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Bettleravaged pine Beetleravaged pines Beetleravage pine
wonderingwhy it's uncut wonderingwhy they'realldead undergrowth overgrowing
inlight of God'slight. inlight of suchwaste. woodpecker at home.
Dawnhighway droning. Changingnuts to gas. April fistquarter. Perfect eitherway.
Crowcalling caw-caw-caw-caw. Mybody's cruelalchemy Sittingwith wisteria Wisteria on warmbreeze
Me justsittingstill. &curse to others. crickets distantcars. or inhaled closeup.
This firstspring fullmoon Workingthrough firstpain. Tosee what's out there
over Belagio spires. Learningabout the body thenbecome what's out there.
Below a fakelake. self will neverknow. Then atlast nothing.
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Geometry
(+b) (+)
Flowoflife beforemycross Flatline lifedeath uponmycross
wave&wave of rhythmic me. judgmental love lovebeingdead.
Caught in sin of high&low Abovebelow rhythm'sflow
neverallowed to simplybe. wherenothing'sdone all is said.
(+b)
Transforminglife beyondanycross
perfection in eachsimple thisnow.
Nobeginning noending no thenorwhen
just a gentlesmile&emptybow.
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TV
(+b) (+)
WatchingTVweather duringstorm Rousedbythunder wiredpower lost
in warmdrycomfort of my easychair. walkingtowindow checkingoutside.
but weatherpersonsaying allisfair. realifestorm predictiondefied.
(+b)
Awakeningatlast to furyofstorm
preparingforwalk takingnature's bestshot.
Becoming skygashing &firmament'sdin
whileunknowing transform weather &or not.
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GordianKnot
(+b) (+)
LostinGarden alonewithmyfate Gordainknotforming from thentowhen
wandering wondering but alwayswellfed. undone bypower of mywill thatwon't.
Comingacross a gatelessgate Fuelingfire of self'sprivatehell
boundinparadox as myoracle said. in world ofdo &world ofdon't.
(+b)
Trainedtoexhaustion self withering
becoming lesself as stuffofnonsense.
Nogood noevil noserpent noknot
allife thisnow in transform's notense.
Mystery Recollections
Meditation or masturbation Sittingwithmyrecollections
or forallitmatters (collections in direneed of reckoning)
a triptothezoo. until I'm boretotears
asif my meaningpurpose
Whendone as trainedlesself asif my preciousexistence
eachact a perfectmystery be reruns of a barelyenjoyable
nomeaning nomoral singleseaon sitcom.
not the slightestclue.
Lesself
AnotherNewYear Fromself to lesself
Newyear oldyear sameyear. separationdiminshing
It's snowing. Houseischilly. elementalbeing making
Woodpile'sdwindling. everythingfit
Ashscattered on frozenpath. where faith&knowledge both
creating cryogenicgrowth
I haven'tlearned anythingnew. unable toprovide thewarmth
I haven'tforgotten nearlyenough. oflove's perfectknit.
Bareoak amongpines.
Swamp
As young as Fulfillingwant creatingswamp.
mydesires Stillness at highestcost.
&dreams
as real as Better streamtrickling creatingrippling.
virginfinds. Stillness neitherfound norlost.
BoundFree
Is wind Is cloud Is fish Is flower Is God
freefrom freefrom freefrom freefrom freefrom
or or or or or
boundby boundby boundby boundby boundby
fire? air? water? earth? belief?
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Is sapien Is sapien Is sapien Is sapien Is elementalbeing
freefrom freefrom freefrom freefrom freefrom
or or or or or
boundby boundby boundby boundby boundby
self? other? thenwhen? thisnow? transform?
Rooting NoCure
Me wantingunion withall Noprevention. Nocure.
as eternaltranform withineach thisnow Just recognizesymptoms
whichcan neverbelove &train train toendure
till I am still &want isforgot. the indignities of desiring.
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Rootingfor. Seeinghalf. Seducedbypleasure
Rootingagainst. Seeingself. before earning the treasure
Playingthescore &all islost. ofalife fullofemptiness.
