiation
Withoutme ouruniverse isor &eitherboth mechanics of smashingvessel
asif isareach
energywaslanguage an improbablemixture of
or beinglivingnonliving lifedeath
languagewasthought beingmade nonlivinglife
or bybeing united intherhythm of a beatingheart
thoughtwasreality thatveryrhythm throbbing electron'sdance
or withitsong blurringmemories of geigercounter
language or energy which losestrack of time'sarrow
beyond beingthoughtof as within electron's deafening indefinitespinning.
a morereal reality.
........................ Lifeverlasting
Schrodinger misunderstanding wherelife is lifedeath
realityoflifedeath &
inwhich cat's nonlinguisticnature everlasting
definesnothing as life&/ordeath is
Schrodingerhimself beingcat now.
beforeafterduring
anyobservtion P.S. Whymurder a cat
bycat toprove a point?
its dreamofmice
MakingLove Author
"Makinglove isnatural. Author'snameadded afterplay hasbeenplayed
Why be ashamed ofit?" without actorsoracting withoutcast withoutcause.
Just this undirected &that uncorrected
Sobegins myshame flowingunrehearsed sanseffect orpause.
whatever couldbe in a name?
"Coitus" tooformal. Author'snameadded afterplay hasbeenplayed
"Fucking" toocrude. without scriptorscripture noheaven nohell.
"Mating" What arewe animals? All offthecuff &justenough
flowingunreflecting lessfaith yet all's well.
"Havingsex" atleast nopretext
&as a verb suggestingverve. ReDefine
Finch flyingintoforsythia.
"Lovingsex" besidesounding selfserving Bush sproutingfeathers.
perhapsmore an oxymoron than a mantra. Bird growingberries.
Until ourdog redefines roles.
Beingboth CumpulsiveAndPrimal
perhaps our sexcode couldbe simply SELFISH
CAP SEntientLifeForms
&every datingsevice couldhave anapp InSearchforHappiness
tobeclear ifyou're opento sensingeachother
a morning noon or nightCAP. onlyin relationto
theirowngain.
**Labs** **ProFins**
Whatdoyoumean What's allthistalk of professionalquality
my Labadors are scarey? swimfins?
Bull&Sam are as gentle Whatkind of conartist promised painrelief
as dogs canbe. by swimmingfast?
Andtheyadmit thatyoumay needto
Oh. My cholesterol swallowsomewater?
is elevated.
Oh. You'represcribing hydroprophen?
OK. Nevermind. OK. Nevermind.
HowSoon? (Should be in Glossary - 2.)
Child of littlechoice but tobelieve ornot inGodFather. also "being" asa nonwilling nonmechanic
Hardwiredbabe of heat&solder&seriescircuits with limitedscope ina nonNewtonian multiverse.
GodFather isthere foryou to comfort&protect each simplesoul. **"here&now" implying spacetime when spacelesstimeless
"ether" maybe a lessdeceptive symbol.
Howsoon&howseriously I willtakeon the sinsofmyworld But "ether" stillstinksofstuff &is therefore sensed
becoming GodSon ironically an ActOfGod.* where weneed toimply "nosense" inthebestsense (nonsense?)
Hardheadedyouth of parallelprocessing tothe symbol however deceptivesuggestive.
probing life'smysteries as CausEffect crimes
Godson isthere withyou &youasHim Perhaps "bliss simplybliss" isbetter implying a state.
toguide self'stortured&torturing soul. But statescombine toform nations clearlyobjects in spacetime.
(Are wegetting anycloser tothe "truth"?)
Perhaps withtraining God'sHolyspirit (beingunholy&nonbeing)
the here&now** of notime noplace willtransform your self It matterslittle becausetruth impliesfalsehood
into outof an otherspace thus a dichotomy isathand dichotomy being
breathingfreshbreath of lifedeath &thinkingless this&that in a multiverse of allasone.
singingjoyfully intothebliss of eternal now&this.