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Gettingmyhead outofmyass Reduced to a swine
(&by "myass" I mean mydesire's). sniffing for truffles
next to a field of
Becomingall tenplayers blackberryabundance.
me with foursibs
playingwith fivefriends. Noprevention. Nocure.
Justsit withsymptoms of self
Rhetorical? &train train toinsure
ReverentMonk showme this self that yourlesself willendure.
whosedesires define&consumeyou.
ReverendMaster itshere inmy hippocampus YoungPride
a synapticmiliu of survivalbehaviors Prideful youngself knowingself
which I must traintostillness. asif precociousinsight the norm.
Wanderingtrhough memory'sfuture
ReverentMonk welldone. fromwhich desire'sdreams willform
Know elementalbeing is profound fromwhatlittle I thought I knew.
butonly a beginning.
Resist yourpride of knowing. Dreams groundedingenes
Workhard ontheprice of showing. memoriesmade bymyparents
asif I wasfree asif I couldsee mydefenses
Lost beyondmy seemingforever
Lostagain fourteenyearold's experience.
in tasseltopped tootall Augustcorn
amongacresofsame eonsofstill. FearingDeath
Howcanoneclinging
Tooyoung toknow theway todreams of immortality
or to trustlove of sun'seasons. informtheliving of love
Unknowingrowth withoutscent havingsurrendered to desire?
ofwill.
Howcanoneclinging
Fueling to supernaturalsensing
Eatingmyhunger. share thisnow's profaneperfection
Fuelingmyforgetting. withonelost within eternaltensing?
Abstinencebeing
foodoflesself. Depths
Depths are dim
Resist to sapieneyes.
Resist teaching Depths are dull
thatwhich cannotbetaught. to sapienwits.
Depths are dark
Allowthestudent to stumble to sapienself
onhispath to freedom. who thinks
(&thinks
Removing toomuch atwill)
Both archaeologist&sculptor who thinks
removing. (&can'tkeep
desires still)
Eachseekingtodiscover who thinks
whatwasalwaysthere. that shallow
isonly &right
Pregnancy &dim&dull
Eternaltransform myonlylight.
draftingfemale
toserve as vessel Emptying
for newlife. Wind sweepingcloudsaway
stormgone calmathand.
Replaying evolution
from singlecell Notanemptying butanemptiness
to selfconsciousapien. ofcloud ofstorm ofcalm.
** Try** **Stones**
Trytostay inmylane? A stone'sthrow away.
Trytostay inmylane! Throwingstone's at glasshouses.
Gettingstoned. Beingstoned.
l trytostay offthe Killingtwobirds with onestone.
highway entirely.
Oh how wemistreat
**Appointment** our mineralbrethren.
My doctorappointment
isat 10:30. **Nephew**
But I'mtold tobethere I'vegot a little hellraiser for my nephew.
15minutes early. If he'd havebeen thelast oftheMohicans
they'dberunning everycasino inthecountry.
Twins PoisonGreenbackFrog
Separatedatbirth Insulatedfromattack
my twin&I livingwounded abletobe an amnesiac.
bleedinginout dreamofreunion. Forgettingtheneed tojoin thepack.
Neverknowing what I lack.
Eachlove incomplete
slashing heartofhearts. What a love. Defensebytouch
neverknowing love as such.
Lesself'scrimsonflow Thinkinglove talkingtoomuch
stoppingonly in being'sblindness usinglanguage aslove's flimsycrutch.
&delirousdeath of distantother.
Storingpoison in subcutaneousvault
Thenforgetting protectingselfsubtly against assault.
sin'snightmare Collectingreen as I exalt.
that I was Losingyou as love'sdefault.
once
& Shame
alone. What a shame Who'stoblame
nosharing inbliss. for notsharing bliss?
Prize Let'seach justenjoy Areweboth just
Soclose tomyprize. their personalkiss. playing a selfishgame?
Perhaps overthenexthill ..........................
mylonliness Is allpleasure in self'sdomain
willbecomecomplete. &simplesharing always invain?
SapienChild
Sapienchild Sapienchild
desirewithoutdefense desirewithoutoffense
noprocedures toprotect nopride topropel
primordialself. personalpassions.