.......................................................... So wehave spacetime CauseEffect youme sinsalvation
*Newtonian "ActOfGod" - "act" impling a linearC&E freewill with nocomfortableway for thosesymbols toapply
"God" implying a monotlihic entity to thatwhich is unspoken.
a locus of supernaturalpower.
Better perhaps "BreathOfBeing" So let'sjust notsay that notwe are notgetting
"breath" implying ephemeraleternal closerfarther tofrom somethinganythingnothing.
dimensionless inclusivity ....................................
"being" diffusing actoraction&willfulCause Howsoon?
withits inevitable lockstep Effect Thisnow in transform's eternalall.
Congested
CongestedAreaAhead Thencruise at 35 halfwayaround
30MPH. the Burkesville townsquare
past the BarrenCountyCourthouse
Eventhrough SummerShade flanked bythe policedepartment
home of KingsfordCharcoal &a brandnew SubwaySandwichShop
you could speedon at 35MPH. &their elementarymiddleschool hybrid
(no tellingwhere the HighSchool is)
But MarrowBone is different past the intermidable repaving athe T corner
whatwith their secondhand furniturestore almost forcingcars tobecome customers
OutOfBusiness of Robert'sHardware&Haberdashery.
&MarrowHardware MarrowBone's "Congestion" rings hollow.
OutOfBusiness
&theold TexacoStation Then backto 55MPH ona smooth twolaneblacktop
OutOfBusiness. throughour heartland toward Milli Wau Ka
named TheCityByTheLake bythe FirstPeople
But wemustn't speedpast beingmy ancestralhome whereallaredead
MarrowBone's bank&twochurches butfor my 103yearold aunt
or threatenlives inthe suburbs havinglivedalone forall thoseyears.
of five modest SFDs
&three morespacious Backtotheneighborhood
including butnot limitedto where I livedalone for somanyears
a stylish 60s trilevel but return with mywife&son
forcedonto a deadlevel lot. regretting nothing.
Crush Canvas
From crush&run If nature be halfofme
to peanutbutterfun knowitonly asan outlinesketch.
mineralspreadpavement
to crushednutrition heavensent If nurture be halfofme
whowouldlabel livingornot knowitonly as huesofcircumstance.
with rock&fruit givingall they've got?
Parent'slove being morethan me
Crush&run topped with mineralspirit knownalways as canvas ofmybeing.
peanutbutter topped with slightlycrushedfruit.
Peto&petroleum in inorganicknit Wouldthat I could whitewash thatcanvas
jambeing earth'sharing from seed&root. allowing less of eachofthem &vagrantevents
........................... tobe sketchedoncemore &repainted
Ridingmybike foraday at FoxLake untainted bytheir&my desires&defenses
rubberonroad of cellsuit'sconfusion. still inthewinds ofeach thisnow.
EatingPBJ withno impossibleway toseparate
transform's slurry from desire'sintrusion Practice
&reason's delusion Practicing
within love's gentleinclusion. forthis
or tothatend
Athlete Dead flyinginperfection'sface.
Fortyearsold legs&lungs longspent
athletedead to youth's consent. Howcan I hope
tobecome what I'm not
Possible afterlives when practice of
dreaming is fairest love?
coaching
despair. I Am
I am this
RunningBacks so I cando that.
Runningbacks &fastballpitchers
feelingdeeply thisnow asall. I am this
&cannotbe allthat.
Shortlivedlife of catastrophic athlete
playing within inevitable end I am this
affording insight for life'slongfight &this
with desire defense &disappointment. -22- alone.
NeitherNot
Neitheremembering norforgetting Neitheremembering norforgetting
brutalbeing. only I canpretend a norm
Attemptingholding incurring with punctuationmark
brutalbeating. in runonlifesentence
of brutal selfishselflessness
Lettingo though no flacidfreeing. with eternalove as transform
Self hangingon fordearlife. within elementalbeing.
HerBack
Herback herbook werelove's herwake
herbreath slow awakeningnow
within sixtywatts freeforlover's
of softwhite glow touchtotake.
readingherdream
then dreamingitreal Eachtouchtaken
as sleepofsight withinherheart
as reality'sfeel. withinher eternal
sunbeambeing
Thenday&break givingstaying
from fable'sake through her forever
living herdream withinwithout
as life'sweetlake thisnow's fornever.
Only BristleLinePine
Thinkingwords Telephonepole as bristlelinepine
myonlylanguage. pretendingintimacy beyond placetime.
Thinkingtime Not needingnow in cellularspace
myonlyway. pretendtouch inhand at freneticpace.
Lostinthought Ifonlyother atendof noline
with tickingbomb couldconnect mybeing helpingme entwine.
neverknkowing
transform'scalm. Catching
Catching my self
Cancer enjoying myrival's pain.
It'scancer thiscancer everywhere
AuntJenny &Mary'shusband Couldthecatcher
in Ken'swife &inmydad be lessloving?
&in mymother'sthoughts.
Backtotraining.
I thought DNA meant DoNotAuthorize
yet invaders gainingaccess at highestlevels Tired
corrupting bodypolitic with lowestdevils I'm tired&sad.
thendown throughmechanics of cell toself
replicatinig transcribing finallytranslating Andwhen I musterenergy
fromlanguage of prayer&hope I'm angry that I'm
to choking gutteral "Sorry nope" tired&sad.
tobeing unbeing &naturallydead
sheet pulledgently overface&head.
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Feathers justfeathers Feathers justfeathers
allthat'sleft of whatwasbird. no fleshorbones feetorwings.
Feathers nothingmore. Noperching. Noflight.
The groundhog waswrong Atlast dooropen. Threecaws one whobird
still thinice on eachpuddle. Evenskunk smelling sweetspring arguing duringdawnbright
Buffleheadswereright. afterlong snowcold. who willruletheday.
Fizzled pinkballoons Icemelt outlining
drapedover dullblackmailbox. crystal encased fallenleaf
Infant's secondmonth. in roadway mudrut.
Unsolvedsuicide. Earlyspring honking. Backtoback bigpots.
Asif anythingtoknow Angrywith cold thinicedlake Somewouldsay I waslucky.
with theknower dead. orthis chillgraydawn? Others wouldknow.
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Schooling
Inaworld of sixperiodays&summervacation pretendingbelly is brain
with StandardCourseOfStudy as Bible with biggerasbetter untilthebark
&teachersaspreachers ofthe dogofmore eating meatofbeing
whatpilgrim coldremainmute leavingonly crossbonedeath
withthisintrusion ofallsecular. by skullduggery.
If Science be ourcornucopia Science proudScience
gorgingneed forallunnumbered giverof allgood
then letSci becalled holy saviorfrom allevil
letSci bepraised outloud sindeathpowerofdevil
Hallelujah for microwaves withknowldege comprehensive
minivans moneymarkets. mercyunfathomed
Hallelujah for internet powerofreason
each fastfoodbit ethicofwant.
preservationbymed.
Rolypoly teens majoringintellect
When finallyfaced orcoursely intheir march tothe minorkey
singAmerica'song of stuff&nonsense of me.
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Best ifscience beunknown as tool of reality
foruse bythose of lesselfish stillbeing.
CueBall ShootingHorses
Four philosophyprofessors Transform as stardust&gravity dancing
playingpool in smokefilledstudy. in desparation of marathoncontest
in delight of ballroomcaper.
Each wearingblazer
with embroideredemblem Former: "TheyShootHorses,Don'tThey?"
of their almamater. Latter: "SilverLiningsPlaybook."
Eachball a concept. LettingGo
Eachstroke genius. Empathy
while remaininfree
Cueball beingbrain of cloyingattachment.
neverspoken of
lestgame becomeorganic Razor'sedge
death becomesane. the onlywaytobe
.............. neitherself norother.