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Sapienchild Sapienchild
particulateproteanparoxysm assualted&battered
as prepolymerization pastiche byboth elemental&human nature.
of perfunctoryperformance. Whatchance in heavenhell do I have?
(Oreven in earthairfirewater?
Dialogue Arousal
Memory talkingwith Thinking: A little socialstir
"Letme guideyouthrough a hintofarousal
thelabyrinthe of thisnow." canbe lifedeath
in momentsofblur.
"Wouldyouhaveme
toast stalebread Better an occasional
asif meltedbutter &jam prematurejaculation
couldbringwheat than nofurtherchance
backtolife?" at copulation.
Shore Keepingmywits
Shore is ocean aboutme
ocean is shore. &mymemory
too.
Whocouldseparate .........
whatcan'tbemore? Never turnoff
themotor
Stream is bank &lockthedoors
bank is stream ofyour getawaycar.
separateonly
in feverdream. Coward
Why doesthcoward
Finding die a thousandeath's?
Sun findingme
sittingstill. Becauseofhis tenacious
memory
Howproud I am clingingtodesires
ofmy stilledwill maintaininghisdefenses.
abletobe motionless
atleast until Unknown
celestialbeing emerging Unknownbeyond
frombeyond modest hill. myname'sknowing.
Aware Invisible butfor
Seeing being'seed sowing.
buttercupyellow
peartreewhite Sogoes lesself
springbirthlight. nearlysinless
almoststill
In separation barelyseparate
becomingblight. suffering littlewill.
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Awareof
yellow Pain
white Continuallysinning.
seasonlessight. Sin becomingmyperfection.
Belief Your perfection beingcorrect
SapienCreed: alone
Believe or live a shortbrutalife. &inpain.
SapienGreed: Volume
Believe &live a shortbrutalife. Turningofflight
is
WesternMind (aka "self") turningupvolume
Westernmind with
spittinginot being'swind brain lettingosight
splittinginto carnalsini amplifying powerofnight
quittingshort of transform'sall with
wittinglybecoming myown downfall. Bacchus demandingpayment
in self's spinningdervish devil'sbeing
Quiet being atone in thoughtlove
Mytree as quiet within cacophonyofmemory
as middaywindstorm failing
is still. sweetstillness of mutedself.
Duck within nobreeze
ripplinglake.
ChoosingWisely
Angel or zombie choosewisely Livingaswed togods inmyhead
orbe condemned tolife of moreself. mypartnerbeing my dailydream
where I amheld in highestesteem
Livingasdead ifonly inmyhead imaginingmyhopes
miredinmemory life as myallegory tobe mainstream
unaware of mypurgatory whileflushed in tributary
thinkingthought obligatory of reality'scheme
&mylife a lovelesstory oflife as partof a crackdrillteam
judgedbyother disciplinedbeing onlyway toredeem
as lessthanglory overwheeningself fromits
beingresponsive todesire. toonatural greed.
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Stillvoice
beinglesself's mutedcall
simply notchoosing
atall.
Knowing Irony
Knowing goose isn'tlake. Acceptingmylonliness
Knowing fish isn'twater. my separation
Knowing I'm notyou. connectingme withallother
intheir separation
Hightime forsome insanity. &lonliness
Awakening MyNature
Awakening eachmorning Mynature being thought&words
fromdream yet I'm uncomfortable on self'scross.
of who I was the daybefore.
Perhaps if acceptingmyreality
Not the awakening throughsweat of training
mytraining promised. mynails willrustaway.
ThreeImperatives
Maintenance Reproduce
Elementalneed before self'sgreed Reproduction
creatingdesire to quenchthefire simple butnoteasy
of impendingsuffeirng. withself becomingqueasy
when cellularsurvival
Safety isknown tobefutile
Defend againstpredators &divinity'sprice
animal vegetable environmental infalliblybrutal
earthairfirewater &selfishsapiens. &reason can'tfind
the placeortime
Connectwithothers as protectors tomakesense of
&perhaps if lesserself as lovers. my slowcertaindeath.
Mime SunDrop
Can I as mime Lesself as sundrop
escapemybox or lemondrop tosuck forluck
withoutescaping while burningcool as lifedeath'sfool
myself? with transformticking its tocklessclock.