Tattooedplumber
repairingtoilet. Chaff
Aimingmissle at jet.
LettingGo Jet as target.
Lettingo knowing&unknowing.
When becomingthen again Jet expellingchaff
&then forgotten in thisnow. targetingnothing
creatingconfusion.
How lifedeathloves playingwithtense
pretending ally with allgoodsense Thus
countingonlyfive asalive Wehave prematurexplosion
leavingme tosuffer alone. instead of timelyunderstanding.
Changing
Springtime beingneither herenorthere intime of renewal bodybeing self'sfool
who couldpossiblyknow whatowear feelingpassionbud while I slouch&drool.
&whentostore forevermore
until nextseasons' changing? Should I givethanks for teenageangst
while wellinto midlife atbest shootingblanks.
Eternaltransform notwithstanding I mean blankstares never entertainingaffairs
earthlycycling demandingplanning mybody as I mentioned being self's tool.
withclothes remanding closet'sexpanding
until nextseason's rearranging. Springbeing whispering my lesself toshare
where whocouldpossiblyknow whichtobare
Suchbeing myeverlovingspirit my nature'suniform or nurture'sunderwear
neitherherenorthere becoming a halfwit where in transform'sgyre botheach willdare?
Who'sDream? ChildrenSay
Dad'sball didn'tbounce Childresay swayingtrees
&was toosmall tohit causewind toblow.
so evenwhenplaying Poorfools.
planningtoquit.
It's cleartome it startswithme
No JuniorProm for this catquickTom &my toohigh unmowedlawn.
bu mantoman dance
in hoopiestrance. Whyelse woud oakcrowns swish to&fro
paintingskyblue for my greencarpetbelow?
Mother'sbrother'sbook waswaytoolong
&although I was singing Yes. It'smostcertainly my&mymower.
I wasn'tsinging theirsong.
Training
Forthis shootingstar Sittingwithsorrow.
no medicalschoolmarch Sittingwithjoy.
or AprilMay inthis fallingstar'sarch Sittingwithdiredespair.
neverwandering nearorfar. Sittingwithfateunfair.
Sittingindisrepair.
Byhook&bycrook parent'sdreams forsaken
transform'schild naturallynourishing Sittingwiththen&when.
growing toward lightdark in equalmeasure Sittinginthisperfectnow
until in dawndusk pastorallyflourishing. Sittingwithnothing noteven a vow.
Fingers
Earthairfirewater Fingerlesspainting
swirling in nonconscious in infinitehues
brushstrokes. my fingerspainting
My lesself ripplingnosurface in sofew you's
abovewithin depthsofstill while clutching&holding
while my self pretendingmotive faithope meaningpurpose
for my puerilewill allpainted oncanvs
asif transform'sfingerpainting ofwhat Ithink Ican
madeby myfingers understand.
or anyfingers atall.
Lotioning Ravished
What's Cellsuit beingravaged.
thefeelof onehand lotioning? Self becomingsavage.
Truesuffering.
Why Falsesuffering.
don'they haveafriend
toapply thesalve? Gravity
Until greasepaintsmile
MusicBox is streaked with tearsofsorrow
My pricklypersonality breathe on withoutnotice.
pickingatstrips of mylife's
musicbox. Sand stardust gravity.
Anotherhour over.
Playing sameoldsong Anothersun's death.
over&over Anothersun's birth.
untilspring runningdown
withouthope of windingup. Creation
Intheact of becomingother
Thank tensilestrength creatingmy self withyour acquiescence
for tiredsprings. asif givingtaking nopart in transform.
**Dose** **Fruit**
Three PM takingfirstdose. Fullwomb v. phallicbloom.
At seven&eleven I cantake twomore. Succulence v. beingsucked.
Atmost. Slicedinto rockingtriangles.
Slicedfor icecreamtriplets.
Perhaps mysymptoms willsubside Toohard for incisors.
atleast until I'm satisfied Toosoft for molars.
that I'm notsuffering unnecessarily. Freshwater whencracked.
Potassiumpacked.
Asif mymeager abilitytobear Teeth&tongue enjoyingeachone.
whatothers brushoff without a care
isn't tome extraordinarily rare Whowouldchoose whenyoucan'tlose
&arbitrarilyunfair. eatingfreshfruit forasnack?
Choosing
Choosing tobefree Forgettingplays yet
I forgettingplays yet dribbling
skills passing
drills shooting.
asif
plays&skills Forgettingskills
arenotoffspring ofdrills yet forcinghimleft
asif beatingscreens
I couldremember nothing stripping withoutfouling.
without havingtrained
in forgetting. Suchmystery
beyondvanity.
Butcoach won'tletme free
so I mustchoose toforget So perfectlyunknown
whatwas neverlearned by welltrained
whatwas neverknown. lesself.
Acorn Correlation
Acorn instream Mathphysics correlation v. causation.
caught ineddy Biologypsychologysociologyecology
circlingently before relentlesscorrelation as causation
breakingfree. culpability beingincircumstance
firepit inhut
Then downstreamdancing sucking tobaccosmoke
among stones&falldowns. internetaccess
separationreplete
AuntDody moreguns
Picture of flower. moregunviolence.
Picture of flower. Circumstantialevidence morecompellingthan
Neitherwild as woodlandvolunteer onethousand I witnessaccounts
nornourished in backyardgarden where I causescorrelation tobecome canard.
or protected inlivingroom terrarium.
Picture hanginginhallway PhysicalTherapy
neverhavinglived. Staircase to nowhere
in knottypine rising.
PlowPeople Simple 2by lumber
Snowpeople meltingonlawns. with ID info laquered over
Plowpeople lastingforweeks ratherthan sandedoff
headthroaxabdomen inkstamped for commerce
dismemberedfrombirth ringedby age&climate.
liningroadside in disarray
meltfreezecrust insuringstay I'm usingonly firststep today.
until kids kickingpiles
stubbingtoes. Ladywith totalknee surprisingly
top&back
Fog top&back
If offwater bysix top&back
notconvincing. easily bestingme.
If greentogarish FromTo
notcertain. Fromemptiness
toemptiness
If extrablanket of fullness
notproofenough. of fingers
fourinchesdeep in coatofsheep
Thenlet grayspecter combingthrough her comforting all
of cooldawn on warmlake of hands
sparkmysenses to becomeawake stroking fullmuscles Clydsdale.
toclarity of seasonchangingmist
&crystallove of transform'skiss. Fromfullness
to fullness
AllAsIs ofemptiness
All asis &each asnone of forgetfullness
thisnow noplace for sparkingfun of our firstfair
in thisnow's history beforeitsdone of our firstdare
in breakout of my pregnanthought. of our firststare
into eachother's eyes.
Thougthbearing what I wouldwant tobe
inmy roaringdesire for majesty I
asif Birthed bydifferentiation.
by myown magesterialdecree Defined byother.
I couldbecome moreorlessthan Desecrated byall.
naught. Defended as self.
Capsize
Language afleet of smallboats Boats oftencapsizing
traveling inan uneasysea stranding captain&crew
hull grammar on isolated exoticislands
payload semantics. onwhich theymay liveout
their lonelylives.
Captainbeing an intelligent
passionate sapien Or theymay berescued
often sailing in unfamiliarwaters. by a seaplane
&transportedsafely
Lone crewmember self toafamiliar foreignshore
a navigator ofsorts reuniting with
alwayseekingtreasures family&friends.
fromclues bothancient
&contemporary. Only iftheycapsize
&trustcurrents.
IfOne NoArrow
45 15 10 3 2 No arrowoftime
Onestar. during deliciouswallow.
Enoughtoshine? Simply brutesensing
........... withno inbetween.
FourOthers
55 25 15 5 6 No arrowoftime
Fourplanets. duringorgasm.