Must thesolution Defender
besung aloud? Myself myforsaken defender
becomingcross of mydamnation
Purpose beingcasket ofmy unrising.
Walkingofftrail onpurpose.
Snappingoff nearlybrokenbranches. Myself eternallyshielding internalife
Pushingover nearlydead barelystandingtrees. againstinfidels of other'sprivatestrife.
Kickingopen fallenrottingtrunks
thensitting surveying collapsedshafts?? Myself stainedglasswindow
singlewhitelarva several brownants. throughwhich I surveymydomain
shatteredbyintrospection
Lettingo whatdrewme todestruction. shardscattered as recollection
intopews of churchofmyunmaking
Assigning during choir'shymn of myself's
I assigning my veryownself finaltaking.
understanding
& Holding
enlightenment Holdingitalltogether with barbedwire.
because Nowonder noone comescalling.
that'swho I am.
that'swhat I do. But lettingo. But lettingo.
Whowouldcollect scatteredpiecesofme?
TopTenReasonsToMeditate
10. Notneeding to holdback farting. Holdingitalltogether
9. Playing "holierthanthou" card. asif
8. Playingreplaying playlistlistlistlist. allthat hadsomewherebetter tobe
7. Reliving personalfaffronts&arrears or someonebetter tosee thanme
asnauseam. my overfilled neverempty me.
6. Forgiving personalaffront&arrears
adnauseam. Holdingitalltogether.
5. Watchingself skippingstone across Gripofabstraction
streampond. causingmysqueeming
4. Watchingrippling expandingtostill. whererelease is possible
3. Forgetting havingthrownstone. onlyifstill.
2. Forgetting.
1. Weeping. Bees
Bees dont'belive
GiveAway intheir distancelessbeing
If I can giveaway humofeach humofhive.
my nobelief
will lessI be rewarded Must I believe
with a glimlpse inordertobecome eachallbee
of reality? or simplytrain to hearhum
as intimacy?
IfOnly
Ifonly itwerepossible tofeel aslesself Dramancing
during its deliriousdancing Sunlight isto lesself
tofeel firsthand what I later as
think I felt as joy. moonlight isto myself
fulltonew tofulltonew
Infidel asmy desiringmetronome
Manifestation or infestation? dramaromance dramaromance
Wisdomincarnate or incarceratedwill? beating a boringrhythm
Manifestdestiny or manifoldreality? almost asif its flagrantsource
wasmorethan sinplerelflection.
Infaith or infidel
orsimply
selfish.
AsIf
Asif thatmy
passion senses
soundinglike soundinglike
ration tenses
couldbe otherthan couldthink time's
reason withoutfences
soundinglike making goodneighbors
treason of usall.
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Butfencesfalling
in&outoftime
&sensespalling
whether yoursormine
withration joiningpassion
in lesself'sjourney
in&outof rhyme.
Hold'mFold'em Rose
Dealt twodowncards allyourown. RubyRose askingsapien
Needing tobet orfold. "Why doyou need
Studyingrange ofmy nochoice. to nameme?"
Then threecardflop. Helpingme? Helpingthem? Sapienreplying
Betting newrange of nochoice. "Allthebetter to knowyou
fragrantlover."
Then singlecardturn ondime ordollar.
Nocents inthisgame gravewithwholeness. "Then" RubyRosereplaying
"howdoesmyname smell?
Finally rivercard. Lastchance at nochoice What seriesofletters
withmost havingfolded to pressureofconformity. strikesyoufancy as 'Ruby'?
Can I summonwill tobet orwill I checkcall in cowardice? Do mypetalsþs
feel moreless tendersharp
Or raise withouthesitation or condemnation while ticklingpiercing
&certainly withoutpraise. yourflesh yourfealty?"
Pool "Perhaps notstriking mynerves dearestgem
Technique impeccable. butmymemory livingthere till I die."
Withinrails untouchable.
Runningtable atwill. "Then pleasepass oh wiseone
&release mysentience fromyour
Buthere's nobesting lesself perseverantselfisness."
unknowingconformity
nonrespecting uniformity NEXT
scorningrules as abnormality.
Hustlers becomingbustlers
whencaught in transform's
emptiedbeing.
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