Enoughforsolarsystem? Cupid nowhere
................ tobeseen.
Team
100 40 25 8 8 ReBirth
Transform's Summoningcourage to cease dreaming.
radiantbeam. Maintainingpractice of lessmemory lesself.
Lettingeachdusk washaway eachday
Woods eachdawn becoming pure rebirth.
Woods beingdeep
woods beingdense MythOfMysticism
eachfallentree a spikedfence. Labeling SimplyNatural as SuperNatural.
Then breakingout to meadowfair Labeling trainedlesself as mysticism.
with peaceful sky of horizonbare.
Fearofdeath squeezingorgan from organism
Seeingforever&seeingatonce leaving "ism" as doctrine sans patientorpenitent.
that I am all when I is small.
My densedeepwoods Livinginmemory's recesses
givingway towhere fearing whatransform blesses
lesself's way is nevernow as eachonly&all beyondlifedeath'spall
&ever soever rare. when realityembraced facetoface.
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Drawn toward streamingpee Chipmunk upearly Caws rulingroadkill
toiletpaper torninhalf scurrying from drivewaydrain until skinecks swooptodine
foldingintobowl. during dawndiluge. roadhogging entree.
Cleancut or broken Yellow sofew days.
poplar pine rottingalike Forsythia turningreen
in moistleaflitter. returning sun'srays.
Hooked in shallowbay Stunned foramoment Thinlinned connection Freshlyfallenleaf
becomingspring's splashingsun then dartingback toitsweed sapien to pices'sin at onewith in faintmoonlight.
onthis flowerday. being fisherfreed. havingleft its home. Freshlydropped dogdung.
Cutting backyardtree.
Best for badminton baseball
&settingclouds free.
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NoCold
Thereis nocold Presenceofheat
only absenceofheat. is cellsuit onfire
(I knowyou lit by mywillfulself.
by yourbehaviors. (Tome you're
You'reasfree an emptysuitedghost
as I choose toallow. &only I canmake
If I fail toinspire you you real.)
you'll havenobreath.)
There areno objects nosubjects
Thereis no objectivity only oceanfire.
only absenceofsubject. (You&me boilingover
(Tome you're a becomingsteam
robot ina cellsuit. driving transform
Yourenergy is myenergy condensing coalescing
or noenergy atall. as ocean withwithout
My indifference isyour Imemine aswe
nonexistence.) you me them as three
as one.)
PEDs WhatLifeDeath?
Jesus the originalPEDdealer What lifedeath couldend
hawking in fire or ice
SuperNaturalBeing orend atall in thisnow's
with Lifeverlasting eternaltransform?
asaquickfix
forthose withouthecourage Earthonfire in passion'sheat?
toaccept the painoftraining. Oceanevaporating untilall is air?
......................
AndHisFather willprotectyou Or motiongstilled
inyoursleep. by emotionwilled
tobe Kelvin's aboslute I?
Reasonable
Time alltogether All whileall abiding
reasonable under our everproviding
but notintheleast real. stonecold
burninghot
I canthink of severalthings star.
comforting butnot binding
dreamlike butblinding Jets
self from whatis. Abovemywoods
abovemylake
Reason two dullgray unmarked
Reason giftingme a solidgoldwristwatch militaryjets comingoing
distractingmefrom eacheternalnow. lowbelow whitepuffclouds
playing hide&seek
Reason convincingme of simplecauseffect with warmingspringsun.
distractingmefrom eacheternalthis.
Comingoing fromto
Reason reinforcing selfconsciousness some veryrighteous place
distractingmefrom eachother &you. I'mcertain.
Droningabove buddingcrown
KnowingLess &still waitinglake
Transform beforeskyclosing &bassbedding.
knowingless of time
thanmy ailingcellsuit. ScrapBooking
Collecting thispiece then thatbit
Whatutterance forcingeachofthem tofit a dreamofwho I
couldbe differenthan could be
anyallother unique wanto be
outcry? am tome.
Suicide Others perusing &allagreeing
Trainingtolesself myscrapbook is a truestdecreeing
mycellsuit mustbe each&all atonce admitting
preserved. bits&pieces are allfitting
orbetter perhaps consideritknitting
Any thoughthonor insuicide a perfectprison for my self.
beingstillborn as self.
FullCourtPress
Unable Facingsudden fullcourtpressure.
Fingersbroken penningphilosophy. Taking timeout to assess&prep.
Brainfrozen in littanyoflogic.
Tonguetied in warofwords. Backtoplay seeing countermeasure
completelydifferent defensiveset.
Atlast unableto write think speak
lost intransform's silentdin. Inaworld of beliefaithope&dream
awakeningtotransform's randomscheme.
Bubble
Bubbleblown by solarwind Now mymeander becomingtime'sarrow
defining outside &allwithin describingbubble'sdiameter as doomsdayherald.
with self treadinglightly Me seekingdepth in a worldofsurface
wearing spikedshoes bubblebeingblown into memory'sembrace.
wanderingdirectionless
will ill withtheblues. Satisfied withinleatherless synaptic hide
................ hopingthatwhat I will willbecome what I want.
Then ticktocktime beginninginearnest. Bubblebecoming fishbowl onshelf
Hiking onedirection seekingsoftsoledprotection maintaining myregretablyunforgetting
againstpain of bursting my diaphanousmembrane. self.
HowLongNow? Ribbon
Howlongisnow Sittingondock
for chessmaster a lake'shike fromhome.
musician
sexualover Darkskies overhouse
potwithoutcover obscuring settingsun.
athletescholar
illspentdollar? Southsky ripplingwhite
above blueribbon
Now as notime between memory&dream caughtinpines.
when slate'swipedclean
nofat nolean LauralBlossoms
nothing'sbehindscreen MountainLaurel's whiteblossoms
pumpkinpie sans whippedcream floating on bluelake below greenbank
skyblue grassgreen over graygravel basspawningbeds
no I onlyteam with yellowfishingline offering
rainfilling tinystream lure of lesseparation from tannedfisher
fabricofbeing without a seam. in orangekayak to greenscaledfish.
MyLake II
Mylakeislarge seamsmendedbystumps. I'malone inmysmallboat
Myboat is small smalleryet sofarfromshore. onthislargelake under enormousky
The baldeagleislarge but skyislarger abovefish mostofwhich I'll neverknow.
theirseam mendedby needlenosepines.
Kingfisher buzzingmyboat
Blacksnake abandonedatbirth tryingto backmeoff.
feelingnopain. Keepingwatch forawhile
Me countingroots washedbymywake before returningtoperch.
asmy home&family.
.......................... Oh tohavehis smallbrain
Today fishingalone. his emptiedheart
Butitwasn'talways thatway. nopain inthisvastness
hisvastness
Dad's cigarsmoke patrolling
usetomingle with gasoilmix. in unthinkingpatrimony.
Underpoweredoutboard .........................
putteringpainfullyslowly. Catchingafish.
Wettingmyhands.
Fishingtoolong inoneplace Handlingitgently.
knowingsun wouldfallfaster Slippingitcarefully
thanrun to newspot. backinto itshome.
.............
Mywife'shat usedtoshade bothofus Atlast a moment of amnesia
in afternoon heatwaning emptyingme into thisnow
but romancedancing in dyingrippling. connectingmewith
.......... forgettingthen
Butnotoday. &eachsirenwhen.
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Feelingquiteangry I becameangry Feelingtheanger.
atall theinjustices. but thisnow I'mnotangry. Seeingthecreature angry.
Preparingtoact. Perhaps I shouldact? Acting instillness.
Lastclothespin undone. Grandpa grindingblades. Lurkingintheleaves Brightyellow tulip
Silkblouse fallingsosoftly Father tuning smallengine. at thedge of oursandbox climbing onits spindlystem
suggestingnothing. Son sweepingshopfloor. myson's fearsomeshark. toward overcastsky.
Walkingthrough tallgrass
hiddencrickets becomebees
dullagainstdaisies.
Orangeblack butterflys. Hickory yellowed.
Anoldleaf flutters&dies Dogwood redleafed redberried.
in shallowshadestream. Sycamore barepale.
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UnForgettable
Neuralpilgrimage to cerebellum Worse flusteredby attackonpride
from hippocampalhome. fear becomingforgetting.
Travelingfrom idletongue tothumb Lessonslearned at childhoodhearth
an escapefrom memory'snumb. lostinheat's coldsweating.
Defendingthen with wordsofwant Tonguetothumb in unforgivabledefense
spewingdesire's ofme alone. of myself underattack.
Tongue somuscled in self'sdefense Onlywithtraining comesbravery of forgetting
singingonly monotone. my reflexiveprotection oftheabstract.
Earth Belly
Earth ultimatecannibal Living inthe beast'sbelly
transforming eachsapien into burning in acidbath of belief.
organsystems Beingdigested by gastricjuices
organs of gods&afterlives&intellecutalexcuses
tissues thentravelling throughintestines
compounds of institutions&solutions
molecules towardbowels of absolution
atoms neverhavingtrained a trainedeye on self.
matterenergy
&less. Yet withtraining lesselfobtaining
becomingabsorbed as nutrient.
Earth ultimateanabolist Litanies&creed becoming a glint
energytocelltobraintoself lostinlight of transform'sight
tobe metabolized as nature'slie. whilebecoming otherthan I.
Attack
Mortar ofmy logcabin Tears disssolvingeachcell
sealingout elements ofmy frailbody leavingpuddle
but dissovinginlove in centerof myprivate
love I can't freedomprison.
though I try
tostop. My meltingself
beingaccepted by sky
Wind now insideout&through. evaporating into
Tornroof remaining nolongerblocking meaninglessness
dawndusk daynight sunmoon. among waftingclouds.
Wind carryingrain ontomylaptop. That'sall that'sleft
Wind carryingpain intomybones. afterlove's relentless
........................ attack.
Distance ThankGod
Disance createdbyme ThankGod that whenwe inhabit
inmydefense againstdeath. moon&Mars
there'll nolongerbe
Separation createdbyme sevendeadlysins
inmydefense againstlife. daily hungethirst
needfor healingsleep.
Elemental II
Earth asbirth ofall ofworth ThanGod fordreams
withintransform's lackofdearth. &soulstokeep.
Air ascare forall I forebare SimpleJob
withinself's daynightmare. Changingoil withcar on Father'sDay ramps
before summervacationdrive to summervacationfun.
Fire as lyre playingsiren'sdesire
whileburning onpassion'spyre. Havingrainedhard allnight
puddles on graveldriveway
Water asdaughter of breath&death butnot undercar.
each a vagrantsquatter.
Lyingonweatherbeatentarp tryingtoturn
Stalking rounded once sixsided drainplug
Stalkingmystill. usingsmaller of two pipewrenches.
Fulleafedfullmoon ..........................
ambushing myripplingkayak Also needingtobuild a fence
from oakcrown's rippledreflection for decoration &tofoildeer.
before merging withas sun'self
duringlesself'sfblinking Building in onebyfour simplicity.
before merging withas eternalburn Stackingslats usingfirst measuredsection
duringtransform'swinking. as template.
...............................
Whywould subtlewestwind Usingscraps for frame roof roofing
forceme toward duskchagrin the doghouse was a blessedbreeze.
solarge asto inspire myfaithlessbeing .............................
withreality's bruteseeing? I washandy makinghouse ourhome
.......................... makingland ourown.
Letmefish topwater for a bit
beforereturning todryearth Sharing with wife&son.
&myday's finalsit. Eachsimplejob simplydone.
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